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Guys I think imma rebrand bc it’s summer and I kinda want to write for others instead of just Greta so, stay with me now, I will be active but not super also my writing lowk shit🥹

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Random funny thought - imagine you’re watching a movie with the guys, all sharing a blanket, and you’re seated in between Josh and Jake on the couch. A little into the movie Josh reaches his hand under the blanket to put it on your thigh, only for his fingers to brush against another hand. And when he looks up Jake just has a smile on his face and you’re beet red.

Is it weird I did the twins? I couldn’t decide which two to do for this… 🥹😞🎉😆 this also so stupid sorry I’m lit on toilet rn

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Came back from the dead to say I miss twink Jake.

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Hiatus

I’ve basically already been on one but it is just so hard for me to be active during this prime time of the year and essentially I am insanely active during summer but lack the rest of the year. So all of these stories I have started will most likely not be completed or updated soon.

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Someone older 3

Josh Kiska x f!reader

wc: 2.5k

Summary: Having a crush on your best friend's older brother is normal. It is just something about an older, “cool” teenager that appealed to you in your preteen years. Almost everyone experiences this, but is it still normal when he is 8 years older? Yes, your best friend, Sam, was older than you but he was like a brother and something about Josh was so intoxicating. The crush didn’t leave when he left for college, he stayed in the back of your mind throughout all of those years. Hell he plagued your mind through your last years of highschool and first of college. So what are you supposed to do when he moves in with Sam near the college you and he attended.

Minors DNI!!!

Warnings: Angst, kissing

for more info go to master post!

a/n: Guys I'm so sorry this took so long I've been pooped these past couple weeks! So sorry, I love y'all.

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During the past two weeks since Josh had ‘invaded’ his younger brother's space, you felt as if the time you spent with Josh was few and far between. After the first night you had only seen him three times, Sam of course being there all three. It wasn’t awkward with Sam there, just a little bit uncomfortable. How were you supposed to make any moves with your best friend sitting in such close proximity? Disregarding that, Josh hadn’t been holding back with feeding into your delusions. He would do small things that caused your heart to speed up like carrying you into the car to avoid puddles and letting you cuddle into his side during movie night last tuesday. He even went as far as kissing right next to your lips as a goodbye before you and Sam left to study, which could have been an accident but he never mentioned it. As you lay in bed tonight you can’t help but think about how unserious he seems with everything. Well, not unserious but he just makes it feel like it means nothing to him when it means the world to you. What if he really only sees you as a sister figure? 

Stop. These thoughts are causing an ache to arise in your head so you closed your eyes and attempted to fall asleep.

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Waking up to the alarm coming from your phone, you rolled over in bed and tried to ignore the intruding sound. To no avail, you rolled back over and slammed your finger tip onto the screen a few times, missing the stop button the first couple, before the noise finally stopped. After adjusting to the sunlight, you got out of bed and basically crawled over to your bathroom. 

A quick rinse and morning routine left a fresh feeling and clean aura around you. Adjusting the hood on your sweatshirt you grabbed your backpack and got ready to head over to Sam’s because today was one of the days he needed a ride to campus. Finally looking at the notifications on your phone you see a text from Sam. 

Sam

Hey sorry running a bit late this morning, you can wait in the kitchen.

Remembering to grab your key to his house you left your comfortable home, promising yourself a nap after class. The walk down the hallway was quiet in the peaceful morning. After unlocking the door you pushed it in and moved towards the island, taking a seat at the stool. You grabbed your phone from your back pocket to scroll for a time passer. After a couple minutes you saw Josh’s door open down the hallway, expecting to see him, a smile grew on your face. But it fell at almost lightning speed when a short blonde walked into the kitchen, clad in what seemed to be only Josh’s shirt. She had a falter in her step when she saw you but she smiled softly at you and said good morning in a sweet soft voice. You couldn’t respond because your mouth had gone dry. Mind swirling with all kinds of thoughts as you watch her fill up a glass of water and retreat back into Josh’s room. What. The. Fuck. 

Before tears could fall onto your cheeks a voice broke the eerie silence. “Sorry about that, my alarm didn’t go off. Are you ready?” Sam questioned, unaware of the previous interaction. Not trusting your own voice you turned and nodded at him with a small smile. Driving to campus was silent. Sam had tried to engage in conversation but after you only returned a dry response he decided to sit and look out the window. Until he couldn't take it anymore and dug his nose in your business. “Y/n come on, what’s wrong? You’re never this silent in the car, you won’t even let me play music!” He exclaimed, breaking the quiet. “It’s nothing Sam, I'm okay just trust me.” You hated lying to him but how were you supposed to tell him that you were flaming with jealousy over a girl his brother had over?

You had no right to be jealous, Josh wasn’t yours and he was a grown man who could do what he wanted, but something in your heart just would not let you believe that. It was killing you from the inside, it has been so long and your heart tugged towards Josh at all times. Sam didn’t like your answer, “Don’t think you’re off the hook, we are talking about this later. But right now let me have aux.” You were satisfied with this for now, dreading the time tonight when Sam would interrogate you.

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After hours of laying in bed trying to take that nap you promised, you decided to get up and head over to Sam’s since the nap was not an option for your running mind. You let Sam know you would be over soon as you brushed through your hair and applied some strawberry chapstick. Looking in the mirror you tried to ignore the look you were giving, that of someone recently hit by a bus. Shrugging back on your hoodie you traveled out the door. Part of you prayed Josh was elsewhere tonight, you didn’t know if you could face him without bursting. But the other part of you hoped he was inside, by himself. 

