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divyaklove · 9 years ago

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Drabble 1: Jungkook x reader

word count: 500

Genre: Drabble/angst/mention of implied suicide

“Even in our perfection, we were so broken.”

In movies and books, people often talk about love as if it’s the most beautiful/magical thing in this world. Love is pure, unbiased, accepting and fulfilling. You fall in love with someone and you become the happiest person on this earth. Life will be full sunshine and rainbows, smiles and kisses, warm hugs and exchanging ‘I love you’ on hourly basis. Finding a soul mate is like a finding a missing piece of your heart that you thought was lost forever. Your other half makes you complete and your life becomes a fairy tales where there is nothing but a long awaited happy ending.

But then there’s the other part of it, the part that people often fail to see when they’re blinded by the veil of beautiful young love. The part that is not so exciting or pleasing at all, in fact, it’s ugly and tragic. It’s covered in bruises and stained in dripping mascara. There’s betrayal, treachery, greed and hunger. ‘Love’ doesn’t just leave a scar but a hole in your heart that can never be mended.. The hole bleeds out all memories of what you had or what once was as you desperately try to hold onto them until you find yourself on the floor begging for the pain to stop. But in truth, the pain never stops and strangely, you never want it to stop.

-‘I need to see you. Let me in’

-‘Talk to me once please. Just once’

-‘Why are you doing this to me? How can you be so fucking cruel! I hate you y/n’

-‘I love you y/n, so much. You know I don’t have anyone in this world other than you. I only have you. ’

You scroll through the text messages for the 100th time. About 50 of them he send, you never replied to. The last one reads:

-‘Meet me behind the abandoned school building at 7pmtomorrow. Please, just see me one last time. After that I’ll never see you again. I promise, I will never hurt you ever again. If you don’t come y/n, I swear to god I’ll fucking hate you for the rest of my life! And you’ll regret not seeing me. I’ll be waiting for you there.

I still love you, I always will’

-Jungkook’

The last message he sent to you was 6 days ago. You read but you never went. And after, that no messages ever came, you phone didn’t vibrate anymore; the frequent knocks on your door were gone. The voice behind the door that often called out to you was gone, making everything from your room to your insides eerily silent. You sit on your bed, knees pressed to your chest and one hand holding your phone whilst you read that last message over and over again.

‘I still love you’

he loved you and you betrayed him. You could see him waiting there for you, behind the school building. The same building where you two had escaped numerous times, he must’ve sat there for hours, underneath that big oak tree where he had kissed you for the first time, where you had let him touch you. It was the place where you had fallen in love with him. And now you will forever remember it as a place where he started hating you.

Tears formed in your corner your eyes and plopped on the phone screen making the texts unclear. You placed a hand over your mouth to muffle out your sobbing.

‘we deemed it as an accident not suicide. but we’re still not sure, he had no family or close friends. yours was the last no. on his cellphone. so we could only contact you. What was your relationship to him miss? miss.. are you listening to me? miss are okay? miss-”

and In the end, you realized, love didn’t last forever.

…Humans, after all, didn’t last forever.

But somewhere, some place, in some infinity, you believe you two could finally love each other just like you were supposed to, just like you are meant to.where there would be no pain, only unrefined pure love for each other. where you two aren’t so broken that you always need to mend each other. Somewhere there is a place where you two will be whole once again.

‘I love you too Jungkook’ you smiled while holding the revolver in your other hand. ‘We’ll meet again’

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divyaklove · 9 years ago

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Desk (Part:1)

An not-so-innocent snapchat from your boss, Min Yoongi, leads to not-so-innocent things.

Word Count: 2494

Rated-M

I had just finished getting my coffee ready when I hear my phone beep. I maneuver through the kitchen and get into my office door. Taking a sip, I opened the Snapchat notification.

Fuck.

I swallowed the hot coffee that was in my mouth, instantly getting my tongue burnt.

Min Yoongi, my boss, sent me that Snapchat!

“My princess is so needy, she needs a good fuck, doesn’t she?”

Was that sent by mistake?

Of course, it has to be.

Too bad, because that Snapchat was sexy in all honesty, and so is Min Yoongi.

Elevator bell rings, and since no one except me is up on this floor I can clearly hear the footsteps tapping against the floor.

Just as I look up Mr. Yoongi passes by my door without a look in my direction, just as every other day.

Then that Snapchat really was a mistake.

But I could swear I saw him smirk a little.

***

“Mr. Min, sir, I need signatures on some-“ I looked up, “-oh.”

Mr.Yoongi’s back was facing me and one of the new employees was sitting on his desk, and they looked quite cozy.

“I’m sorry for disturbing!” With my head down I turned towards the door.

“Wait, Hana was just going.” Mr.Yoongi’s voice stopped me in my tracks and there was a sound of zipper pulling and I stood frozen in my spot.

Hana certainly didn’t hesitate to take her own sweet time.

As she passed me, she whispered, “He’s very good, you should try him,” in my ears.

“Give me the files,” He said as soon as Hana left the room.

