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So this is a last minute queued post before I start exporting this blog, but I just wanted to say that when my mum starts reading the novel I have a feeling that she's gonna relate to Lan Wangji too (she's not queer but she's a neurodivergent mess like me). Like a few weeks ago when I was opening up about my problems and she was telling me her experiences with being not neurotypical in a conservative south-east asian country I was like "hey mum did you know that changing your behaviour to appear more acceptable to a neurotypical society is called masking?
#it's also gonna be interesting when we get to the later parts of the novel#my parents were never sex purists in anyway so i doubt it'll be a problem#(she just may not know all the nuance with being queer that's present in his arc)#she's also not that new to bl anyway so she's seen a lot of shit#i don't know if i have the heart to tell her about the incense burner chapter tho if she decides to read the extras#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †#† me irl †
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Me when Lan Wangji does anything: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
#i love him so much and everyone else should too#(respectfully in my opinion)#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †
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If there's anything I relate to heavily with Lan Wangji it's kinkshaming yourself to the point where you want to kill yourself.
#i've been thinking of making this type of post for awhile but it's very relevant now (at least when i'm queuing this)#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †#† angst †#† sensitive content †#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation
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Me when I see someone call Lan Wangji boring: I... *holding back my likely 5 part thesis about lwj's character arc, the subtext in the novel and why it means so much to me* respectfully disagree.
#//agreed nailing this to my wall#//i got some hooooooooooooooooooooot takes about lwj character as a whole#//hehe#<- yeah same (maybe not any hot takes but i do have some insights that i want to share (it'll have to be on dreamwidth now tho))#† reblogs †
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Me when I see someone call Lan Wangji boring: I... *holding back my likely 5 part thesis about lwj's character arc, the subtext in the novel and why it means so much to me* respectfully disagree.
#note:thisisajokeandallopinionsarevalidi'mnotthispassiveaggressiveirlipromise#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †
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So I may act unhinged sometimes over here and on my main, but take me out of Tumblr and I shall act like Good Christian Girl Lan Wangji
#i need to stop masking the fuck#don't know what it's gonna be like in the month that this comes out but right now is the worst for me when it comes to self-expression#idk if it's because i've been really depressed or i'm just embarassed with how much i've shown so far#(whether that embarassment is valid or not is another discussion)#i was thinking of writing more but honestly shits a mess#† thoughts †#† kin posts †#† me irl †
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Wishing for all of my sexual repression episodes to be inflicted onto Lan Wangji for at least a week when I have them.
#you can tell what mood i was in when i queued this#isn't even the middle of the year yet but i've already had two identity crises involving this just two months after each other#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †#† me irl †
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I feel like lwj is me in another universe if I didn't have any sex trauma that complicated the acceptance of my own sexual attraction to others (or limited attraction since i'm acespec)
#i also have a little acespec headcanon for lwj but that's for another post (a longer one too)#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †#† me irl †
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Me today: How can I possibly channel this deep pain I feel in my heart?
Oh wait...
LAN FUCKING WANGJI
#never got around to writing the drabble after this since it would be quite ooc but i still think this is funny#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† kin posts †#† angst †
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Lan Wangji doesn't even feel like a character to me sometimes. Like that's my bestie, my soul brother, my platonic main bitch. We shall join forces and take over the world with our gayness.
#we truly are the only ones who understand each other#this bitch is in my BRAAAAIN#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† kin posts †
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If I dissociated a lot less I wonder if I'd have as much of a connection to lwj as I do now. If I was able to speak up more and not be so afraid, I wonder if I'd relate to him as much.
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If there's anything I want to know about lwj it's how the fuck did he let go of his fear of disobeying/being in the wrong? 'Cause I'm still feeling that right now
#i guess it's just something to do with age but at the same time i'm just really struggling with it rn#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† me irl †#† angst †
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I love how this is my most popular post so far (well two days in I guess). Makes sense 'cause I know you lwj kinnies and most of you guys are sad gay nerds who were unable to express yourselves fully because it would be picked apart/weaponised in the environment you grew up in (I'm also calling out myself here don't worry)
Teenage Lan Wangji internally screaming, crying and punching the wall through the day and night as he thinks about Wei Wuxian. So close but so unattainable, so bright but so endlessly frustrating (for multiple reasons). And there Lan Wangji was, all by himself as he finally sat with the pent up anger, sadness and longing he had for Wei Wuxian. Coming to the final realisation that he isn't normal and never will be.
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The ultimate lesbian icon shall save us all
SAVE ME LESBIAN LAN WANGJI SAVE ME
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Teenage Lan Wangji internally screaming, crying and punching the wall through the day and night as he thinks about Wei Wuxian. So close but so unattainable, so bright but so endlessly frustrating (for multiple reasons). And there Lan Wangji was, all by himself as he finally sat with the pent up anger, sadness and longing he had for Wei Wuxian. Coming to the final realisation that he isn't normal and never will be.
#don't ask me what i was drinking when i was writing this it just came out of my brain#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#† thoughts †#† ficlets/drabbles †#† angst †
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I could see fem!lwj taking any opportunity she could to smoosh her face into wwx's tiddies and she would definitely bite them during sex too.
#i'm imagining a lot of domestic scenarios right now that are really cute (more specifically when they're sleeping)#i was thinking of this post being fluffy but it ended up being more horny (i will not apologise tho)#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#wangxian#fem wangxian#lan wangji#lan zhan#wei wuxian#wei ying#fem lan wangji#fem wei wuxian#† headcanons †#† nsfw/suggestive †#† genderbend †
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SAVE ME LESBIAN LAN WANGJI SAVE ME
#i am obsessed with her#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan wangji#lan zhan#fem lan wangji#† thoughts †#† genderbend †
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