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Just a heads up, I SHOULD if this analysis goes well  be back at some point next week! I've missed you all!

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Hiatus

I know Dex has let the group members know that I am not really around at the moment, but I will be back. Got some major real life issues right now that are making my mental health pretty unstable so its probably best I don't RP here for a little bit until I at least have my psychiatric report.

Sorry guys, I miss you all and I PROMISE I will be back! Love you all!

-Sammi/Dimitri/Max/Evie

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Thank FUCK for that. As soon as breakfast was over, Dimitri was out of the infirmary the moment they would let him. He was still walking with a stick, his usually pale skin tinged with yellow from the kidney problems and he was covered with bruise from the needles and lines put into him..But he was alive. He had never intended for it to be a suicide attempt, he was usually so good at knowing when enough was enough...But just this once he had let his judgement get clouded over by emotion and the need to not feel anything anymore. There was only one thing the Russian wanted more than a cigarette. And that was a certain someone to share it with.

Silently, he watched Elliot toss and turn in the bed. He never was a morning person. Smiling, he balanced himself against the door and reached out with his cane, wrapping it in the sheets and yanking them off suddenly. "Tut tut tut...So lazy"

Wake Up Call // PeanutKitten

Elliot lay in bed, the sheets covering his face. Fuck early mornings. Dimitri was still in the infirmary and in all honesty he wasn’t used to being in an empty bed. Even when him and Dimitri weren’t together, he still had someone there - even if it was a woman, it was better than nothing. He groaned, tugging the sheets over his head trying to block out the sunlight. He just wanted his Peanut…thats all he wanted.

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ooc

Ashley and Molly, I'm really sorry. I'm not ignoring you and will respond later. Not in a good place right now -clings to Dex for love-

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brb guys! Gonna have lunch.

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"No" She said bluntly, taking a deep drag from the cigarette and looked away. "I just thought I should tell you...Paxton had a little bit of a break down earlier. He is convinced that you will leave him now that...Carson, is that her name?...That she is back". Evie shrugged a little. "And that you were right. I should have told him sooner. Despite my fears, and despite that he wouldn't have been able to see her...Paxton had a right to know about Jessica"

Moving on

  Jonah kicked around a rock, watching her until she noticed him. “Oui, and to what do I owe the displeasure?” He sighed, nodding some “Sure, what about? You going to tell me about how my fiance is a monster, or how there is dark inside of him? Or you going to actually try to not get under my skin and be a pleasant person?” He fumed, he really hated Evie, though he understood how she could be cruel towards Paxton, he had beaten her, she didn’t like it but she went through it anyway. He never approved of things like that, if someone liked getting hurt though, like himself, he couldn’t care less.

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-Lighting his own cigarette, the Russian paused to inhale and speak around the white stick- Light it and breath in at the same time, pull ze smoke into your lungs zen breath it out. I varn you -He smirked as he put the flame to the end of the others cigarette- ze first few drags hurt like hell

Shit.

Knock yourself out -he smirked and pulled the packet back out, throwing his spent one away and pulling out another for himself and one for the other-

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Knock yourself out -he smirked and pulled the packet back out, throwing his spent one away and pulling out another for himself and one for the other-

Shit.

Zats because you don’t know how to drink like a Russian -he winked playfully-

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Zats because you don't know how to drink like a Russian -he winked playfully-

Shit.

Some english thing I do not understand da? -He chuckled and moved to lean against the wall, still a little unsteady on his feet- Ah, zat explains it. Almost three veeks I’ve been stuck in zat fucking infirmary viv no cigarettes. I vanted to kill someone -he laughed again and took another drag of his cigarette, clearly enjoying it-

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Some english thing I do not understand da? -He chuckled and moved to lean against the wall, still a little unsteady on his feet- Ah, zat explains it. Almost three veeks I've been stuck in zat fucking infirmary viv no cigarettes. I vanted to kill someone -he laughed again and took another drag of his cigarette, clearly enjoying it-

Shit.

Keeper of..keys? -he arched a brow and shrugged, taking another drag of his cigarette- You been here long?

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Keeper of..keys? -he arched a brow and shrugged, taking another drag of his cigarette- You been here long?

Shit.

Tell me about it -smirks and shrugs but shoves the packet back in his jacket that hung a little too loosely around him now- I dont think ve have met. I’m Dimitri -holding out a hand, still bruised from the needles-

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Tell me about it -smirks and shrugs but shoves the packet back in his jacket that hung a little too loosely around him now- I dont think ve have met. I'm Dimitri -holding out a hand, still bruised from the needles-

Shit.

You sure? You don’t sound like it. You smoke? -holding out a crumpled packet of cigarettes before lighting his own and enjoying the buzz a little too much- Fuck I have vaited almost three veeks for zis…

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You sure? You don't sound like it. You smoke? -holding out a crumpled packet of cigarettes before lighting his own and enjoying the buzz a little too much- Fuck I have vaited almost three veeks for zis...

Shit.

  U-Uh, yeah.

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Shit.

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-blinks- Wow...I...vas only out of it for ten days right? Zat...Shit...-Lays back, eyes wide and blinking- Vhat happened?

Dimitri?

  *Shrugs and hugs his knees tighter* Yeah…well I found out I murdered a kid and I’m a father. Yay…

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-smiles weakly, still pale and a little yellow- Hey Pax -His voice still a little croaky from the tubes that had been down it- You...Look...Almost as bad as I feel...

Dimitri?

*Sits next to his bed, hugging his knees* You…you feeling alright, buddy?

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Guess who is getting out of the infirmary today!