“Yes, Sir.” I pass him the files from the other end of the desk since he’s sitting in his chair again, and since the desk is so big, I’m practically stretched on the desk.

I look up to hearing him clear his throat and see him looking down at my chest and then at me again pointedly.

Shit, the top button was undone.

As I scrambled up from the table to button up in a hurry, the button actually got broken off from the thread.

“Fuck” I mumbled but I guess he heard it because I saw him smirk a little.

“What’s this?”

“Sir?” I went to his side and leaned down to take a better look at the file and saw the whole page blank.

“Sorry about that,” I turned to look at his face but his eyes were on my butt with a cheeky smile on his face.

“Sir?”

“Get me the original file,” He orders with that cheeky smile still on his face. I walk away from his desk with minimum hip movement possible.

“Here, Sir,” I place down the file as fast as possible and stood up straight again.

I’m not going to give him another chance to perv on me.

He glanced up at me, then scanned me up and down and up again, while biting his lower lip.

I would be lying if I said that wasn’t hot.

“You are going to keep standing on my head?” He said in a sarcastic tone and I moved to the other side of the desk again.

Just as I was about to sit down on one of the chairs, he said,” Who told you that you can sit down?” in a husky voice.

This bitch!

I pursed my lips and stood up rigidly.

“Here, copy these on that blank page,” he ordered and threw the two files at me.

Wow, just wow, if I didn’t want a raise so bad I probably would have cussed him a hundred times by now.

I was about to sit down when he stopped me again.

“Do it standing up.”

No wonder he was among the most hated in this company, apart from his infamous status with women.

‘The faster I do it, the faster I can get out of here and do actual work’

Next few minutes were spent in silence and then suddenly I felt a presence behind me.

“Let me see,” He said and peered from behind my shoulder.

I couldn’t say anything and watched in silence as he pressed up against me, making my breath hitch in my throat. His arms came from my both sides and rested on the desk, effectively trapping me between him and the desk. I could feel his chest moving on my back.

“You’re supposed to write this,” His right hand went up my arm and down, he decidedly took my hand in his and gripped the end of the pen.

He moved forward to write, making me bend a bit, barely a breath away from laying flat on the surface and making my ass press tightly against him. I could feel him hardening.

His left hand moved towards mine and then he was locking fingers with me, his big hand swallowing my hand wholly. The feel of his rough hands sent shivers down my spine. He started writing on the page but all I could focus on was his breath gently blowing just below my ears and on my neck.

“Done,” H e breathed in my ears and my back arched without my permission. Before I could move away, his right hand left mine and wrapped around my waist instantly, and he started caressing it right away. He pulled me against him tightly and grounded his cock in between my ass. I carefully grounded back against him.

“Ssssss,” He moaned and I couldn’t help biting my lips at that.

Shit, what the fuck are you doing, grinding against your boss?

I broke free and shoved him away from me.

“What are you doing, Sir?” I asked him and crossed my arms over my chest, trying to hide my rock hard nipples from him.

He looked at me in surprise but didn’t say anything.

“I take that Snapchat in the morning wasn’t sent by mistake either?” I raised my eyebrows at him.

He laughed then, initially biting his lips to stop a smile but then it went on to become a full blown laugh.

He smirked, “Oh don’t try to be so innocent, you don’t think that I didn’t know that you were the one on the phone the other day, moaning away into oblivion.” I looked down, my cheeks burning with embarrassment.

“It was an honest mistake, Sir.” It did happen and I wanted to apologize but since he didn’t say anything on the 10 minutes of the call and neither on the next day at the office, I thought we both were going to act like it never happened, and I was too embarrassed to start that conversation on my own.

“Oh really?” He asked mockingly and I swear, hot or not, I wanted to slap that smirk off his face.

He continued, “Then what about that Snapchat you sent me of yourself half naked last night, I thought it was only fair to pay you in kind.”

Fuck, what am I supposed to say to that?

I could lie and say it was a mistake again but he would know I’m lying.

“I’m sorry, I’ll make sure it never happens again, Sir.”

“What? You’re trying to back out now?” I glanced up at him, what is he getting to?

“You think I don’t see you swinging your hips whenever you walk out of my office or hiking up your skirt before coming in here or how you always cross your legs sitting in front of me?”

Well shit. I was speechless, what can I reply to that?

“You wanted me to notice you? Well, you fucking have my attention now?”

Can it get any more embarrassing?

I made for the door but he was faster. Grabbing me, he pushed me against the wall just beside the door.

“Oh no, you don’t,” His arms came up beside me and trapped me between the wall him, his chest pressing against mine, making my breath come up short.

“Let me go,” I said and pushed at his chest, but however much pressure I applied, he wouldn’t budge.

“Feeling frustrated, are we?” He smirked, “Let me show you what frustration actually is.”

He blew a hot breath on my neck and I tried with all my might to not arch into him.

“Do you want this?” He asked in his husky voice and, “Yes,” came out of my mouth before I could process it.

Within a second his lips latched onto my neck, sucking it.

My one hand moved to his hair, while the other went to his shoulder.

