I do many things, one of which is writing! I mainly write poetry, but I may write some other material, and perhaps post it. Who knows? The opportunities are limitless, indeed. So very shockingly, that is the expanse of language itself, and what would we have without it?"After all, stone spires will never scrape skies,While Babel has crumbled,Our communication lost."
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About "Kaminashi Nozomi x Miyata Sayaka: Three Hours of Free Time"
Over the course of around two weeks, I decided to write this- A fan fiction! Now, this was an extremely enjoyable experience for me, although I did spend a lot of time doing other things on the side. Doing nothing but writing for two weeks straight would be enough to drive a person insane (Although, that would probably have cut it down to a few days), which I am because I wrote this, but that's besides the point. So, why is this atrociously written, 03:00 AM infused, manga-based fanfiction so special to me that I posted it? Well, it really is not that important, which is somewhat why I had the guts to post it. Admittedly, for a portion of writing it, everything was intended in a half-satirical way as the idea for writing this sprouted from your average, jovial discussion:
"I ship these two."
"That's very awesome"
"It is! Is it worth a fan fiction, though?"
"Yes"
Okay, fine, I chant a whole lot about writing with pure seriousness and love for the craft, which I just admitted to not doing, but for the rest of the story I did exactly that! I got weirdly engaged in it while writing it, and kind of started to love it, even if it is a bad product of my work. Nevertheless, it is my first ever fan fiction, my first ever time writing something purely romantic and my first time writing a parody of any kind that is not song lyrics. When I think about it, I really am an inexperienced writer because I mostly write about the same topics or format (Mainly poetry). Of course, that makes it so much better, the fact I get to learn more while enjoying myself.
Why did I choose to write about Miyata Sayaka and Kaminashi Nozomi specifically? There are more manga that I enjoy other than "Keijo!!!!!!!!", and more characters. However, the idea of romance between these characters appealed to me the most, more than between any characters that are not canonically in relationships or heavily implied to be in their respective manga. There are numerous hints throughout "Keijo!!!!!!!!" that the two could like each other romantically in some way, but it was never explicitly stated. It seems to me as if the characters are Nozomi's platonic harem, likely to appeal to male fan service. Yet, I must say that the yuri is so powerful in "Keijo!!!!!!!!", and it almost gives me "Gushing Over Magical Girls" vibes in that sense, just without the intensity nor blatancy. Anyway, my favourite ship had to be between Sayaka and Nozomi, and I wanted it written. I also wanted to see more representation of Sayaka's judo because the representation of it in "Keijo!!!!!!!!" is not the most realistic compared to what I would expect for a judoist to do. If you have seen it, you would know what I mean (Particularly talking about those keijo throws she does). It was terribly random within the story, but I loved including it even if it breaks the writing's flow. I also watched some judo videos on YouTube, but they were really lame. I apologise to the zero judo fans who will see this, but it is so boring! Hence, I spiced it up. Speaking of, I made the story somewhat sexual because it was planned from the start. Most fan fictions lean that way, so I decided to replicate the stereotype. Also, I just find that sexuality can improve a story so much. It allows for more passion and excitement that enhance the ways characters are perceived, or strengthens their relationships. Unfortunately, people shy a way from it a lot because they recognise it as being either taboo or cringeworthy. It really is a shame.
Why did I choose chapter 56 of all the "Keijo!!!!!!!!" chapters? I honestly have no idea, but I believe it pertains to the freedom the chapters allow, as well as for the sake of filling in the story's gap. It seems to me that the strict nature of the chapter is to further demonstrate Nozomi's quote unquote "harem" engaging with her and show more of Sayaka's backstory, but there was surely more that they could have done with the chapter. It was unbelievably amusing to connect each part of the chapter to the main story: How Nozomi ends up riding on the rickshaw, how Sayaka wins the monkey doll or even how Kazane gets her katanas. It was completely irrelevant, yet somehow relevant to my analysis of the story. Also, here's another fun fact; I almost posted the fan fiction in two parts because I had no idea how the character limit in blocks rule worked. I did not notice at all first, and thought Tumblr was informing me that there was an overall character limit. Luckily, I worked it out, although I thought originally that the problem was its explicit nature. I am so glad I decided to post it, though. I really have learnt much. Albeit, I am glad it is finished because I can focus on other things such as learning Japanese. (I only know hiragana thus far. I had no time to do much, sadly.)
