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I’m gonna go for a while

I know I don’t post much as it is but for a while I’m not gonna be posting at all or even be active on here, things are really hard right now and I’m relapsing in self harm (I don’t wanna see a bunch of notes saying how I am selfish and how I’m just attention seeking I just wanna be real with you) my family is just making it worse. I’m getting off all social media, so please don’t DM me because I won’t respond I don’t know when I’ll be back if I will. I don’t know if anyone cares that I’m leaving because I don’t post a lot anyways but I wanted to give a heads up anyways. ✌️✌🏻✌🏼✌🏽✌🏾✌🏿peace out bros

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Antikin is dumb

Honestly I don’t understand it, like I get not believing in something and that’s fine I mean not everyone believes in god, no one believes in me. That’s whatever, but most antikin hate just because they can, so logically they think to themselves, “hmmm I don’t like what this group of people believe in....i think the smart thing to do would make an entire blog dedicated to hating on them.” I mean what? Listen, you do you. You wanna make a blog about space? Go for it! You wanna make a ascetic blog? Wonderful! But hating on and spreading hate to an entire group of people is not okay like at all. No matter if it’s otherkin or anyone else, and if you don’t like something to the point of constantly feeling like you must spread hate on it, then why associate yourself with it? I mean if it’s upsetting you that much just don’t look at it. It’s simple really.

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Okay this does not have nearly enough attention AND IT A GREAT IDEA AND I THINK ALL OTHERKIN AND THERIANS SHOULD GET BEHIND THIS

A Month of Kin Pride

Hello there! 

I’m here to introduce to you: Kin Month!

For the month of October, all types of kin, from fictives to therians, will be able to celebrate being kin! 

Every day is All Kin Pride, but each day will have a different type of kin as a highlight. This way, we can all learn about new kintypes we didn’t even know were there! 

Then, on the 31st, Halloween, we can all dress up as our kintypes and go celebrate outdoors! It’ll be a day of positivity and fun, where we can all take off our human “costumes” and become who we wish we were.

If you have questions, suggestions, or any thoughts on this event, feel free to send in an ask or DM me! Anon asks are open, so even the most shy of us kins can ask questions!

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HOW DO OTHERKIN AND THERIANS FIND EACH OTHER IN REAL LIFE???? I WANT OTHERKIN AND THERIAN FRIENDS MOVE TO WHERE I AM PLEASE!!

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You ever just feel your wings so hard that it like throws you off balance?

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I just wanted to clear something up, if you are trans or nonbinary and you are uncomfortable with what I said when I was talking about being dysmorphic and how I related it to gender I want to explain it was because, I did not know that you could be dysmorphic about other things then gender at the time. So when I felt that way, my gender was the first thing I thought of at the time. Now I am not going to say what my sexuality is or my gender I don’t think that’s something tumblr needs to know

how i knew i was angelkin

I was raised Catholic, so i would go to church every Sunday with my family. On the ceiling was a mural of angels playing harps and dancing around god, i would always stare up at it the entire time i was there (much to my family’s dismay), i would imagine flying around with god and my wings not a care in the world, and something about it always seemed right about it.  

Even at home i was interested in angels and wings, i loved the Barbie movies that she was a fairy, because of the wings i would draw what mine would look like all the time. Even playing dress up i would wear costume wings on my back all the time (even when i wasn’t playing dress up), it didn’t even matter if i was out in public. I would even wear all white all the time and pretend that I was angel. 

As i got older and stopped playing dress up, (and going to church less often),although the connection i felt to angels never left. I would still draw, or at least try as i have ZERO art skills, wings on myself and i always felt connected to paintings i would see of them. 

Fast forward a couple years to puberty, oh boy, lets face it puberty sucks for anyone, otherkin or not. Now i always felt a disconnect with other people and I didn’t make friends very well (lets face it I still don’t), but when i hit puberty it just got ten times worse, not only did i feel a disconnect with other people but now i felt it with in myself. It was like my skin wasn’t my skin it was someone else’s and i was borrowing it. I decided to do my own research and i looked into being trans, My uncle was trans and he often described it feeling that way to.(i know now its called being dysphoric)  That didn’t sit right either, so then i thought okay well maybe I’m nonbinary and thats why i feel so weird I’m in the middle on one side or the other, that didn’t sit right either. I was so sick of feeling wrong in my body and having no idea why, i started to get to depressed, and then i found otherkin. 

i was on You-tube one day and i came across a video called “Dear otherkin” at this point i had never heard of otherkin before so I clicked on the video, now the video was a troll making fun of them, but I was very interested so i looked more into it. I started on You-tube I mainly found cringe compilations and such, but i found one video that was titled “I am dragonkin, my otherkin story” (by azura dragon feather, I would recommend watching dragonkin or not) i related very highly to what she was saying about having a strong connection to her kintype ever  since she was young, and i figured i could be otherkin because of my connection to angels.

As I was doing more and more research and discovered all kinds of things that finally made sense to the way i would act and behave, like the weird feeling i would get on my back that i later found out was phantom wings. Everything stared at make sense and i was at peace with myself. 

I also  learned that meditation would help some people remember things about their past life, so i started but that’s a post for another day  

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Reblog or like if your angel kin or fallen angel kin or anything at this point!! I wanna find more blogs to follow and more friends to talk to I’m v lonely !! ♡