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why is it that the people most closest to you sometimes feel the furthest away

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if only i could go back to the night i met you

and make it last forever

or the night i confessed

and take back what i said

because apart of me hates that i shared that side of me with you

but especially the night i cried to you

opened up to you

because it made me realize what kind’ve person you really are

i hate that things are the way they are and i wish i did things differently

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In another life, maybe you could love me to the extent I love you.

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Sometimes, it feels like you'll never find happiness again.

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Is everybody just doing really bad right now

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nothing could’ve prepared me for the heartbreak i feel right now

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how is it possible that i miss someone who made me feel miserable

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i just want my heart to feel safe again

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if you’re there for me, I’ll be there for you, always

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i lost you and then myself

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i need you in my life, i love you most out of everyone

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i’m sick and tired of being left. left heartbroken, left confused, left all alone. damn it. i just want to be loved

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was there any truth to the things you said? the promises you made?

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Part of me will always wait for you and love you

No matter how much time has passed..

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fuck this shit i'm missing you so bad

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This is the problem with getting attached to someone. When they leave you, you just feel lost.

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if i can’t have you then death should have me because what ever else do i have to live for