Finally, I was originally contemplating whether to make the story more mature or to push it in a more romantic direction (As in classic yuri fashion). I suppose I mixed the two ideas and made some romantic asphyxiation, which is truly something. Anyway, I really am glad that happened because I wanted not to make things too out there and away from what I like to write, while also not making it too explicit for Tumblr, I guess. Therefore, there was a major tone down on both elements, romance being toned down for the former reason. Perhaps it would have been suited more to WattPad or something had I went in the mature direction. I would have died of embarrassment much sooner. Oh yeah, that is inbound by the way. May the ground swallow me whole soon. Here is a fun side note; Considering chapter 56 of "Keijo!!!!!!!!" being set in Kyoto, I decided to put in a reference to a song about Kyoto, a Kyoto song if you will. Well, that is my sense of humour.
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Kaminashi Nozomi x Miyata Sayaka: Three Hours of Free Time
(This fan fiction is based off of Keijo!!!!!!!! chapter 56: “Hip 56: Welcome to Kyoto!!!”.)
Kaminashi Nozomi stepped out of the cramped bus that she had already come to know so well in her short-lived journey to Kyoto with the rest of the elite class. For the rest of Room 309, the sudden graduation to the elite class was unprecedented; After all, it had been merely days since the four of them were lowly, basic students with scarce talent to their name. However, for Nozomi, there was little doubt in her outlook. She had suddenly unlocked the gleaming potential she was seeking, a chance to taste a life outside of poverty, an opportunity to clamber up the ranks of the keijo world, along with her best friend Miyata Sayaka, who she was now turning to, “Look how elegant the houses are! And over there, it's a pulled rickshaw! It's amazing every time I see it! I love Kyoto!”. Nozomi had to exclaim these words to Sayaka and the rest of the elite class, yet another example of her excitement leaking out at the chance to experience the opulence of the rich prefecture. Toyoguchi Non interjected, “Nozomin, calm down a little. Everyone is looking at us”. Not particularly diffident nor ashamed, Non was still slightly paranoid at Nozomi’s insufferably outward demeanour, for she was still adjusting to the newfound presence of her fellow elite classmates, and it would naturally be rather difficult to relate to Nozomi's penniless past. Of course, such a slight statement could never shake Nozomi's extroverted confidence, and she hastily replied with her own joyous interjection of “I get it! I get it! We'll definitely pull our weight in this training camp!”, words designed to dismiss Non’s transparent afraidness of her powerful companions. As if Nozomi had reached into her skull and read the inscriptions of her brain, Non was quickly pacified by the like-minded and confirmatory motivation. Meanwhile, as Nozomi and Non began to confirm with each other the meaning of their visit to the wondrous location, Sayaka was still glancing at the beauty of Kyoto, a glimmer of positive emotion on her otherwise unmoving face… That was, until the abrupt command of their sensei rocketed them away from any tranquil loitering: “Stop chatting! Do you understand why we've come here? We're not here to play around, former Room 309!” her words echoed to silence everyone, “We've just finished talking with the innkeeper. Looks like we can't check in yet. I guess we're a bit early. That's why…”. Her echo reached a complete diminuendo, before impactfully chiming back in, “While we're here, what do you say about three hours of free time?”. It was at this question that a shockwave of excitement spread along the elite class, with comments shared to align with the same dream, a dream of exploring the expanses of Kyoto's elusive streets. The commotion failed to cease, too, despite sensei’s later and half-serious remark of “Considering the hell you'll go through tomorrow, just a little bit’s fine”, although the reality of how strenuous their training would be the next day did startle them considerably.
