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I too am a paranoid mess who refuses to eat

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Why tf do people not take BED seriously. When I show symptoms of BED no one cares In fact people support it. The other day I ate a whole cheese cake and my entire family was chilling in fact my dad seems happy to buy it for me but when I decide I don’t wanna eat all my dinner or I say I’m not hungry all of a sudden im a horrible person who needs help. There is nothing healthy about binging and there is nothing healthy about heavily restricting. People just have a double standard and don’t understand Ed’s

On the other side of this we have the body positive people. Tbh I have nothing against any of them, I love watching body positivity tiktoks and I watch them when I eat cause they make me feel better WHAT I DONT LIKE IS HOW THEY DONT TAKE BED SERIOUSLY. Seriously so many of them are suffering from BED and they either fully support it and encourage it or don’t even know. And it’s not like i can judge I mean I’m not doing anything to stop my own ed but at least I’m aware of it and not promoting it to other people

Bro, honeslty ur so fucking right. BED is not just "anti anorexia" or body positivity shit its a fucking eating disorder. People need to stop noramlizing it and treating it like a fake ed

[directedbydeath]

Death is peaceful, easy.

Life is harder.

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I pray for the day people take BED as seriously as they take 4n4orexia and bull1m1a

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I tried out this locally owned cofee shop for the first time☕️

So so so good

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There’s this burning in my chest that never stops

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Die ugly pedo. I’m 16 you useless piece of human waste

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If you where church

I’d get on my knees for you

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She smelled of

cigarettes and sadness

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⭐ SEND THIS TO 5 USERS YOU THINK DESERVE A STAR! ⭐

No. No one on this app deserves a star. You all need serious phycological help

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And every thing you love

Will burn up in the light

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So so so so so so so sorry to all of my baes who where following for my ed content but like I just don’t feel like posting it anymore. In no way am I going into recovery… In fact I think I’m getting worse. But I just don’t feel like posting that type of stuff anymore. I’ll still gonna post but it’s just gonna be a lot more grunge outfits and song lyrics. If you unfollow me because your not interested in this type of content then I won’t mind. If you ever wanna hit me up in my dms and talk about 4n4 and that fun crap feel free to, but I’m just done posting about it. Love you all!

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Every day I wake up

Every day I wake up alone