After a few soft knocks you heard shuffling on the other side before the door opened and Sam stood with a playful smile. When you didn’t smile back he stepped aside and as you walked in he pulled you into a hug. This was one of the things you loved most about your best friend, even with his somewhat bony frame, he always gave the most comforting hugs. You tried to keep your feelings at bay as he crushed you into him, but the tears that escaped and the sniffle to catch your running nose were something you couldn’t control. He pulled back with a soft look in his eye, and led you over to the couch. As he instructed you to take a seat he pulled out his lighter and pack of cigarettes. Offering you one with an eyebrow raise. You gladly accepted and inhaled deeply as he lit it for you. 

After he had taken a few hits of his own he spoke up, “You don’t have to tell me what’s wrong if you don’t want to, but I would like to have an idea so maybe I could give some input.” You looked into his eyes and nodded with a grateful smile. “Thank you Sammy. I’m gonna be honest the reason is pretty ridiculous,” You started while trying to figure out how you could tell him your dilemma without giving away your fat crush on his brother. “Sam, what are you supposed to do when you are getting mixed signals from somebody and it is fucking with your head?” You figured leading with that would not give away too much. 

Before he could answer you sat up straight, a worried look on your face. “Wait, is Josh home?” you asked urgently. With a questioning look Sam shook his head no. You breathed a sigh of relief and tried not to focus on the dread in your heart, wondering if Josh was with that girl again. “Why did it matter if he was home?” Sam asked with a somewhat accusatory look. Realizing how your question could have come off you recovered with the truth. “Oh I just didn’t want him eavesdropping that's all.” You tried to force a reassuring smile but it didn’t quite reach your eyes. He seemed to believe that and continued. “Well I think if the mixed signals are fucking with you too much, then you should bring it up with that person.” You nodded but then asked, “What if that isn't an option?” He sat in thought then responded, “I think what would be best would be to try and figure out the signals by spending more time with the person. I think it would become clearer the more time you spent with them.” 

You took that as your best answer and planned to think of ways to act on this later. “Thank you Sammy, I love you so much.” You told him with true sincerity. After putting out your cigarette you leaned into Sam and let his warmth lull you to sleep. Half an hour had passed and you woke up to the front door being opened. Realizing Sam was asleep behind you, you decided not to move from your spot. Looking up at the door you noticed it was Josh coming through the front hallway. He froze upon entering the kitchen, staring at the couch. You slammed your eyes shut and hoped he hadn’t realized you were awake. As he walked away you couldn’t help but notice the defeated look on his face. What was that all about?

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Last night you had allowed yourself to spend the night on Sam’s couch since today was saturday and you had nothing to do. While making yourself a cup of coffee you saw Sam had left a note on the counter. 

Heading out to run some errands and then meeting up with a study buddy for a while ;) I’ll see you later Y/n, let’s hangout.  - Sammy

You added the creamer to your coffee and went to sit on the couch, resting in between the pillows you stole from Sam’s bed last night. After around twenty minutes you set your now empty coffee mug on the coffee table and continued the magazine that had found its way into Sam’s mail. The silence was peaceful and you allowed your mind to rest. You hadn’t thought about Josh or your situation all morning, until Josh came to make coffee a couple minutes ago and had only given a small greeting and a fleeting smile. You tried to let the interaction sit for a little until you stood, letting Sam’s throw blanket fall to your feet. The very soft music and sound of a drawer being shut coming from Josh’s room let you know he was still awake. You tapped a soft knock onto his door and pushed it slightly open after hearing his soft ‘come in’. 

You stood in the doorframe, staring at his bare back as he put away some laundry. He finally met your eyes after placing the last of the clothing into the dresser. You took the time to take in his room, mainly the smell. It was so manly yet so soft, so welcoming. Why did that girl get to experience sleeping in here before me? That thought brought you back to why you came in here as you brought your eyes to meet his again. “Hey,” you started, in a light voice. “Goodmorning y/n, you can come sit down if you’d like.” He responded. y/n? He never called you that. A hurt look flashed on your face and he looked down at his lap as he took a seat on the edge of his bed. 

You moved to sit next to him as you started questioning him. “Did I do something wrong? You barely talked to me in the kitchen and now you're calling me by my name? Josh you never do that, what's wrong?” The questions flew out of your mouth in a desperate voice, mouth moving faster than your head. He noticed the tears welling in your eyes and placed a soft hand on your shoulder. You recoiled from his hand, “No, tell me what I did wrong.” You demanded. He sighed and his eyes flew around the room. After a beat of silence he started, “Sweetheart I am not mad at you, you didn't do anything wrong necessarily,” huh? “Necessarily? What does that mean?” you were only more confused now. “I'm just hurt by the fact you didn’t tell me you and Sam were a thing.” He finished. 

“Josh, me and Sammy aren’t a thing,” your voice trailed off. “What makes you think that?” you continued. A bewildered look took over his face, “What? But I saw you two on the couch last night? And you guys are so close.” You finally understood what he meant. “Well me and him aren't a thing and why would you care anyways?” You didn’t want to come off as harsh but you weren't in control of your mouth right now. He didn’t know how to answer. “I- I don’t know why I care, I just do okay?” This was giving you a headache. “Josh, I don't want Sam! I want someone else but I can't have him.” The subsided tears finally came rolling down your rosy cheeks.

