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I thought it was-

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Harry Styles ruined me for all other men

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NOT SO DEAD FANDOM.

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I’m so ready for new music from Niall and Harry, I’m ready for that feeling of when you hear the first line of a new song and it gives you those butterflies becuase it seems like it’s been ages since you’ve heard their voices singing something new. I’m ready to hear how much their styles have changed or if they changed at all from their first albums. I’m ready to just feel close to them again through their music and find songs that take me back to certain parts of my life good and bad. I’m just ready to feel that excitement that new music from your favorite artists gives you.

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I think my ovaries exploded.

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sometimes it hits me just how much one direction did in only five years. they fit four tours and did 326 shows in just five years. to compare, taylor swift has done 399 shows in almost twice that time, excluding the reputation tour. beyoncé has done 442 shows as a solo artist since the dangerously in love tour in 2003. just let those numbers sink in.

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Petition for Harry to wear glasses more often.

And give us hq's in it.

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So proud. 

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Harry Styles ruined me.

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Rich suits you.

...thanks to us.

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louis is so fucking brave to lay his heart out on the line like that, and i hope he knows that we’re here to support him no matter what, whether that means he scraps his whole album and starts fresh or whatever else he needs to do to find happiness in himself and his music. we love you, baby. take all the time you need.

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The fucking disrespect.

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My heart is breaking. I’m worried sick about the Tomlinson family. They’ve been through so much already and I don’t know how they are going to handle this. They lost a beautiful sister, a young, caring, loving, ambitious, kind woman. She was only 18, she had her whole life in front of her, but she was taken too soon. 

Even though I didn’t know her personally, I still feel like I did know her. I saw her growing up. I saw her transforming in this beautiful and strong young woman. I looked up to her. I still do. 

I have a sister who is the same age as Fizz... I can’t even imagine what they’re  going through. I wish I was there and could hug them. Take their pain away. ‘Cause if there is one family on this planet that doesn’t deserve this kind of pain; it’s the Tomlinson-Deakin’s. 

I’m sending all my love to them. I want Louis to take all the time he needs. I don’t want him to worry about singles, albums or tours ‘cause that’s not even important. I want him to spend every single minute with his family. I want him to be okay. I want him to be happy again. I want him to know that we will always support him. Even if he doesn’t want to release his album. Even if he doesn’t want to tour. Even if he doesn’t want to make music anymore. I will still be there. I will always be there. 

Their family needs time. Lots of it. They need privacy and love. I will give them both of it. I want them to grieve in peace. I want them to be together and come out of this together. I want them to be able to smile again. Even if it’s just a small one. 

Félicité will always have a place in our heart. Just like Jay does. They’ll be looking down on their family. Together.  

Rest In Peace, Félicité. You will be deeply missed. 

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It’s so bizarre to try and explain your love for a celebrity and why something horrendous happening to them (like losing a parent) affects you so much. But like, this person, without question /is part of my life/. They’re in my car with me when I drive to work, they’re in my living room when I’m watching an interview. A piece of them that they spent time and effort to create is with me, it’s making me react, it’s making me feel things. When they talk about the song I drive to work to, I relate to it, I understand it, it connects me to them. When they joke in an interview it makes me laugh, when they tweet about about a feeling I /get/ it.

This love you might have for a celebrity, it’s hard to describe. It’s not the kind of love you’ll have for your family, it’s not the kind of love you’ll have for your best friend. It’s not the kind of love someone in /their/ family or friend circle will feel for them. It’s very different, but it’s still love. It’s there, I can feel it, I know what it is. Love is abstract, you can’t stick a thermometer in my heart and go “nope it’s not love”. It just is. 

In a way, all these little pieces that they’re sharing with the world become part of your life, they’re things you know and feel familiarity towards. Sometimes, when you’re having a bad day this person, without even knowing, might be the only reason you smile. When you’re so anxious the thought of just seeing another person makes your throat close up, they might be the reason you laugh. It’s bizarre because they aren’t consciously aware of it, they don’t know how these things they share are affecting other people. 

So it’s like, Louis, I don’t know you, we’ve never spoken, you wouldn’t recognize me in the street. There’s a whole, huge part of your life I don’t have a clue about, But you’ve been apart of my life for 4 years, you’ve been with me through moments I didn’t want anyone else around. There’s a warmth in my chest because of songs you’ve created and words you’ve said, things you’ve done and faces you’ve made. There’s familiarity, there’s happiness, there’s laughter and /emotion/ in my life because of you. 

 And because of the way you’re a part of my life, in a rather unconventional way, you’re a friend. There’s a relationship that can’t be explained because you have to experience it to understand it, but it’s there, it’s real. And in the same way you make me happy when you laugh or when you sing, I feel sad when you’re sad, my heart aches when you’re hurting. And part of that might just be a symptom of humanity, a reaction we all might have when we hear bad news.

Most of it though, most of it is that because of the person you are, the way you’ve chosen to be, I felt something that drew me to you. That feeling has expanded beyond just a love of what you create, but it’s grown into a love for who you are as a person. most people can’t grasp that, and it’s very challenging to articulate, but it’s there. And so, I want the world for you, I wish I could lessen your pain because without even knowing, you’ve done it for me.

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Not gonna lie but I started crying as soon as Louis walked into that studio and said HEEEYYYYY

And then the song started and it only went downhill from there on

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damn the 1d comeback is really gonna be the biggest moment of the century huh

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Louis: likes one tweet about two of us

Us: