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Just a reminder: Your time. Your words. Your care — they’re sacred. Share them with someone who meets you in the middle, not just someone who replies when it’s convenient.

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🌙 Something to Return To on Soft Nights

There are nights I might feel a little tender. A little hollow in the chest. Not broken — just soft.

So I write this here, not as a declaration to the world, but as a quiet whisper back to myself:

I am not waiting. I am blooming in my own time.

I am not missing a piece. I am whole, even in longing.

I am not unloved. I am deeply loved — by God, by life, by the version of me I’m becoming.

He can take his time. He can take his space. That’s okay.

Because I am not here to be chosen. I am here to choose myself. And if love ever finds its way to me — he will not complete me. He will simply join me.

I don’t need a man. I am the miracle. He is the bonus, if ever.

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Seven Years of Soft Strength

Seven years ago, I opened a page and began writing. I didn’t have a strategy. I didn’t have a plan. What I had was a feeling. A truth. A story forming quietly inside me.

This blog became a space I could return to — in joy, in ache, in silence, in softness. A quiet corner that held my thoughts without demand. A place where I could meet myself honestly, again and again.

Today, I celebrate this journey. I honor the girl who began it. I honor the woman still writing. I honor the courage it took to keep showing up with open hands.

I’m grateful for the grace to grow gently. For the words that found me. For those I’ve yet to write.

Here’s to all the pages still unfolding — and the love that lives between every line.

With a full heart, Divine

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A Spotless Mind, Not a Silent Heart

Letter to My Journey – June 11

Today, I whisper this softly: I release the weight I no longer need to carry.

Not because it didn’t matter— but because I matter more.

There were moments I replayed a thousand times, wondering what I should have done differently, what I could have said to stay, to fix, to be more.

But I realize now… healing is not editing the past. It’s accepting it gently, without making it my home.

I don’t want to erase my memories. I want to unclench them. Let them soften into stories, not wounds. Let them stay in their place—behind me, not within me.

This is how I begin to have a spotless mind: By cleaning the corners of my thoughts with compassion. By making peace with my patterns. By remembering without reliving.

I am still me—just lighter. Still whole—just wiser. Still loving—just no longer bleeding.

Let that be enough. Let that be sacred.

Reflect With Me

Journal Prompt:

What memory feels heavier than it needs to be today?

What would it feel like to keep the lesson and release the ache?

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To the Woman Who Can’t Be Contained

I won’t ask you to stay. I’ll build a world worth choosing.

Because I see the way you move— not to escape, but to expand. You’re not running from love, you’re making sure it’s strong enough to fly beside you.

I don’t want to dim your fire. I want to dance in it. Not possess your freedom, but walk with you in it.

Let’s talk about the stars, but also what scares us. Let’s plan adventures we haven’t named yet, and become different versions of ourselves by the time we return.

I’ll ask about your dreams—not just the big ones, but the quiet ones you don’t always say out loud. And when you fall into your thoughts or your solitude, I’ll respect the silence like it’s holy.

I don’t want to hold you back. I want to hold space— so your growth feels like home, and your fire feels seen.

Because loving you means letting you soar— and still being someone you want to come back to.

And that’s the kind of love I want to give you.

And the kind you’re already becoming.

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I let go, not to lose — but to return to myself.

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A letter I wrote to the part of me that burns before she blooms.

(Full written version below for those who wish to read, reflect, or share)

✍🏽 Restless & Rooted Today I need to say something out loud. There’s a part of me — wild, restless, untamed — that I’ve tried to soften in the name of growth. I’ve whispered over it with calm affirmations, layered it beneath soft pinks and elegant lines, hoping maybe it would stay still long enough for me to become… someone more composed. Someone quieter. Someone easier to hold. But the truth is: I am a Sagittarian soul. I burn before I bloom. And peace does not always mean silence — sometimes, it means honesty. Lately, I’ve felt this tug in my chest — like a fire I kept dimming is now pushing against the walls I built around it. And I’ve been scared. Scared that maybe I’ve started performing a version of me that looks more "graceful" than real. That maybe DSMP — this brand born from my deepest purpose — doesn’t always match the thunder in my chest. But then I remembered: I didn’t build DSMP to erase who I am. I built it to anchor who I am. To give my wildness roots. To give my fire form. To let my truth be of service. Discipline does not betray my nature. It protects my energy from burning out too fast. Structure does not limit my freedom. It just keeps me from getting lost. So no, I’m not changing my identity. I’m honoring the many sides of it. I am a woman who builds in silence and laughs too loud. Who craves order but thrives in chaos. Who leads with kindness but feels everything in fire. This isn’t a contradiction. This is alchemy. So today, I let myself be both: Restless, and rooted. I don’t have to be calm. I just have to be real. And I am. — 🌿

✨ If this speaks to you, you’re not alone. Comment 🕊️ or reblog to hold it close.

