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I want a thigh gap

I want a thigh gap

I want a thigh gap

I want a thigh gap

I want a thigh gap

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pinching my back fat & realizing i have so much fat that i don’t even need to eat

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i need to stop €ating.

i need to stop taking up space.

i need to stop being lazy.

i need to stop being a disappointment.

i need to stop being f4t.

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Anorexia Watchlist

Movies

For The Love of Nancy (1994)

When friendship kills (1996)

The Perfect Body (1997)

Girl Interrupted (1999)

Sharing the Secret (2000)

Huger Point (2004)

Emma Wants to Live (2004)

Maledimiele (2004) about mi@

Thin (2006)

Feed (2007)

Starving in Suburbia (2014)

God Help the Girl (2014)

My Skinny Sister (2015)

Little Miss Perfect (2016)

To the Bone (2017)

Feed (2017)

The Brief Life of Catherine (2019)

Shows

Everything Now

Heartstopper

Pretty Little Liars

Red Band Society

Skins uk

The O.C.

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my tips for f4st!ng <3

1. distract yourself! if you're at home i'll admit this is a little hard, but it IS very helpful :)) clean your room! do your makeup! do your nails! listen to music! make playlists! call your friends! make your bed! organize!

2. try on clothes that are too small for you! this one gets me the most, it's rlly triggering knowing that you aren't there yet (at least for me)

3. look at th!!!nsp000! i prefer looking it up on here or pinterest!

4. make lists of clothing you want to buy at your gw, if you f4st maybe you'll actually be able to fit into them one day

5. sleep!!! this one is the hardest for me lolz :p but you can't feel hungry if you're asleep :)

6. go on a walk! go walk around your neighborhood! or walk up and down your stairs! walk in circles in your room! it burns c4l0r!3s & distracts you :))

7. drink water!!! when you first wake up drink water, when you feel hungry drink water, when you feel tired drink water, when you want to quit drink water

8. stay away from the kitchen! the food in there is gross anyways & you don't need it! if you're not around food you won't want it as much!

9. dye your hair! this is usually very time consuming & will most likely take your mind off food

10. paint your nails! i know i included this earlier but i feel like it includes its own section :)) if your nails are wet you can't really eat food.

11. keep a reminder of your w3!ght! if you have a mirror in your room write your w3!ght on it, constantly remind yourself that's how much you w3!gh.

12. write your w3!ght on your hand! any time you go to grab food you'll see it and remember why you're doing this, how far you've come and how much farther you have to go.

there's def more but this is all i can think of rn! if you have any helpful tips share them in the comments <3

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Pls help

... Not gonna lie ... Seeing everyone else steadily achieving their goals and becoming skinnier day by day ... While I'm falling miles behind by sabotaging my progress the moment I start seeing results of my hard work rotting in a never-ending hell ... is extremely soul crushing ...

... All I want is to be small ...

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I broke my fast of 11 days and ate half a packet of crisps I feel so bad and guilty my stomach feels horrible because it has food in it all my progress is lost

I have to start again and starve for even longer

I can’t stand being the fat one the fat friend

I’m such a pig that I gave in

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Being hungry means losing weight

Losing weight means being hungry

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’m so tired of people trying to ruin my progress because “they care”. If you cared you’d let me keep going. I won’t be happy until I look the way I want, why stand in the way of that? Just delaying the inevitable and making me feel worse.

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its finally happening

i'm falling in love with the process, and not just the result. i'm falling in love with the feeling, and not just the looks. i'm falling in love with the emptiness, and not just the outsides.

i'm falling in love with ana~

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I have been fasting for a week now and it feels so good the supported living that I’m at won’t let me weigh myself and I’m going mad and it’s stressing me out

One of the staff wants to refer me to a eating disorder service and I’m like na no chance they’ll take one look at me and laugh I’m a fat pig I need to keep fasting till all the fat is gone

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Me when I feel dizzy after not eating.