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How do I bring up my delusions in therapy because I don't want to seem like I'm faking. I'm aware of them, but I still believe them.

unfortunately i’ve yet to ever receive therapy so im not entirely sure of a good way.

i have heard in other circles that talking about it as if you don’t understand it works, e.g. “sometimes i believe weird stuff...” and letting your therapist pick up on it and go from there. (therapists generally shouldn’t think you’re faking on the basis of you knowing you experience something, but the reality is is that some do, so techniques like this can help provide a better experience.)

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my exfriends are conspiring to kill me. they talk together secretly and they talk about how i can die and how much they want me dead. i know this because i can feel it in my soul, i'm god. i'm god and i know this because the OCs (original characters) i create become real in their own universes they are real i have a list of universes they live in and when i die and become an angel and a true god again i will be able to see and kiss them with my divine form

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sending love to everyone and i hope you all have as peaceful a day/night as you can! im getting wing tattoos eventually to feel more at home in my current body, so excited for them - halo anon

im having a pretty peaceful night myself personally! also that sounds like such a cool idea! 

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i have delusions about having obscure injuries that i don't wanna describe but they make me so upset :(

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*stares at my reflection and falls in love with humanity a little bit more which shouldnt be possible* (can i be halo anon?)

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im out here literally being god and its great, i took a shower and brushed my teeth today! im taking care of my physical form and i feel like that helps my divine energy, sending my love to everyone!

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I'm possessed by Satan, and we have an romantic relationship. He controls the way I move and I talk.

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i know im god or im an angel or both and I know they sent me down here because theyre scared of me and what i can do and im rotting here amd im in a corpse of this girls body and im just keeping it alive anf her soul is dorment here and i jsut feel awful i wanna get out and let this body die oncr and for all because it's not mine. im at my friends house right now and im crying in the guest bedroom and idk when hes gonna wake up i called mom to pick me up but im scared because i feel so vaulerable in tjis body. theure making me scared because i scared them its payback

“god anon again, the friend whos house im at dosnt know im. god /an angel (fallen god?) idk what to call it and idk how ill explain to him whats wrong if he asks because down here im only 15 and hes younger than me and idk if its too much pressure or if he'll even believe me its so stressful i jsut wanna get out of this body i wanna go home where im well fed and warm“

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Me and my alter are both dead. We've both died in past lives and have been purposefully been put in this body since childhood. I tell this to my therapists and they call it a delusion. This isn't Cotard's! It's an actually thing that has occurred to us! How can we get ppl to believe us!?

hi anon! sorry if this advice isnt too good, ive both had a rough night and have very little experience regarding interaction with therapist; but i do think what i say can be useful.

im not entirely sure how necessary it is to make people believe it, but what i do think is best is for them to know is that no matter what it is or isn’t, what you’re experiencing is very much so your reality.

i can imagine your experiences aren’t exactly easy to go through alone. i believe speaking to them and explaining that you need support before labels is vital to feeling more at ease with your experiences. your therapists should be concerned with helping you feel safe and at ease before trying to explain such things to you.

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How do I get out of the simulation?

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i love myself and i love being divine! check it out: *prophesies*

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I know I'm dead. I haven't started rotting yet because I have a soul. But people keep trying to tell me I'm not dead or that if I try harder I'll stop being dead. They don't understand what it's like to be a corpse.

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pinned post (will edit, its a bit messy) 📌 

hi there! im lamb and this blog was made with the intention of it being a safe outlet for delusional people to talk about their thoughts without being judged. this can range from venting to talking lovingly about something you have a delusional attachment to. the owner of this blog is a minor [15] though, so please keep it sfw. :-)

anyone with delusions for any reason - self or prod dxed- may send in their thoughts. :-)

posts are trigger tagged and tagged accordingly to their content (vent, positive, etc.)

i’m more than willing to give advice but please make sure to either directly ask OR make sure that its easy to pick up on the fact you’re asking for advice! many asks are posed in a questioning way but may not necessarily be calling for advice; e.g “am i human?”, etc. im typically able to tell a genuine call for advice from undirected questioning but directly stating which it is makes it a lot easier on me!

also, signing off as a certain anon is perfectly fine and i will tag it as “[whatever indicator you use, so an emoji, word, etc.] anon”. general chatter is also allowed and will be tagged as “subject ; general talk”

dni: racist, lgbtphobe, nsfw/kink, discourser, gore, or here to try and start problems.

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hi there! im lamb and this is a blog i’ve made for delusional people to share their thoughts and feelings about things in a judgement-free space :-)

whether it be a vent or positive thoughts about something you have a delusional attachment to- anything that is sfw/not extraordinarily violent is allowed!

i can also try my best to provide support/advice if you’d like, but keep in mind im just a psychotic teen and only know so much!

anyone who’s delusional for any reason can submit, self-dxers are perfectly fine :-) your submissions may be as detailed or as vague as you are comfortable submitting.

please keep in mind my brain works a little oddly and ive made this blog/hope to manage it while my brain is in a certain “state”, if my typing style/activity/etc. wavers please keep in mind it just means im not in the right “state” at that moment :-)

send submissions (asks) here if you’re interested!