devirot

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would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my live? cuz i'd do anything to hold your hand.

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“fuck you my child is completely fine” your child has a yandere blog

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you call it “stalker behavior”

i call it romantic.

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i’d rather you abuse me than leave me.

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oh, sweetheart.

you can try.

you can run away, change everything about yourself.

but you’re so, so predictable.

it’s too late. i know you too well now.

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i fucking hate who you are when he's around.

you don't act like this. you never act like this; not to me.

what did i do? is that how you truly feel?? do you only feel free to express it when he's here???

stop it. stop changing.

don't treat me this way.

please.

please stop.

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Sees a mirror and immediately starts admiring myself

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i want to see you cry. i want to be the one who wipes your tears. the saltiness of those tears are beautiful. i want to be the one that pieces you together. be your safe space. isolate you to think no one else understand you but me. i want your tears to burn yourself. a reminder that others will make you cry. but i wouldn't ever make you cry. i'll pick up your pieces, gently place you back together. grow dependent on me, just like how i am dependent on you.

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Hot take: this community is doomed by the narrative. We want to be seen as either devoted or threatening so we make caricature of ourselves. We’re real people like everyone else, and we KNOW.

We know what we’re doing will only push away others and hurt us. Yet we can’t stop being obsessive. We are stuck this way. So some of us learn to fight it learn to shove it down so people won’t see us deranged, some of us pretend to make peace by posting romanticized versions of what we are.

Maybe one day we’ll find peace and security. Best of luck to you all on that journey.

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oh, to be gutted by my darling.

let me view only you in my final moments, covered in my blood.

let you be forever stained with it.

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A yandere isn’t gonna tear apart your appearance. A yandere isn’t going to push you into eating disorders. A yandere understands that you are absolute perfection and you don’t need to change yourself in any way for you to be worthy of their obsessive love. Every pound and every curve on your body is worthy of worship.

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Please gut me <33

Make pretty decorations out of my insides

I always want to be useful to you

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And selfishly, I inhale your love. I want it to be mine, all mine. I want no-one else to breathe your opium-coated affection.

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typing “me n who?” knowing that i am difficult and unlovable

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i find my mood swings to be so entertaining.

one minute, i'm numb without you. i feel lost, broken, afraid; like a pathetic little pup. i'm such a moron for doing what i did. what if you despise me? what if you leave?

then comes the single chance. my way of trying to reconcile, say sorry, say i love you, say i care for you.

if that doesn't work, then comes the anger. i hate you. you disgust me. i gave you a chance to work it out and you don't even want to try. you're better off dead. who the fuck do you think you are to toy with my feelings like this?

finally, the euphoria of acceptance. i shouldn't put so much energy into someone as pathetic as you. you don't want to reconcile? fine. leave me. go on, do it. good fucking luck without me.