Amidst the enthusiastic yet gentle cacophony of chattering keijo students, Nozomi was at the center of everyone's attention, a silent war waging around her to determine who gets to explore Kyoto with her. Having previously displayed her brilliant proficiency for keijo, she was revered by the rest of the elite class, and each member had their own diverse way to show it, to Sayaka's internal detest. Why would she, Nozomi's best friend, have to compete for her presence, especially when she had certainly known her the longest? Then, there were the several temptations of Nozomi's classmates; It would surely be impossible for Nozomi to choose her, when Kawai Hanabe was so familiar with the region and knew where to find the best attractions, while she could barely even pronounce a tiny “Ahem”, leaving her dejected and alone with the next interruption from each further member. Why couldn't she seize the attention of her friend around these more unfamiliar people? To go from being a judo champion to this- It reminded Sayaka of her earlier youth. Just like how she would have to sacrifice all of her time to judo, she now found herself sacrificing it for Nozomi… and failing. Before she had realised it, she was staring at the ground and the flashbacks plaguing her inner eye, Nozomi and her hope out of sight. She had finally found someone important in studying keijo, but had become abandoned yet again. However, her painstaking solitude soon halted at a shrine’s bench. This was dangerous, for towering figures were approaching her, looming with vile intent; Male voices were already clawing at her, attempting to drag her away from reason. “You're really cute. Can you show us around?”: The very question repulsed her, but no extent of dismissal would shake the sudden incursion of the two delinquents. No, these grotesque figures were desperate in their pursuit of the silver-haired celebrity, and their hands too were starting to grasp at her, until a thunderous “Smack!” repelled the contact. “Sorry guys, she was waiting for me…”, the statement confirmed it. The claim to Sayaka's wrist belonged only to Nozomi, and running away together screamed their salvation. “I wanted to hang out with you!”: This was another shining exclamation that served to sap tears from underneath Sayaka's admiring eyelids, shuttering like the lenses of cameras to Nozomi, the centerpiece in the frame. It seemed to Sayaka that, in this moment, her friendship with Nozomi could demolish any hardships in existence, and her fortifying hand served exactly to prove this belief. It felt great to have friends, and the other half of the former Room 309 were already in sight. It became certainly clear; They would assemble once more for a trip around Kyoto; They would be together. Sayaka could hardly dismiss her smile, especially with this entourage of kindred women: The powerful and determined ex-gymnast Kaminashi Nozomi, her excellence at performing the [Vacuum Butt Cannon] cementing the former and strong will determining the latter, the clumsy yet strangely fortunate Toyoguchi Non, having only reached the elite class by pure serendipity while even now being in danger of toppling over at the overwhelming excitement of meeting the two, and the inward yet adept Aoba Kazane, mysterious and mostly mute. While communication with Kazane had always been difficult, she seemed to trust Nozomi modestly, just as much as Sayaka and the rest of the elite class. For this reason, Nozomi's role as Kazane’s emissary seemed to work effectively enough for the two, while Kazane was still building up her own confidence, the rate not precisely sluggish.
“I found a really cool place. Want to go check it out?” Non enthusiastically asked, mere seconds after tripping over for the upteenth time, yet again demonstrating her propensity to endanger herself in everyday life. “Of course!” shouted Nozomi with her usual cheery tone, replying hopefully to Non with utmost certainty. This called for the start of their expedition, Kazane and Sayaka following loosely behind. Even her gaze was still following Nozomi, Sayaka that is. There was nothing but longing inside her to grip her companion's hand for the second time, to relish in her security, but her own insecurity would only lead her to wallow in shyness and chagrin, undoubtedly with the other two around… “Miyata-chan!”: A precipitous alert withdrew her from her musing. It was Kazane, who seemed to be accumulating the fragments of her little courage, “Uh, we're behind… a bit…”. Well, that bravery didn't last long, but Sayaka still understood, causing them both to jog at a quickened pace. “Crash!”, Non’s notorious misfortune returned, and she was now tangled up with Kazane on the floor. She appeared to be somewhat of a vulture, hunched over Non’s back, the owner of which being like the uncouth carcass of a dead animal, sprawled inelegantly below her. Nevertheless, it was far from befitting of the bashful Kazane. “Eek! Ah… I'm s-sorry, Toyoguchi-chan!”, that was the yell of Kazane. Cursing herself in the act of epicaricacy, though, Sayaka couldn't help but imagine what she would have done in the situation, if she had tumbled onto Nozomi. The thought became enough to make her shake her head, a testament which the other three girls likely misunderstood to be unamused. “I-it was an accident!”. Non tried to defend herself, while Kazane wasn't even bothering, unmistakably out of timid displacement. “A-anyway, it's over there… Kyoto Shopping…”. Non directed her finger towards the sizable store after shakily regaining her bipedal stance, pushing her party towards the establishment. To save Non any more humiliation, Nozomi then spoke up herself, “What a fun looking store! Come on everyone!”. They all clung to her voice as ever, beginning to immerse themselves in the blazing lights of the store.