“Why can’t you have him baby? You’re beautiful and funny, I'm sure you have no trouble getting guys’ attention.” He didn’t know what his words were doing to you. “Because it’s you Josh! It always has been! God, why can't you see that!” Oh shit. With wide eyes and a hand over your mouth you jumped up and tried to leave before a strong hand grabbed your arm and pulled you back into his lap. “No, no, no Josh I'm sorry, please let me leave.” You pleaded with him, attempting to push off of his chest, avoiding his eyes. His fingers pulled your jaw towards his face and softly pressed his lips to your lips. You gasped into his mouth and turned your body more to face him, placing your arms around his shoulders. As he slipped his tongue into your mouth and gained access to more of you, he ground your hips down slightly. A soft moan escaped your mouth and you squeezed tighter around his shoulders. You pressed your mouth into his harder and let your mind go blank, high off the feeling of his lips. 

He pulled back and trailed his mouth across your cheek and jaw, down to your neck. As he started to kiss around your throat you threaded your fingers through his hair, to which he groaned. When he reached a particularly sensitive spot he nipped at his but soothed it with his tongue. He left soft hickies along your throat before bringing his lips up to yours. As his tongue entered your mouth his phone went off. You both ignored it but as he got another call he broke away from you. “Fuck” he said, seeing Sam’s contact on the screen he put a finger to his lips, telling you to keep quiet. “Hey, sure, no she’s fine she's in the living room, ok, alright bye.” After he hung up he met your confused face and chuckled, rubbing his hands up and down your thighs. 

“Babe I got to go okay? But I'll be back before Sam is later, why don't you head home.” He told you. You softly nodded and crawled off of his lap. Standing up after you and adjusting his shorts, the now prominent hard on being visible. You laughed and ran your hand up his chest. He leaned down to peck your lips.  After he walked you home, or down the hallway, you flopped onto the couch and closed your eyes. This was so great, he knows how you feel and reciprocated. Maybe this could turn into something more. You thought. Surely nothing can fuck this up now. Right?

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sorry the end was a little rushed I had to go run errands! Hope this meets expectations!

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Open road

Josh x f!reader

Friends to lovers

Summary: When summer comes and your junior year in college closes, you and your best friend decide a cross-state roadtrip was the perfect idea. In the back of your mind while planning the trip was the crippling fear you wouldn’t last the trip without spilling your feelings for your friend. Losing him was something you didn’t even want to think about, it made your heart hurt.

Minors DNI!!!

Warnings: fluff (not a warning but) Angst, arguing, crying, emotions, Smut, unprotected p in v sex, fingering, oral sex (m & f receiving), body marking (?), kissing, slight choking, I think that’s it lmk if I missed any

Warnings aren’t specified with each chapter so read at your own discretion.

a/n: So excited for this new series guys! But I probably should wait bc my schedule is filled up but I’m gonna do it anyways! Hope this is entertaining and a good read for yall - I’m working out kinks in my writing so bear with me if it’s shitty. Chapters under cut!

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Chapter will be here when they come ;)

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heartbreaking. you have to write the fic youre writing in order for it to be written

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#love me a whore

Ok. WHORE.

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Someone older 2

Josh Kiska x f!reader

wc: 2.2k

Summary: Having a crush on your best friend's older brother is normal. It is just something about an older, “cool” teenager that appealed to you in your preteen years. Almost everyone experiences this, but is it still normal when he is 8 years older? Yes, your best friend, Sam, was older than you but he was like a brother and something about Josh was so intoxicating. The crush didn’t leave when he left for college, he stayed in the back of your mind throughout all of those years. Hell he plagued your mind through your last years of highschool and first of college. So what are you supposed to do when he moves in with Sam near the college you and he attended.

Minors DNI!!!

Warnings: female masturbation, that’s about it I think

For more info go to master post!

a/n: guyssssss I was hoping to get some good old sexual tension and spice into this chapter but it just got too long I had to cut it off. Sorry!!!!!

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A couple days had passed since you found out Josh was moving in with Sam. You completed your regular schedule while also aiding Sam in prepping the apartment for Josh’s arrival. Two days. You had two days until Josh arrived, you could barely contain your excitement. Sam picked up on this and was feeling quite the opposite. “I don’t understand why you're so excited for this.” Sam said grumpily. Trying to play it off you just responded with a quick statement. “I just miss them so much and now I don't have to wait until Thanksgiving.” You gave a quick shrug and made work with the freshly washed sheets. “Well you're not the one that has to live with him.” He remarked. You rolled your eyes and finished up the guest bed. You could only imagine him resting here after a long day, his scent filling the room. You almost let a small whine slip from your lips at the thought of his welcoming cologne. After checking with Sam that he didn’t need your additional help, you promised to go grocery shopping with him tomorrow.

Heading back to your apartment you figured dinner could just be the leftover meal from yesterday. Watching it spin around in the microwave, you texted Josh.

You

Heard you're moving in with Sam, can’t wait to see you!

You’d hoped that wasn’t weird and he would just see it as a welcoming sentence. He soon replied and all thoughts of doubt washed away from you.

Josh

Can't wait to see you either sweetheart! Counting down the days.

Sweetheart. Josh had always called you that and it managed to weaken your knees just a little every time. The microwave beeping caught your attention and you pulled the food out with flushed cheeks. You have to get a hold of yourself before he gets here.

After dinner you took a quick shower and laid down in bed for the night. You were on your phone for a little before noticing the time and deciding you didn’t wanna feel like shit in the morning. Plugging your phone in and readjusting your shirt to sit more comfortably. Laying in the dark you shut your eyes and tried to allow sleep to take you. Your thoughts shifted around, from upcoming classes, dinner recipes, these past couple days with Sam and they halted when you got to Josh. It was inevitable, you thought about him most nights and they started innocent but you couldn't stop them from venturing. Soon you were thinking about his face buried between your legs, lapping at your clit with his tongue while his fingers worked inside of your pussy. You thought about the names he would call you and the noises he would make.