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Because You Believed in Me

Reflections on mentorship, growth, and grace

There are people who step into your life and quietly leave a mark so deep, it changes the way you walk through the world.

To my mentor — thank you.

Thank you for seeing more in me than I ever dared to imagine. For pushing me beyond comfort, beyond what I thought was possible. You didn’t just teach me skills — you expanded my vision. You helped me believe in goals bigger than myself. You made me see that there is more waiting for me... if only I choose to rise.

Because of you, I now believe that life can be more — That I can be more.

More kind. More courageous. More generous with my strength. More open in heart. More grounded in worth.

You taught me I don’t have to shrink to belong. That I can speak with courage, live with freedom, and lead with softness. That I can stand in my light and still create space for others to shine.

Because of your guidance, I now want to give the same — To let people feel safe when I’m near. To uplift by simply being. To show, by example, that it’s possible to rise and still stay gentle.

I carry your wisdom in how I move. In how I show up. In how I speak. In how I love.

And one day, I hope I can pass it forward — not as a lesson, but as a quiet invitation to grow.

With grace, always. — Divine

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🌙 Unfolding with You

Hey love,   Today, I’m taking a moment to pause — and celebrate something small but big to me: 31 full days of DSMP Dawn.   Every morning, I showed up — not perfectly, but fully — with intention, movement, and a promise to keep growing.   It’s been a quiet, steady step forward, and I’m proud of it.   💭   Now, DSMP Dusk is joining the rhythm. It’s that soft, evening breath where we let go, reflect, and rest. Together, Dawn and Dusk are my way of holding space — for beginning and for releasing.   🌿   I’m slowly bringing my community closer to the heart of DSMP Fitness — where our story, our products, and our dreams will live fully and honestly.   This isn’t a race.

It’s a gentle unfolding built on trust, resilience, and care.   🌸   Thank you for being here — for reading, for walking with me, and for letting me open my heart to you, one letter at a time.🤍   With all my love, Divine

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🌅 Today, I Decide to Take Care of My Mornings

Today, I decided I’ll take care of my mornings— because when I do, I take care of my day.

I’ll start with prayer. Simple. Quiet. Just me and God.

Then I’ll write down three things I’m grateful for. Whatever comes to mind. Even if it’s small. Especially if it’s small.

I’ll read a good book for 30 minutes. The book will stay beside my bed. The phone will stay in the sala— I don’t want to wake up to noise anymore.

The first hour of my day is for creating. Dreams. Visions. Hope. The first hour is for me. And I’ll guide it like treasure.

At night, before I sleep, I’ll reflect: What needs work? What didn’t get done? What could I have done better?

And I’ll carry those answers into tomorrow. Gently. With grace.

Because today, I decided to care for my morning— and by doing that, I’m caring for my day, my week, my month, my year, my life. 💗

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It’s On the Way

Today, I woke up with a full heart. Not because everything is perfect yet, but because something I’ve dreamed about—for so long—is finally in motion.

The activewear I chose, the first collection to carry the name DSMP, is on the way. It’s not my custom design—not yet. But it’s still mine. It’s the first step I took with courage. It’s the quiet “yes” I whispered to myself months ago, now making its way to me.

It may take a month. But honestly, what’s one more month to a woman who’s waited with patience, worked with purpose, and walked by faith?

This is more than a shipment. It’s a promise unfolding. A seed finally breaking ground. And one day, when I wear the first piece, I’ll remember today—the moment I said: “We’re almost there. And that’s enough.”

Until then, I’ll keep building. Keep moving. And I’ll keep whispering to myself: “It’s on the way.” And so am I.