Nozomi was expressing her hilarity as Non picked up a pair of gag glasses, while Kazane seemed to be very interested in the model katanas that Kyoto Shopping had to offer. Meanwhile, Sayaka had found a photography booth. “Kaminashi-chan! We can take a photo together!” she squealed, successfully attempting to suppress her nervousness at addressing Nozomi, which was answered by an expressive Non, “Great idea, Miyata-chan! Let's all have a photo together! Joking photos or normal photos?”. “No, I'd like a photo with only…”, it was too late, to her detest. Non and the other two had already invaded the booth. “Well…” she thought, “I may as well go in too…”. She had no grudge against Kazane and Non, of course, and the two had also proven themselves to be perfect friends, but she wanted to be with Nozomi right now. How could it have been that way? What made her, Kaminashi Nozomi, so special? She always got all the attention, even from Hanabe, yet Sayaka had to earn her fame through years of judo! Yes, she and Nozomi were rivals; That had to be it, not love! Love: The light blush on her face had morphed into the silliest expression of all, even as she was shrouded in the flippantly unserious grins of her close comrades. Why was she thinking of something so impertinent at this time? “Click!”, the photograph imprinted her thoughts into memory. “Haha, you looked so goofy, Miyata! I didn't know you were capable of that face!” Nozomi called callously. Her ferocity accumulated in a perilous second to the slandering quip, a staple of Sayaka's mercurial tendencies. “I don't l- I hate you!”. The phrase served as a parting shot, shunning the others; Sayaka had run away.
“No, I have to find her, Toyoguchi-chan! I need to apologise… It was because of me…” mumbled Nozomi, determinedly dejected. Non refused, “But… She needs to cool off by herself, right Aoba-chan?”. Kazane's muffled voice emerged louder than usual from under her thick scarf, “She knows Miyata-chan best, Toyoguchi-chan. Let her find her”. Wasting no hint of a moment, Nozomi rushed to grab a pamphlet entitled “Map” from the store shelf, hurrying out the main entrance in the aftermath of Kazane's unfamiliar instruction. While racing to scout her beloved companion, she then began to narrow down the options of where Sayaka could have gone until one place remained: The arcade.
The gates of Heaven swung open, as evident from the lurid beaming that engulfed Nozomi, her pupils dilating to filter the neon world. An angel, too, happened to be huddled at the center, withdrawn into herself and lamenting. “Miyata-chan!”: The call of this familiar stranger who had burst into the room made Sayaka's environment oscillate. Natural light flooded into the arcade at her entry, defeating any artificial glow that she had become accustomed to. But, why did grace have such a pallid expression? Was it guilt or trepidation? The two, in union, crossed over to each other with the same tension as a first date between the inexperienced, mirroring each gesture and breath. Then, they uttered the same apologies, the simple statements of “I'm sorry” forming a resounding duet. However, they both knew that these words were far from necessary, for their actions had provoked all imaginary discussion. That was the moment they embraced, the glares imbuing them sworn to be transitioning; Magenta became rose, and rose to illusion- An illusion of affection and forgiveness, yet one indisputably true. Warmth, too, began to envelop their bodies, an infernal demonstration of their closeness. “Since we're here, why don't we do something together, Miyata-chan?” asked Nozomi earnestly, now leaving Sayaka's grip enough to blaspheme against her sense of fulfillment. To earn those seconds of solace alone was only the beginning tribulation, or so it seemed to Sayaka. “Yes… okay, Kaminashi-san…” she replied, now deflated yet still bound by hope. “Oh, were you going to play on that claw machine?” remarked Nozomi, her eyes darting through the defeated woman. By god, why did she have to be so lax even now?! “Whatever you want, Kaminashi-chan”. Sayaka's icy words attempted to stab into Nozomi's ignorance like a double-edged sword, but it was a complete miss. “I want you to have a go, Miyata-chan! It's fun!”. Even still, nobody could ever deny Nozomi's words, not even Sayaka, who stalked tensely over to the machine. The eternity of pulling yen out of her purse dragged on too shortly, her hand trembling, missing. She didn't even know what she was trying to win anymore, and it slipped effortlessly out of her fumbling claw. “Kaminashi-chan‽”- That girl dived into the ground like a fearless eagle, so suddenly, as if she had been tossed off of the shaking platform of a keijo land, just to retrieve her best friend’s money as it fell to the ground. Mere seconds later, she had broken the air’s surface again, her eyes tracking Sayaka closely. Flawlessly, the light frost enclosing her heart had shattered into oblivion.