You then realized how worked up you were and you didn't notice your hand that had subconsciously drifted past the waistband of your sleep shorts. You opened your eyes and swiftly leaned over to your nightstand, finding the small object in the dark. You brought the vibrator over to yourself and yanked your shorts to your ankles. Pressing the button, it buzzed to life and as it teased between your lips you let out a deep exhale. A whine left your lips when you brought it higher, adding pressure where you needed it. Your thoughts swarming with Josh. Your hips ground up into the toy, adding to the sensation. You felt your eyes squeeze shut and brought your open hand up to play with your hardened nipples, giving both equal attention. Quiet moans left your lips and short sighs of his name followed. The burning sensation building up in your lower abdomen. Chasing the feeling you start to drag it up and down your clit with quick motions. You felt it nearing and with a ‘oh fuck Josh’ you came around the toy, legs slightly shaking and hips pressing down into the bed.

You slept peacefully that night, only slight regret with the noise you were making.

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The next morning you got up out of bed and completed your normal routine, trying not to think about the extensive classes you had for the day. On the way to class you and Sam communicated what time would be best for groceries. “Well my last class ends around four. Oh and I'm staying after for a while to study in the library, so you don’t have to bring me home today.” He told you, looking out the front windshield. “Ok so when will you be done with that? I just don’t want to go too late.” You responded, looking over to glance at him. “Well me and her-” You cut him off before he could finish. “Her?! Sammy, do you have a girlfriend I don’t know about?” You questioned, not even caring for coming off as nosy. “No y/n! What the hell? We are just study buddies for a project.” He answered, but you didn’t miss his rosy cheeks as he looked down at his hands in his lap. “I’m just messing with you Sammy, I'm sure she's nice. So should we go around 5:15?” You asked, turning into the parking lot. “Sure that sounds good.” He gave you a quick hug goodbye as you parted ways.

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After a few long hours you could go home and rest before grocery shopping. On your way out someone tapped your shoulder. You turned around to be met with a boy from your class, Brady. “Hey Brady, what do you need?” You said, concerned about what he could want. “Well I was just gonna ask for your number? If that’s okay, I think you're really pretty and would like to get to know you more.” His question caught you off guard, sure he is really charming but you had barely interacted with him before this. “Um sure here hand me your phone I can put it in.” You offered with a small smile. After typing in the digits you looked back up at him with a smile. He smiled back and waved goodbye with a ‘thanks’ and ‘see you later’.

In the car ride home you couldn’t stop thinking about what had just happened. You couldn’t stop yourself as you compared him to Josh. It was something that occurred often when you had previous boyfriends in highschool, even with your ex that you had dated for two and half years. You were in love with him and everything he did but always found yourself thinking things like, ‘Josh wouldn't say that’ or ‘I wonder what Josh would do right now’. That boy was your first love (besides Josh….) and he was the boy you lost your virginity to. You were heartbroken when you both decided being apart for college was the best thing to do. And it didn’t help how josh was there to pick up the pieces of your heart and work to put them back together. Of course the others helped you through it too but Josh put in extra effort, like texting you everyday after and allowing you to rant to him about your feelings. You don’t think Josh liked the guy very much, almost being passive aggressive when they would be in the same room together. In fact he was like that with every guy you had dated, you always put it off as he was just protecting you like an older brother would.

Once you got home you jumped on your bed and opened your phone to instagram, deciding that was the best use of your time, which it probably isn’t but what else could you do. It wasn’t like you had homework for both of tomorrow's classes sitting on your desk, which you did. After going through some stories you came across Sam’s, it was a picture of the table he and his ‘study buddy’ were sitting at. The papers and laptops scattered in almost an unnatural way, perfect for a photo. You tapped through and came across Josh’s. It had the text reading ‘Moving day!’ with a photo of the moving truck packed up. You almost tapped past it until you noticed two people on either side of the truck, recognizing Jake immediately your eyes moved to the other person. It was a short cute brunette girl with a chunky sweater and jean skirt on. She was beautiful, you could see the rosiness of her cheeks and the cute bow tied in the back of her half-up, half-down hairstyle. A pit of jealousy opened in your body, you instantly started questioning, ‘is she with josh?’, ‘could she just be a friend?’ and ‘maybe with jake.’ You decided instagram could be closed for now, not wanting to give yourself even more anxiety about your feelings towards him.

You heard a knock and sat up to go answer. Opening the door you saw Sam, guess he forgot about his key. But how could you forget you had to go get groceries? “Oh sorry I totally forgot, let me go get my shoes!” You said frantically moving back into the house to get your sneakers. “Oh I actually came to tell you something else, but yeah we got to go do that.” He said nonchalantly. You looked up at him in curiosity as you tied the laces. “Well what is the other thing you were gonna tell me?” He met your eyes with a defeated look, “Well seems like Josh is getting in a little early, he should be here at about 8 tonight.” He said. You were sure there was a physical sparkle in your eyes once you processed this information. “Oh that’s great Sammy! We better go get food now then.” You finished, standing up to get your purse from the back of the dining room chair.

