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I wish it didn't end badly, I wish I could take back the things I said and did, I wish I was more secure in our relationship, I wish I would have never stopped focusing on myself, I wish I would've gone to more of the places you liked, I wish I would of been there more for you, but once the trust was broken I tried to do all of those things to get the trust back but in doing so I became so insecure in our relationship. I stopped focusing on myself, I didn't trust you in any place you wanted to go. I was there for you but I caused your hard feelings with my outburst of anger. I would rationalize it in my head thinking I trusted you but you took that and betrayed me almost every time. I got so caught up with trying to trust you again I even thought it'd be best if you blocked those dudes you fucked or flirted with then after that I wanted you to delete anyone I thought might try to talk to you. I was so crazy with nipping any chance for you to cheat in the bud....but no matter what I did you found a new outlet to talk to them and hang out with dudes you knew I didn't fuck with. I legit thought it was best to just never go anywhere with you....i couldn't be proud of you on social media cause i knew people knew what you were doing behind my back and I didn't want to be "that guy" I should've just stayed away after Chandler although we were broken up at that time the pain still hurt like a bullet straight through my heart within a month you were with someone new as I was there crying over you every night drinking just to torture myself for letting myself love someone like you I was lonely and you were the only girl I loved this much so I begged for you back I fucked myself up trying to trust you again for the next 2 years now here I am after a 3 year off n on relationship low-key thinking you're gonna call me again to try to work on us

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Dear You,

The thought of you with someone else makes my heart beat so fast that I throw up

And that scares me

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Day 11

I just miss you a lot. I constantly wonder when I’ll be good enough to reach out to you.

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https://www.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=1839461746374179&id=1676816815972007

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https://soundcloud.com/diamondkytel/desiree

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https://soundcloud.com/diamondkytel/desiremast

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https://soundcloud.com/diamondkytel/stages-ft-ivette-desanto

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https://soundcloud.com/diamondkytel/4ever-yours

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https://soundcloud.com/diamondkytel/tell-me-suna-x-heyitsvidi-ktel-flip

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https://soundcloud.com/diamondkytel/try-again-kytel-flip

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(K¥TEL)

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https://soundcloud.com/diamond-kytel/ill-miss-you

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HEY IS THAT A DONUT? YOU CAME TO THE WRONG NEIGHBORHOOD, B@%#! Full color shirt <—————

Black & white <—————- I kinda dig how it looks with the background and everything, so I may make an iphone case or an ipad case. 

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whO MADE THIS