The devotee looked up from her knees with zeal. She looked down, insurmountable yet benevolent, and their eyes really did align, and she was this close: Kaminashi Nozomi, her rival, her companion, her admirer, almost at her mercy. It felt as though she could finally win against her, as if this position were her chance to forget her jealousy towards Nozomi and claim victory. That was it: Jealousy. For so long, Nozomi had everything that she wanted: Power, perseverance, popularity… Friends. Sure, there was Non and Kazane, but Nozomi had Hanabe and all the other girls! There, then, it all disintegrated under Sayaka’s gaze. They were alone, and she looked so beautifully helpless from the towering perspective. Perhaps, even, it was her earlier schadenfreude returning, yet without the traces of remorse. “Miyata-chan? Here's your money. Sorry, I guess I do that a lot, huh?” Nozomi laughed awkwardly. “Huh?” remarked Sayaka, coming back into consciousness. “It's because I went for the money, right? That's why you're looking at me like that”; Nozomi's utterance was more of a rhetorical question, considering her certainty at the claim. “Oh, yeah, that's why. It was just random” Sayaka deceitfully proposed, terminating the lingering awkwardness. Nozomi took her turn to reply further at this, now much more comforted, “People always leave their change around in arcades, so I used to go to them all the time when things were more difficult. Free money’s free money, after all…”. Nozomi paused to reflect before grabbing Sayaka's shoulders abruptly and gently pushing her towards the claw machine, causing the hostage to silently gasp. How odd, thought Sayaka, that friendship is so unconcerned but still lacking malice. In other words, that'd have been a great description of Nozomi, care-free yet still caring. “Have you played on one before?” she inquired. Sayaka recalled the past aloneness of her youth afresh, whimpering with slight sorrow, “Not really, it was just judo practice, and…”. “Then I can help you, Miyata-chan!”. Her hands were seized, under control of the operating Nozomi. “See, it's like this. I'm pretty good at these”. The bridle of Nozomi still felt pleasant, soft even, enough to hinder Sayaka's concentration completely. “Mhm, yeah…”, Sayaka's response was like a moan, almost dismissive. As long as she was experiencing this, there was nothing else worth caring about.
“No, Kaminashi-chan!”. The woman was slipping away, rapidly. This could never happen again! Sayaka would hardly have let it! “Kaminashi-chan!”, now she was demonstrating her own ascendancy over her friend. The premonition of her abandoning Sayaka had to be plunged into uncertainty, and tossing her arms around Nozomi was the simplest solution. “Sayaka, what are you doing‽” she retorted, tensely remaining in the position. “We already won the prize. We don't need to…”. Sayaka interrupted, “But, I want to! I need to hug you, Kaminashi-chan!”. Nozomi's face turned to stone in response, before relenting in a flash. “Well, okay, if you want to hug me, it's okay… but why not hug the monkey we won?”. Nozomi passed her the large, cotton-like figure, a chimpanzee with an adorable and affectionate expression. It seemed to completely shadow Sayaka's upper body, who had now started to bleat like a wanting toddler. “I want to hug you, not… not Monkicchi!”. “Monkicchi, huh? I like that name” mused Nozomi, who was now giving in to an encroaching Sayaka. “Anyway, why did you want to cuddle, Miyata-chan? Are you okay?”. Her tone was inquisitive but respectful and, for once, concerned. She really did regard her best friend kindly, although perhaps Sayaka had thought she was being ignorant. Was that it? Nevertheless, Sayaka blurted out in an oddly brazen effort, “Because I love you! As a girl- As a friend…”. In this novelty occasion, her wariness chose to overrule the chaotic trembling of her heartstrings, but if she told her true feelings to Nozomi, it would only have resulted in her harsh rejection, or at least she believed so. Her goal, her ambition, after a pause of discernment, softened her tone further in unassuming reply, “Oh, I see, Miyata-chan…”. The girl slunk closer, Sayaka’s body shaking like her voice only a brief period before. “You know, friends can do anything together as long as they love each other… And you said you love me as a friend, so you can hug me as long as you want”. The tenderness of the sentimental language she had used was unbearable for Sayaka, a glimmer forming upon her molten features. Needless to say, she had virtually become Kazane by expression: A scarlet damsel now on the verge of ebullition. Still, Nozomi inched closer and closer, cornering Sayaka against another vibrantly distasteful arcade machine. “But, something tells me you want more than a hug, right?”. Her voice had deepened into an intense undertone now. Sayaka shrilly squeaked, “Friends can't… k-do this!”. Unbefittingly of denial, the velleity in her little voice had become much too noticeable to Nozomi; It was transparently clear that she was enjoying this unprecedented event. “We’re not friends though, are we?” Nozomi chortled jovially, relishing in the impact of her words upon Sayaka. “W-what do you mean we're not friends‽” blurted out the poor girl, desperation suddenly taking over her every emotion at the statement. Did Nozomi really mean it, that she had no intention to continue their relationship? Then, as quickly as it began, the panic settled with a single reply: “Not without benefits, we're not”; It was this confirmation that distorted everything.