In the car Sam continued, “I don’t know why he couldn’t just stay one more night! He wasn’t supposed to be fully packed until tomorrow.” He rubbed between his eyes as he said this. “Hey you know you can stay at mine if at any point you get overwhelmed or annoyed.” You reassured him. He looked up with a smile and nodded in thanks.

Once done with groceries, you checked out and loaded them into the car. Noticing you still had about two hours until Josh arrived you made the offer of going out to eat tonight. Sam agreed and that’s how you ended up in Flower Child, a place you both liked. Cutting into your grilled salmon you continued the Josh conversation, big surprise. “Not to be rude but why does him moving in with you bother you so much? I Mean you basically did it your whole life.” You added. “That’s exactly my point y/n, I did it my whole life and I love him but I appreciate living on my own.” He responded, allowing you to realize where he is coming from, you didn’t know when you would be ready to live with another person. “I'm here with you Sam, all of the way, mi casa su casa.” You try to throw in a joke to try and cheer him up and are glad when it does. He let out a small giggle and moved to throw away your trash.

Back at the apartment you hugged Sam goodbye and gave him some more words of support. You decided it would be best to leave Josh to move in and you would talk to him in the morning since you had no classes. You knew you needed to head to bed early since you had a semi-late night yesterday…..

After getting ready for bed you laid and went to turn on your show to help you to bed. You watched for a little and a text came through your phone. It was sam.

Sammy

He’s here y/n, if you want to come say hi

You barely had control of your body as you sprung out of bed and grabbed your keys. Opening the door you saw him and Sam talking in the hallway with a box at their feet. You couldn't stop yourself as you ran towards him. “Josh!” you yelled not caring for the neighbors at this moment. You ran and jumped into his arms, legs wrapping around his waist and arms around his shoulders as his strong arms held around your back. “Hey peach! How are you? I’ve missed you like crazy.” His admission made your heart thump widely in your chest. You pulled your face from his neck to look at his eyes, “I’ve been good. I missed you too!” You said with a grin. One of his hands drifted to your ass to push you back up as you started slipping. You dropped your legs from around him and the areas he touched you burned as you turned to look at Sam. His expression is much less excited than yours.

You had spent the night catching up with Josh and just asking for stories about his life. The conversation continued until Sam’s phone made the bedtime noise and you three realized it was now 11. Cleaning up whatever mess you guys had made, you made your way out the door and gave both boys a tight hug, but not forgetting a kiss on Josh’s cheek as it was something you guys shared at and departure. In your own bed you couldn’t contain your excitement for what the next few months would hold.

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Someone Older 1

Josh Kiska x f!reader 

wc: 1.2k

Summary: Having a crush on your best friend's older brother is normal. It is just something about an older, “cool” teenager that appealed to you in your preteen years. Almost everyone experiences this, but is it still normal when he is 8 years older? Yes, your best friend, Sam,  was older than you but he was like a brother and something about Josh was so intoxicating. The crush didn’t leave when he left for college, he stayed in the back of your mind throughout all of those years. Hell he plagued your mind through your last years of highschool and first of college. So what are you supposed to do when he moves in with Sam near the college you and he attended.

Minors DNI!!!

Warnings: none for now :)

Also not all like timelines and ages match up, for instance, The twins and Sam are eight years apart rather than three making Sam your "age".

a/n: First chapter! just setting the scene and plot really. nothing interesting yet sorry. trust me it will get there. Lowk shit writing and editing but don’t let that deter you!

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You walked out of your last class of the day, exhaling a deep sigh and relaxing your tense shoulders. You only had two classes but the lectures seemed never ending and you caught your head dropping multiple times throughout. On your walk to the parking lot you decided coffee was the perfect thing to perk you up. You and Sam decided living off campus was the better option. After a couple weeks of scouting out the perfect one, you chose one that allowed you both to have your own apartment but be down the hall from one another. Ultimately deciding against being roomies, there were just too many cons rather than pros. Starting your car you pull out your phone to locate the nearest Starbucks and connect to bluetooth, allowing Fleetwood Mac to emit from the speakers. Once you got there you texted Sam to see if he wanted anything figuring you would stop by his pace to say hi anyways.

You

Hey Im at starbucks, want me to pick you up anything?

His response came in right as you got in line.

Sammy

Yes pls! Can you get me a grande iced chai latte?

You hearted his answer as you neared the counter. After ordering you stood by the receiving station, waiting for your name. You opened instagram on your phone and waited for it to refresh your feed. As it finally loaded the first post immediately caught your eye. It was Sam's older brother Josh, he was posing with some friends in front of a beautiful sunset descending behind a canyon. He had captioned it, “great travels with great friends”. You instantly liked it and typed out a quick comment, “that sunset😍”. This was normal, growing up so close with Sam only made you like another member of his family. Over years you became close with everyone, and besides Sam, you were closest with Josh. While Sam, Jake, and Ronnie were like your extended family, Josh was more like a real friend. Well real friend that you had a real huge crush on.

You were torn when he left for college, you never knew if you would see him again, which was a little dramatic but you were a hormonal preteen. You didn’t know how your relationship with him would be when you saw him again. Yet every year without fail when the holidays came around, Josh and Jake would return home and Josh still remained as close to you as he could. You had always been jealous when he would bring girls around growing up. You compared them to yourself and in the end always remembered you would have a connection with him and they would only be there for a time period. In your later years of highschool and last year in your first year of college, you dreamt of pursuing him and confessing your feelings but always fought against it in fear of losing everything.

