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nokia n-gage (2003-2006) motherboard

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Played in ‘22: STRANGE HORTICULTURE (2022) dev. Bad Viking

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【霧】 真夏でも山は寒い （かき→きり）

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these were funnier in my head

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By the way, you available? No, I’m married.

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The anime vs manga difference is hilarious LOLLL

Anime yukiya is adorable but ngl manga yukiya has a favorite spot in my heart. He’s a literal baby crow giving people bombastic side eyes 😭😭😭 (I love the curly light brown hair as well ugh)

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Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Red/Blue Rescue Team: Best Friends

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https://www.flickr.com/photos/tokutomi/47064411324/in/dateposted/

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An anon asked for more VHS stickers so here you go!

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something I think about is how, in general, cis men's heterosexuality is very concerned with homosocial bonds (sometimes even moreso than it is with heterosexual experience).

like for example, cis guys who had sex with me when I was a teenager were, while certainly aroused by my body, primarily interested in me as a means to homosocial ends. They would text their male friends immediately afterwards, would nonconsensually share photos of me with their friends, would parade me around in front of their friends, etc. to some extent, the particulars of my personhood were entirely irrelevant. I was just a walking symbol of their own straight masculinity that furthered their more meaningful relationships with other men.

another example--cis male friends of mine would admit attraction to a much more diverse range of body types in private to me than they would to their male friends, and when discussing attraction within homosocial groups it was always a tone less of intimate confession and more of displaying their performance of virility and masculinity through proclaiming arousal.

cis male heterosexuality just has this element of being a means by which men relate to each other as men. I've experienced (and many women who date women have shared their stories with me of) straight men attempting this kind of bonding and there being this disconnect. like how to convey that attraction to women is not a means to the end of 'masculine' (for lack of better terms) bonding, it is genuinely just for its own sake. & if you don't play along and try to explain you're not interested in ranking women's bodies to bond with men, then often men who were so chill and accepting of lesbians 2 seconds ago will transform into the guys who call you a man-hating dyke who can't take a joke.

I think this dynamic is why lesbianism (or relationships between women generally) really confuses a lot of people to a greater extent even than gay male sexuality. There's just no other outwardly-directed (or allosexual, depending on your terminology preference) sexuality that truly does not cohere around maintaining social relationships with men.

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IG: jordan-decoster

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this is the best show ive ever watched

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house plants

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