His teeth bit harshly on my skin, making me tug at his hair, and then he calmed it by licking the burning skin.

His lips moved to my collar bone then, gently blowing on the skin, before moving his tongue licked from one side to the other. I bit my lips to refrain from moaning out loud, but I was having a hard time at that.

He moved up and placed an open mouthed kiss on my neck, the hot breath coming from his mouth made me arch into him, and tug at his hair harshly.

“Ahh,” I couldn’t help but moan now and he took my earlobe into his mouth and sucked harshly.

I tugged at his hair a few times to get his attention.

He looked up, eyes darker than night, and breathing just as heavily as I was.

Before I could say anything to him, his arms went down, found my hands, locked fingers with me, and raised my hands above my head.

“Sir-“

“Yoongi, call me Yoongi,” He said before his lips crashed into mine.

His lips were softer than I could’ve imagined and what started out gently soon turned into a passionate kiss. I didn’t notice he was holding both my wrists in one hand and his other hand on my ass until he slapped it, making my gasp in surprise. Not wasting the opportunity, his tongue pushed into my mouth, exploring hidden crevices. Our tongues tangled together in a battle for dominance. Just as I was about to win, he detached his lips from mine and before I could protest, he was blowing warm breaths on my nipple.

“Fuck, Yoongi, ah!”

His squeezed my ass before slowly tugging my shirt out of my skirt and resting his hand on the bare skin of my waist. He peered up at from under his lashes before taking one of my nipples into my mouth, still covered in a shirt, while his hand moved up from my waist to massage the other breast. I wanted to run my fingers through his hair, but he didn’t leave my wrist even when I tried to shake his hand off.

He repeated his action, this time on the other breast, and I forgot all about freeing my hands.

Until suddenly my hands were free falling down and his hand was dropping down under my skirt.

He rubbed my pussy through my panties once.

“Ahhh!”

“You like that, baby, huh?” He breathed into my ears.

“Ye-yes”

“Is my baby wet for me? Let’s check,” And suddenly he was pushing aside my panties and then I felt one of his fingers running up and down my slit.

“Ah, yes.”

“So wet, mmm.”

My mind was in a haze and I didn’t realize until it was too late that he has pushed down my panties.

“Step out of them,” His command made clit beat to the beat of my heart, pulsating, I didn’t dare disobey him.

His cupped my pussy and all I could do was sigh in pleasure.

He stopped suddenly and I opened my eyes slowly, looking up to see him holding my panties.

“Wh- why did you stop?” I was breathing heavily but he appeared perfectly calm.

“Feeling frustrated enough?” He asked.

“What?” It took a few seconds but I remembered him telling me that he’ll show me what frustration is.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” I was angry and frustrated.

“Nope.”

What the fuck is wrong with this guy? Who does this anyways?

I adjusted my appearance the best I could and marched up to him since he has moved back.

“Hand me those,” I demanded my panties back with my palm stretched and open in front of him.

“What if I don’t?” He asked with that arrogant smirk on his face.

I didn’t even have to think twice before I palmed his dick through his pants and put my lips to good use on his neck.

“Fuck.” He threw his head back and I knew I had him. One of his hands came to cover my hand on his dick and the other went into my hair. I was about to snatch my panties off the pocket he has stuffed them into, when suddenly both my arms were pushed behind my back.

“Tying to play me?” He smirked.

Well fuck.

He held my wrists in his one hand while the other went down palming my ass before slapping it and then moving down further.

“Fuck baby, you’re still so wet.” My nipples were rubbing against his chest and that wasn’t helpful at all.

I struggled to free myself from his grasp but he wouldn’t let go.

“Still so fierce, mmm yes, I would love to hold you down and fuck your brains out,” His thumb went to rubbing my clit clockwise and I couldn’t help but grind into it.

He pushed one of his fingers into my pussy.

“Oh fuck! Ah!” The intensity of it was too much and my mouth latched itself on his neck again, biting him harshly.

“Fuck yeah, baby, ride my fingers,”He breathed into my ear.

I kept moaning onto his skin.

“Yoongi-ah ah, I’m going to cum, shit, don’t stop”

Just as I was on the verge of climaxing, he withdrew his hand.

My eyes flew open at that and I could see him smirking.

“Min Yoongi, what the actual fuck are you trying to do?”

“Trying to teach you what frustration is, and by the looks of it-” He looked me up and down, “-I succeeded.”

“Just hand me back my panties,” I said.

“Nope”

“What the hell do you mean ‘nope’?”

“You wanna try going for it again? You know what just happened will happen again, just saying.”

I peered at his eyes and they were dead set.

I turned around with as much dignity as possible and made for the door.

“Oi!” I was just about to open the door when he called. I turned my head to look back at him with raised eyebrows.

He holds up one of his hands and then took his middle finger in his mouth, sucking it.

“Mmm, so sweet-“ Licking his finger up and down, “Too bad she’s walking out, I would devour this sweet tasting pussy anytime.” He smirked at me and I knew he was playing.

I opened the door, stepped out, and slammed it shut.

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