Her concealed smirk was almost infuriating, like a menacing hellhound, yet so innocent, as if that of a kitten’s contentment, to the point where it was impossible to understand how she was feeling or what she was planning to do next. Inscrutable were the ways of Kaminashi Nozomi, whose lips were enclosed around her best friend's, their tongues coiling like vicious adders. It was so sudden, yet so desired, and Sayaka needed to relent to it without a second thought. Her muffled notions permeated enraptured lips, “Kaminashi-chan… you're so mean! You can't play tricks on me like that!”. Her friend giggled while moving out of the kiss momentarily, “I'd never leave you for anything, Miyata-chan, and I'll do whatever makes you happy”. “That doesn't make you any less of a jer-” Sayaka murmured out in a perfectly interrupted cadence, her speechlessness returning from Nozomi's arms constricting her waist. “If I'm such a jerk then why did you want to kiss me so much, Miyata-chan? Even now, you're begging for it”. Her smugness had projected itself back onto her face, taunting and tempting Sayaka. “Sh-shut up or I'm seriously g-going to use my judo on you, idiot!”. Surprisingly, however, Nozomi's visage morphed once more at her words, but this time it was silent and withdrawn, pacified even. Her eyes glinted with excitement at the proposal, showcasing their ability to shine down like urban headlights upon her friend. She nervously tittered, her audibility increasingly lessening, “Uhm, I think I'd like that… Miyata-chan…”. “Huh?” Sayaka confusedly queried. Nozomi earnestly replied, “I was just messing about before like you said… but… I was serious when I meant that I love you too, and I'd like it if you could do that… a lot”. After her countless facades of dominion, this Nozomi seemed more defenceless, more vulnerable, like she was showing her true self to Sayaka again, despite their previous jeering and shared teasing. It was sincere, the usual sincereness of Nozomi that she had always longed for. She grimaced with enthusiasm at the claim. “Okay, Kaminashi-chan, but it'll hurt, you know?” the weary alert of hers warned. The line between throes and love was thin, yet the two sides were starting to intersect. Regardless, Sayaka could hardly hurt her friend- No, her lover. Despite still being rivals, their affection was surely impenetrable, an unspoken and ethereal bond that led them into compassion. To damage that bond would hurt them both, right? Yet, with closer inspection upon Nozomi's face, could this be a way to strengthen it? A fulmination of words shot into her head: “I'd never leave you for anything, Miyata-chan, and I'll do whatever makes you happy”. They were there all along, loitering within the secluded nooks of her mind, yet she failed to pay attention to them in the prior ecstatic banter. If she was willing to do anything for her, Sayaka would have to imitate the gesture, and that was absolute. “It's fine. Please, Miyata-chan?” Nozomi finally pleaded. “Alright, Kaminashi-chan, but you're such a masochist, you know that?" joked Sayaka, unknowing that the joke itself was only about to become true.
