#borderline problems

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

There's a "I'm supposed to know how to do tAxes?????" Joke in here somewhere but it's debilitating to know I have to actually be part of a social setting I have had no contact or interaction with.

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

[draxysza]

I want to kill myself but i am afraid I will Wake up

[prettyfukinalone]

Turns out showing the pain you feel changes nothing

[nofuckingideawho]

problem? feeling worthless. solution? belittling myself

[schizorrs]

i want to eat a raw dead animal in front of my family

[roadki11angel]

When he’s being cold and now I have to choose between crying and shaking uncontrollably in fear that he’ll leave me or to just not gaf and choose to hate him and break up with him instead

[rainywhispersblog]

[joes-coffin]

How is this so real

"You pick." - No. Cus what if I pick the thing you dont like. then its all my fault and the whole day is ruined.

[hisd1zzylynlyn]

I hate people and their expectations.

[sometimesiammybpd]

highkey think i'm dissociating more than i realized. days at this point are just. blurring. one into the next. i literally lost a day because i couldn't distinguish the difference. i also think i'm smoking weed so much now to keep myself too high to function. don't get me wrong. i love weed and love how much it can help but i just.

don't want to be here. but i don't want to die either.

so idk. i guess i'm just high. all the time. rotting away. genuinely at least i can't hurt anyone doing this. i don't deserve anything better.

[love-ardour-anarchism]

living with borderline personality disorder is fucking WILD because one moment i feel like i'm just living one loooong extended crisis where every moment i have ever known is agony and the best thing i could hope for is for all of it to STOP forever and then next i feel sunlight on my skin and someone i love tells me they love me and suddenly all is right in my tiny world and i feel like i can continue fending off the horrors of it all for this eternity and then the next with nothing but my steady aim and aching heart and thats all fine

[yearningdiary]

I hate that I can only sleep by taking benzodiazepines, I have lost the ability to fall asleep naturally, but I think it is psychological, because if I sleep with someone I fall asleep; perhaps because I am cuddled and I feel safe, wanted and taken by cute attentions.

[letsplaydoct0r]

gonna get high, i miss him so much and i need to be numb for a night .

[draxysza]

I was definitely a bad person in my previous life so now I have to suffer

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[dspressed]

I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore