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I used to shine bright like gold

Now I'm all indigo

My colors are darker and cold

I think it's time that I went home

And I don't understand why I always feel

Dead and alone

I used to shine bright like gold

Now I'm all indigo

I gave up a piece of my heart

Then I turned to run

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Having to live a future you didn’t think you’d be alive for is so fucking hard

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I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

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In another universe I was happy

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I'm proud of you for making it this far.

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im really trying but im also really miserable, everything i do just feels like failure

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Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

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Investing all my time and energy into an obsession. Either a person or an interest.

Just to get bored of it, or they show me why I shouldn’t, or I just get abandoned in the process.

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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The reason you are always meeting the right people at the wrong time is because the people we meet at the wrong time are actually just the wrong people, the right person is timeless. The right person makes you want to throw away all your plans and any sense of direction you had and blindly follow them into the unknown.

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I want it all just to stop it’s too much