despairingonion

[despairingonion]

Hello. I’m very sorry to have to ask this again but my mom had an accident earlier in the year, and then several surgeries that ended up being botched by an incompetent doctor. Among other things, he was supposed to do a total reverse shoulder replacement but only did a partial and her shoulder is dislocated still. The surgeries happened in April and we didn’t find out the extent of what went wrong (while waiting to heal & being told by the doctor’s staff that there was nothing wrong, that the pain would last forever, that it was nerve damage from the accident) until November.

The follow-up appointment to schedule the surgery isn’t available until December 14th, which makes me think that we’re not going to be able to have the surgery until after January, and we’ll have to pay out of pocket until we meet her insurance deductible ($2,000) again, after doing so in April. 

We’re already struggling; we have $180 to last until Dec 7th (writing this on Nov 30th). If on the off-chance there is an available day for surgery within the rest of the yr, all money will go purely to necessities like groceries & bills.

No one is obligated to donate but if you can, my paypal is hortonerin44@gmail.com.

If you can’t, I completely understand & I appreciate just a reblog. 

You can read a more detailed version of events in this google doc; I’ve been keeping it updated since this happened & I had to take time away from social media to become my mom’s caretaker.

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Yo okay I decided to make a post about this thing

I decided to remake bc I was unsatisfied with how my dash was here

I don't want to delete this blog bc memories, stuff in the save/reference tag, messages I've been keeping,etc

but yeah my queue on this blog had run out so I probably won't use it anymore

"Erinselysion" is my new blog's URL u can follow it if u want idk this blog still has 521 followers but?//??/ unless I need to find something or look here for nostalgia's sake I probably won't be here

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what if someone tried to rob a nightclub and he ran in and screamed “everyone put your hands up” and everyone was like “yeah dude” and kept dancing

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So no, can't, not tonight, You're not that cool, no you're not my type. She's beautiful, but she's cold as ice. That girl, that girl, she's such a bitch, I tell myself I can handle it. Now she won't buy my sex appeal; Just an East coast kid with a record deal.

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Dad: Stop watching anime and go outside!

Me: この鍬でソウルジャボーイアップ

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(2) Tumblr on We Heart It. http://m.weheartit.com/entry/66673759/via/katagali

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“average person eats 3 spiders a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

[despairingonion]

all

i

asked

you

to

do

was

close

my

fucking

door

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get bent | ♡ another generic angsty pop punk mix ♡

001. shut up - blink 182 / 002. break your little heart - all time low / 003. snitches and talkers get stitches and walkers - fall out boy / 004. go to hell - go radio / 005. holiday - green day / 006. seventy times 7 - brand new / 007. won’t be pathetic forever - the wonder years / 008. i’m not okay (i promise) - my chemical romance / 009. say anything - marianas trench / 010. gives you hell - all american rejects / 011. all signs point to lauderdale - a day to remember / 012. bite my tongue - you me at six / 013. welcome to my life - simple plan

listen here

[despairingonion]

something I whipped up as I waited for my plane in florida. 

I didn’t cover everything, but I think I got the point across. 

Remember, if it’s not your body, it’s none of your business! 

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can i download money

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Don’t hang out with people who don’t love you. Don’t try to impress people who aren’t worth it. Don’t try to win people over who aren’t worth it. Focus on yourself, and focus on the people who are really awesome and who love you. Don’t hang out with people who make you feel like shit. Don’t spend your energy on them. There is so much pressure to be part of the right thing: well, you should create the right thing. If you don’t see it, create it. If you don’t see what you want, be the change you want to see.

Beth Ditto (via zelour)

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9 Favorite Park Bom Stage Outfits

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Friendly reminder that the first thing Asuka does to Shinji upon finding him despondent and unresponsive from the death of Kaworu and the near impact he inadvertently caused is kick him.