Your thoughts were cut off as your name was called, the drinks being placed down catching your eye. You muttered a ‘thanks’ and grabbed two straws, heading towards your car. Pulling into the complex, you parked next to Sam in your usual spot and gathered your things. You walked up the flight of stairs and while slightly out of breath, you entered your key to his apartment into the lock. You both had one copy of the other key just in case. You walked into no sight of Sam. Setting the two drinks and your bag down on the counter you called out his name softly not knowing what he was doing and not wanting to disturb him.

After looking through the small apartment you pulled out your phone to try and see his location, even after seeing his car out front. Before you could open your phone you saw movement on the balcony. After seeing it was Sam you made your way to the door with a bright smile. But before you could open the door you saw he held his phone to his ear with a serious look on his face. It was then that you decided waiting for him to finish his call was the best option. Taking a seat on the couch with both drinks waiting on the coffee table, you began to scroll socials, relaxing into the soft cushions. You kept a mental note to ask him where he purchased the piece of furniture.

It seemed like a whole day had passed before Sam opened the door when in reality it was only another ten minutes. He saw you snuggled up on his couch, looking up at him with tired eyes. He sat next to you and perked up at the sight of his beloved drink. “Oh thank you so much this is just what I need right now.” He said, leaning to take a sip. “Yeah it's no problem, is everything alright Sammy? You looked pretty stressed out there.” You questioned with a concerned look. He sighed loudly and pressed his body weight into the back of the couch with his eyes squeezed shut. “Yeah it’s nothing, don’t worry about me.” He tried to reassure you by opening his eyes to give a small sweet look. You didn’t buy it though, the advantage of growing up together, you knew his emotions and how his brain worked like the back of your hand. “C’mon Sammy I know it’s not nothing. You can tell me, what's bothering you?”

He readjusted, now facing you. “Well you know how Josh and Jake are trying to open that record store?” He started, you nod in response. “Well there's some technical issues and Jake has to continue another 6 months of his online business thingy before they can start it.” He finished. “Oh well that’s not so bad Sammy, why does it have you so down and tense.” You asked further, not really seeing how the continuation of Jake's course affected Sam. “It is because Josh already finished it and so now he has to wait. The thing with that is, they're looking to open up here, a little ways downtown. Josh decided he would come early and learn the area.” He put up quotations on that last part as he said it. You nodded but still had confusion littered across your face. He took that as a queue to give it to you straight after realizing you hadn’t caught on. “Mom offered for Josh to come live with me for the time being.” Realization hit you and your mouth formed an O shape.

Your mind started racing along with the rapid thumping of your heart. Josh? Living this close to you? For six months? You swear you could pass out at the thought of him being in your life constantly again. Maybe now you could pursue him and see if reciprocated. That moment you decided this was a good thing but you had to play it off as ‘no big deal’ to Sam who was clearly taking it wrongly. “Oh it's okay Sam I know you love him, it will be just like old times!” You attempted to cheer him up and rubbed his shoulder lovingly. He grumbled at that and reached for his drink. “When will he move in?” You asked. “Next week.” He mumbled around the straw.

After a couple hours you headed out and towards your own apartment. Now in the space of your own you could let your thoughts wander. All of them being about Josh obviously. How would you prepare to have him so present in your life again? You couldn't answer that question and sat down at your desk to finish a paper before tomorrow.

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Currently working on chapter 2

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Someone Older

Masterlist (for when I start actually putting shit out lol)

Josh Kiska x f!reader 

Summary: Having a crush on your best friend's older brother is normal. It is just something about an older, “cool” teenager that appealed to you in your preteen years. Almost everyone experiences this, but is it still normal when he is 8 years older? You don't even care. Yes, your best friend, Sam, is older than you but he was like a brother and something about Josh was so intoxicating. The crush didn’t leave when he left for college, he stayed in the back of your mind throughout all of those years. Hell he plagued your mind through your last years of highschool and first of college. So what are you supposed to do when he moves in with Sam near the college you and he attended.

Minors DNI!!

Warnings: WARNING!! AGE GAP! It's not everybody's cup of tea so if this makes you uncomfortable, skip this series! Angst, Daddy issues, arguments, betrayal, secrets, insecurity, many emotions, SMUT, kissing, fingering, oral sex (m & f receiving), penetrative sex, unprotected sex (you know better), masturbation, “public” sex.

Also not all like timelines and ages match up, for instance, The twins and Sam are eight years apart rather than three making Sam your "age".

a/n: New fic series!!!!!! I have a feeling it will be a shorter one so hopefully I will be able to get it finished before school and everything else starts! another reminder that there is a pretty large age gap in this fic so do with what you must.

Chapters under the cut (when they come)

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Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

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MASTERLIST

Minors DNI!

Works may include 18+ content

Guys I also don’t know wtf I’m doing so

This is a list of all of my GVF works (that will be added) Thanks for reading! leave feedback pls and my updating schedule is iffy so sorry if they come out randomly.

~ smut * fluff # angst

All warnings for fics will be included in the intro for the fic.

JAKE KISKA

Roomies Masterlist ~ * #

Tears ~ #

Skirt ~

JOSH KISKA

Caught ~ * #

Someone Older master list ~ * #

Open road master list ~ * #

SAM KISKA

Take a seat ~ *

Quiet ~ #

DANNY WAGNER

Lean on me ~ *

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Caught Josh Kiska

wc: 2.0k

Josh x f!reader

Warnings: slight angst, asshole Josh, illness(?), arguing, fingering (f receiving…), making out, unprotected sex (don’t be silly wrap your willy), kind of a caught in the act moment

Be aware of shitty writing and poor editing, sorry

When you catch the flu during the break of tour, you don’t think you’ll be ready to deal with Josh’s antics. Unless you don’t have to.