—Divine

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🕊️ A Soft Win I Didn’t Expect

There was a time I thought our friendship was over. Not because of one big fight, but because of silence. I kept reaching out, hoping for a reply that never came. And slowly, I accepted that maybe some chapters don’t get closure—just distance. But today… something shifted. He reached out again. The same friend I thought I’d drifted apart from for good. But deep down, I knew he would come around. I never gave up on him. He said he wanted to bring the gang back together. And in that moment, I felt something I hadn’t in a long time: Joy. Not the kind that bursts— But the quiet kind that settles into your heart, like a soft “Welcome back.” We’re not who we used to be. I’m in a different country now, living a different life. But somehow, this reconnection reminded me that not everything lost stays gone. Sometimes, what’s meant for you circles back… When you’re strong enough not to need it, but whole enough to receive it. And today, I welcomed it. Not as the old me, desperate to hold on— But as the woman I’ve become: grounded, healed, and grateful. — Divine

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💖 Day 14 — Empowered & Evolving

Today marks two full weeks of DSMP Dawn.

Fourteen days of rising with intention. Of choosing grace over grind. Of reminding myself that becoming doesn’t always have to roar — sometimes it simply arrives, breath by breath.

I celebrate today as a small but powerful win. Not because it was perfect. But because I showed up — for myself, for the vision, for the woman I’m becoming.

This rhythm I’ve created — these quiet, consistent mornings — are shaping more than just a habit. They’re shaping a version of me I deeply respect.

And that matters.

So here’s to Day 14. To being empowered & evolving. To the bold parts of me that are just beginning to believe… and to the gentle parts of me that already know.

Small wins, soft strength — that’s the path I’m choosing. With grace, always. — Divine 🌸

📝 Today’s Reflection Prompt:

What quiet wins can you celebrate today? You don’t need fireworks to recognize your growth. You just need honesty, and a little love.

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Welcome, love.

This is a quiet corner of the internet where I share reflections, soft truths, and pieces of my becoming. Here, you are safe to exhale. To feel. To belong. To grow gently — and boldly — into who you’re meant to be.

With grace, always. — Divine

Browse the letters below

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🌸DSMP Creator Affirmation

for the days I show up with purpose

I am here to serve with purpose and grace. My voice is clear. My message is grounded. I am not performing — I am connecting.

Every word I speak plants a seed. Every move I make invites growth. I don’t chase impact — I embody it.

I trust that who needs this will find it. I am building something that lasts.

— Divine DSMP Fitness | With Grace

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Positive Kickstart Ideas

✨ Kickstart Affirmation: "I rise today with purpose, strength, and grace. Every step I take moves me closer to the vision I believe in. I don’t rush the process—I honor it."

🌿 Morning Movement Idea: A 5-minute standing stretch flow with deep breaths. Inhale while reaching up to the sky, exhale as you fold forward. Repeat 3x and finish with gentle shoulder rolls. It’ll wake your body and center your mind.

🎧 Vibe Setter Track: "Confident" by Demi Lovato – Start with a smile and let it echo through your day

🌸 Journal Prompt: “What is one small, beautiful thing I’m showing up for today, and why does it matter to me?”

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🌹 The Love I Am Living

Inspired by The Forty Rules of Love & My Journey with DSMP Fitness

🕊️ Rule 2 – "The soul is here for a brief moment. Don’t waste it on things that don’t matter."

💫 How I live this: I create with intention. My business isn’t just a brand—it’s my offering. I pour meaning into what I build, and I protect my peace from distractions that dilute my purpose.

✨ My reminder: Purpose over pressure. Vision over noise.

💗 Rule 5 – "Love is the soul of the universe."

💫 How I live this: I create space for others to feel held—through words, design, and presence. Every message, every move, carries the energy of care.

✨ My reminder: Let love infuse every layer—from fabric to feeling.

🌊 Rule 28 – "What you seek is seeking you."

💫 How I live this: I show up daily. I trust the invisible threads pulling opportunities toward me. I am not chasing—I’m becoming.

✨ My reminder: Move with grace. Trust the rhythm. I am being found too.

🌸 Rule 40 – "Love is the force that brings the world together."

💫 How I live this: My work is about community, not just commerce. I am building a circle where women rise, not compete.

✨ My reminder: Let DSMP be a place of connection, not comparison.

🕊 Final Reflection:

"I don’t have to prove my path. I only have to walk it—with grace, with love, with fierce softness. The rules I once read, I now realize—I am already living." — Divine, with God’s grace 🌿