depressinglwjthoughts
depressinglwjthoughts
here to ruin your day with angst
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blog full of headcanons and thoughts about lwj because i think too much about him (if anyone asks: i'm not okay) / main: @incomplete-ruler
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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So this is a last minute queued post before I start exporting this blog, but I just wanted to say that when my mum starts reading the novel I have a feeling that she's gonna relate to Lan Wangji too (she's not queer but she's a neurodivergent mess like me). Like a few weeks ago when I was opening up about my problems and she was telling me her experiences with being not neurotypical in a conservative south-east asian country I was like "hey mum did you know that changing your behaviour to appear more acceptable to a neurotypical society is called masking?
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Me when Lan Wangji does anything: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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If there's anything I relate to heavily with Lan Wangji it's kinkshaming yourself to the point where you want to kill yourself.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Me when I see someone call Lan Wangji boring: I... *holding back my likely 5 part thesis about lwj's character arc, the subtext in the novel and why it means so much to me* respectfully disagree.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Me when I see someone call Lan Wangji boring: I... *holding back my likely 5 part thesis about lwj's character arc, the subtext in the novel and why it means so much to me* respectfully disagree.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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So I may act unhinged sometimes over here and on my main, but take me out of Tumblr and I shall act like Good Christian Girl Lan Wangji
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Wishing for all of my sexual repression episodes to be inflicted onto Lan Wangji for at least a week when I have them.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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I feel like lwj is me in another universe if I didn't have any sex trauma that complicated the acceptance of my own sexual attraction to others (or limited attraction since i'm acespec)
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Me today: How can I possibly channel this deep pain I feel in my heart?
Oh wait...
LAN FUCKING WANGJI
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Lan Wangji doesn't even feel like a character to me sometimes. Like that's my bestie, my soul brother, my platonic main bitch. We shall join forces and take over the world with our gayness.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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If I dissociated a lot less I wonder if I'd have as much of a connection to lwj as I do now. If I was able to speak up more and not be so afraid, I wonder if I'd relate to him as much.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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If there's anything I want to know about lwj it's how the fuck did he let go of his fear of disobeying/being in the wrong? 'Cause I'm still feeling that right now
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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I love how this is my most popular post so far (well two days in I guess). Makes sense 'cause I know you lwj kinnies and most of you guys are sad gay nerds who were unable to express yourselves fully because it would be picked apart/weaponised in the environment you grew up in (I'm also calling out myself here don't worry)
Teenage Lan Wangji internally screaming, crying and punching the wall through the day and night as he thinks about Wei Wuxian. So close but so unattainable, so bright but so endlessly frustrating (for multiple reasons). And there Lan Wangji was, all by himself as he finally sat with the pent up anger, sadness and longing he had for Wei Wuxian. Coming to the final realisation that he isn't normal and never will be.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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The ultimate lesbian icon shall save us all
SAVE ME LESBIAN LAN WANGJI SAVE ME
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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Teenage Lan Wangji internally screaming, crying and punching the wall through the day and night as he thinks about Wei Wuxian. So close but so unattainable, so bright but so endlessly frustrating (for multiple reasons). And there Lan Wangji was, all by himself as he finally sat with the pent up anger, sadness and longing he had for Wei Wuxian. Coming to the final realisation that he isn't normal and never will be.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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I could see fem!lwj taking any opportunity she could to smoosh her face into wwx's tiddies and she would definitely bite them during sex too.
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depressinglwjthoughts · 3 months ago
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SAVE ME LESBIAN LAN WANGJI SAVE ME
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