All intimate acts are consensual and this is fiction.

Fic under the cut

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Being on tour was tiring and you weren’t even preforming, but what made it even worse was the fact that you were stuck with your best friend Sam’s older brother 24/7. Josh made it seem as if getting on your nerves was the way that he got off. He did it so much that you've learned to just try and tune him out, ignoring him to the best of your abilities. Not only did he just piss you off but sometimes he was just flat out mean. Making comments about you personally, about how you act or talk. He knew where to hit you the hardest and it didn’t make life any easier. He was a complete dick to you only and there was nothing you could do about it.

Like today, minding your business, sitting on the couch on your phone. You hadn't been feeling well since last night, narrowing it down to a common cold you were just chilling. Obviously your peace had to be disturbed at some point but you didn't think it would be so soon when a hard smack on the back of your head. It caused you to rip your head up, hand immediately searching to soothe the ache from the hit. A laugh came from the offender. It was him, Josh, of- fucking- course, “Oh my God Josh leave me alone.” This was you trying to get him to leave you alone easily. But you knew he wouldn’t as he smirked with a scoff. “Josh I’m not in the mood for this right now, I said leave me alone, go bother someone else.”

“Honey i’m just messing with you calm the fuck down.” There’s no way. Your absolute biggest pet peeve was when somebody told you to “chill” or “calm down”. It just made you enraged and fired up. Like who does someone think they are where they can tell you how to control your emotions. Especially when you were just a little ticked off. "I am calm Josh! but you ruined it!" You told him. "I didn't even hit you that hard what are you on about?" Was his reply. “God Josh just leave me the fuck alone! You're so stupid! You bother me every second of every day and you have a random problem with me for no reason!" You said, a tingling coming from your nose, causing you to aggressively wipe it. "I never said I had a problem with you." He claimed. "Oh then please enlighten me Josh, why do you always ha-” Your yelling was cut short when you sneezed into your elbow, body jerking. When you had thought you recovered and you got ready to start yelling again until the sneeze was followed by a dry throat and a cough attack, you couldn't control it. It felt like you were coughing a lung up, it was painful and loud. In the distance you heard a door open and Sam was soon by your side holding you up while trying to avoid getting in your face and getting sick.

“Woah woah, y/n are you sick?” He said, leading you to take a seat on the couch of the shared hotel suite. Danny and Jake came in the living room to see what all of the commotion was from. The coughing had subsided but the pain in your throat remained. “Yeah it's just a cold dont worry about it.” You tried reassuring them you were fine, knowing you wanted to join them on the walk through town and dinner. Jake walked up holding a glass of water. You took it gratefully and gulped it down.

“So what about tonight? When are we leaving?” You asked. They all stood around you staring until Danny chimed in, “Y/n you gotta stay here, there's no way you're good enough to walk around with us.” "No I-" You went to disagree until another voice cut you off. “Oh come on guys she's just being dramatic, she wants attention.” An offended look crossed your face, “Oh fuck off Josh.” Sam said, turning to face his brother. Jake's phone went off and he pulled out his phone to read it. “Hey guys, we gotta go, our dinner reservations are soon.”

They all turned back to you as you moved to get up. “Woah no, no, no, slow down, you're staying here.” Sam spoke, ignoring the rude glare you gave him. “We’ll bring you back something alright? Just text me what you want.” Jake said, sliding his shoes on. A scoff came from Josh followed by a muttered “unbelievable” You waved them off and they walked out the door.

Shortly after turning a movie on, you quickly fall asleep, ignoring the request for information on your dinner order. You cuddled the blanket to your chin, legs sticking out to avoid overheating.

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The next morning you awoke to the sound of coughing in the main room, so it wasn't coming from you? You try to fall back to sleep once it is quiet again. Until it started back up, louder this time. You shifted up into a sitting position, groaning when you were met with a sharp pain right in the middle of your head. You got up and shuffled to the door. Opening it you were met with the sight of Josh hunched over the kitchen counter the area around him littered with used tissues. A smirk came across your face, “Aw the little baby is having tummy issues.” you said with faux concern your voice hoarse from sleep and soreness . He turned towards you, throwing a scowl your way “Shut up.”

The other boys entered the room and grimaced at the sight of you and Josh. A laugh left Danny’s lips. “You guys look like shit.” You smiled but Josh took it differently and threw the box of tissues at Danny. “Ok well we are gonna go run some errands, get some groceries and shit for the next couple days of break.” Sam said and followed with, “You two stay here, and please don't fight, I'm not sure either of you can take it.”

“Ah fuck off Sammy” Josh said, moving to sit on the couch. “Ok guys bye, have fun.” You could barely get through the statement without coughing. Once they left you took a seat on the opposite side of the couch from Josh. Once you were comfortable you reached for the remote, but you couldn't beat Josh as he grabbed it and leaned back into his spot. “Stupid fucker” you grumbled. “Don't turn on some shitty show.” You spoke. He retaliated with, “You don't have to watch then bitch.” You scoffed and grabbed your phone deciding to ignore the tv.

After around thirty minutes the show got your attention. It wasn’t good… per se but more the idiocy of the characters was entertaining. You and Josh made comments and even made each other laugh. It was nice, not being in a constant argument with him. You tried to take it in and not say anything passive aggressive. As the show played on you couldn't stop laughing. Josh joined in, an uncontrollable fit of laughter taking over. Nothing was even funny, you just couldn't stop laughing. “You know, you aren't too bad sweetheart.” You turned in Josh’s direction to see him looking at you with a smile. “Josh you’re fucking delirious.” You laughed and turned back towards the screen. He moved to sit closer to you, making you notice his lack of shirt. “Woah cowboy getting undressed already?” You still were laughing. “Alright now your turn,” He said but when he noticed your eyes shooting wide he added, “No i'm joking but I was being serious when I said you weren't so bad.”

With uncertainty you patted his shoulder, “Thanks Josh you aren't so terrible either.” He sat back and put his arm around your shoulders, a cheesy smile plastered on his face. When you met his eyes they were squinted, the illness getting to them. His eyes flashed down to your lips. When a giggled escaped you his eyes met yours again. He laughed and smiled, leaning in closer to your face. “Will you kiss me y/n?” You nodded and leaned in, meeting his lips with your own. It deepened when his tongue slipped between your lips, fighting with your own. You moaned and moved to straddle his lap, leaning his to his touch as he grabbed your hips.

As the kiss continued, his hands played with the hem of your sleep shirt which ironically had his face on it. The shirt was a secret Santa gag gift you received with the faces of all four boys on it. Disconnecting your lips from his, you pulled back to lift your shirt over your head. The cold air met your burning skin as you reconnected with Josh. He reached up and took both breasts into his own hands, moaning into the kiss. You rested your hands on his shoulders and ground your hips down onto him. That made moans fall from both of your mouths. You pulled back and he smiled. “What the fuck are we doing?” You responded with a laugh and he giggled into your neck as he peppered kissing along the side. You shifted up to pull on his waistband. He got the hint and lifted his hips to pull them down to his knees. Your hand drifted down as you took him in your palm giving sift gentle strokes in an attempt to get him to full hardness.

He leaned back into the couch and gave a lazy smile. You smiled back in a dazed state and leaned forward to capture his lips. The kiss was slow and sensual, both of you taking the time to enjoy it. His hand reached to your shorts, he tapped the outside of your thighs and you stood to removed them along with your underwear. Once you were back on his lap he ran his middle finger through your slit. The unexpectedness caused a sharp gasp to leave your mouth. “Aw all wet for me baby?” He grinned up at you and continued touching you. You laughed and leaned towards him. He brought his finger up to circle your clit. You felt your warm breath as it left your mouth and hit his neck.

“Come on Josh stop teasing me.” He could feel your smile as you said it and felt it drop when he slipped his finger inside. He dragged it back and forth, in and out of you eliciting whimpers to fall from your lips. “Think you can take another baby?” He questioned, a hum of ‘mhm’ left you in agreement. Once he had his two fingers inside you, scissoring them apart to stretch you open. You decided you didn't want to wait. “Josh,” You whimpered. “Yeah mama, what is it?” He asked. “Need your cock.” His fingers stalled inside of you as a groan fell from him. “Fuck baby you cant say that, I wont be able to hold myself back.”

“Don't then.” You pulled back to lift your hips up, the blanket pooling around your hips on his lap as he lined himself up. He dragged the tip through your slit, moving your arousal through it. Once he reached your entrance he slowly started pushing in. “Shit Josh,” You said, sliding down all of the way down his shaft. You fluttered around him. He groaned and pulled you back by the back of your neck, making your lips meet with his.

You started lifting your hips up and letting them fall back down slowly. “Oh so now you wanna tease me, you can't do that mama.” Fuck, that name. You smiled and allowed a breathy laugh to pass your lips. He grinned as he grabbed your hips, forcing you to go faster. The sounds of your skin slapping filled the room, accompanied by the moans and groans coming from both you and Josh.

You felt the coil tighten in your stomach, familiarizing yourself with the burn. You clenched around him and then wrapped your arms loosely over his shoulders. “Josh, I'm so close.” You grabbed onto the back of his neck tighter, pulling yourself into him, his face now in your neck. “I know baby it’s okay, let go for me.” His grip on your hips tightened and you could feel the marks forming that you were sure would be dark by tomorrow. You whimpered what you thought was his name but you weren't so sure, as you were completely wrapped up in the pleasure. Noticing a falter in your movements Josh took over, thrusting his hips up to meet yours. The sex sounds filling the room blocked both of your ears along with Josh’s. Neither of you heard the door knob shift, turning and the door being pushed inward.

“Guys- WOAH” Sam yelled. “My eyes!” Danny said, both of them turning away and rubbing at their eyes as Jake just laughed with a shrug and turned around with the others. A shriek came from you and both you and Josh froze before he scrambled to pull the blanket up over your shoulders, covering the both of you. You turned back to face Josh and you both cracked a smile before breaking into laughter. It seemed there was no end to the laughing as the boys looked back up after noticing your coverage. “Holy shit how delirious are they?” Danny said, making the journey to his room. “I dont fucking know dude,” Sam replied, “At least they arent fighting.” Jake added. “Hey yall get your shit together and finish up we got more medicine.” Sam finished before following the others.

You and Josh calmed down and moved to get redressed, not really feeling the mood anymore. Josh leaned into your ear, breathing down your neck. “We can finish this later tonight, need to see you come undone on my cock.” With that he got up and walked into his room. There was silence until you heard harsh coughs coming from his room, you laughed and moved towards your room.

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edit: ok wait why is this so shit

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dragon jumpsuit josh is an entirely different breed of feral. don’t argue with me pls.

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Need me a boyfriend Danny 💪🏋️🙋‍♂️👩‍❤️‍👨👫🧍‍♂️

Boyfriend Danny 🤭