Attempting to be delicate, Sayaka threw Nozomi to the arcade floor in a violent hurtle, the latter’s body collapsing with a disgraceful air. For a former champion judoist, it had become nearly impossible to exhibit any lack of strength. In fact, she happened to be so weak that mangling another's body with a single throw had become a casual feat that she had to withstand pulling off, a phenomenon that happened to be one of the defining factors in her switching to keijo. Though, even in keijo, it seemed just as inescapable. Nozomi's arms were pinned to the hard ground, her body twisted like a twirling flag in a cyclone. “I’m not hurt, Miyata-chan. Don't worry. It feels good” the lunatic reassured, desire clouding her thoughts and still-beholding eyes. “Are you sure? I-I’ve hurt people in the past…” Sayaka trailed off in personal regard, completely anxious. Naturally, she would be, tossing the one she loved. However, a certain sternness from Nozomi eradicated her worry. “I used to fall over in gymnastics all the time, so you won't hurt me. Believe in yourself a bit more, please”. She was partially stunned, Sayaka, yet she realised the beauty of the situation for the second time; She could reign over her rival so easily, but she could also enjoy it. That is, she could enjoy judo. There was no tournament pressure or self-doubt anymore. That faded years ago. Her opponent, too, was already beneath her, pathetically strained, humiliatingly defeated. Perhaps this was true pleasure: The idealism of a sadist. She straddled her, the force of her petite frame sealing the captive, her legs encircling the circumference of her pale neck. Instantly, Nozomi started to gasp, her breath faltering via the constraint. She could even cry, albeit with stinging tears of submission. “Wow, you're really enjoying this, huh?” mocked Sayaka, both mischievous and unrelentingly immersed in the passion of the two. Nozomi, meanwhile, was mauve with the sheer delight of asphyxia, breathlessly convulsing, attempting to respond with her remaining strength, “I love being… I love Miyata-chan…”. Her torturer, embracing her whims, grinned before sardonically purring back, “Oh, I'm so delighted that you love me, Kaminashi-chan… Even though I'm killing you”. The phrase slightly unnerved Nozomi, even causing her spinal cord to buzz with a tinge of foreboding. Yet, her trust in the one strangling her irrefutably overpowered her rationality in a case like this. She knew to believe in Sayaka, no matter what, even during this unorthodox reign. All she could cough up was a suffering “Yes, thank you”, intoxicated and thrashing from her vice.
“Well, aren't you going to beg me or do you really want to die?”. Sayaka had become slightly more alarmed now, but she was also confident in her judo technique enough to prolong things further, satisfied by her partner’s obedience and its failure to give out. “Please… Ah, please save me, Miyata-chan…” Nozomi hastily yet painfully wheezed. Her face was darkening even more now, the glistening tears trickling down her face just as damp as the front of her skirt. Nevertheless, it was much more decent than Sayaka, who had now removed her own, along with a pair of striped, turquoise and white underwear, nestled below Nozomi's chin. She stared into the salmon ravine that met her, entranced by each hypnotic, fleshy layer, rendering her unable to focus on her constriction as a result of its shameless appeal. She'd never seen anything so femininely alluring this close, not even hers, and to have an intimate display of her best friend's reeked of intense delirium. Though, she was not the only one experiencing it; Sayaka's speaking had become raspier from the pleasure of her exhibitionism. “I’ll let you breathe if you use your tongue”. Leaning further into Nozomi's face, she pitched the crude request, harshening the atmosphere of domination, the lights around them evermore burning into a volcanic blend of illumination. “Yes…” Nozomi somehow uttered, a miracle considering the scandalous position of her throat being crushed between her domantrix’s enclosing thighs. She stuck out her tongue, now unable to talk, as a moistened opening enveloped it, awaiting the sensation of becoming lapped by her.
“Good g-girl, Kaminashi-chan…” a twitching Sayaka sighed. Her vocabulary had lessened in conjunction with Nozomi's freedom, and the two had reached equality again, yet she had acquired her breathlessness from a brief period ago. They had become one, gasping together with the next paroxysm, the next sleight of Nozomi's tongue, transfixing them within a realm of elysium. “Miyata-chan…” she gasped, “Can I…. Touch my… my area‽”. She had reduced herself to a servitude of dependence on Sayaka, and she asked her permission to undertake even the tasks that neither of them had control of. It was adorable, thought Sayaka, and she was completely devoted to the point of wholesome request. “Y-yes!” she chirped, despite having completely disregarded her prior control. “Kaminashi-chan, you're… You're so cute…”. She could hardly convey her thoughts, the ineffable waves of delectation mixing in a cesspool of longing. Concurrently, Nozomi had begun to reach her hand into the depths of her own skirt, searching for the source of her erogenous confessions. “Your t-tongue feels amazing, Kaminashi-chan!” blurted out Sayaka indecently, her brain still meandering in the dimension of contentment, too much as to think straight. “Do you like it? Does it t-taste nice?”. “Hm, yeah… It looks good…It tastes like nothing on earth, Miyata-chan…”. Nozomi was still mumbling, both because of her carnal mood and the gag that happened to be Sayaka's delightfully vulgar organ. Hers, as well, felt similarly enjoyable to her hand, which she was continually prodding into her lubricous insides. They were morphing together in a culmination of sweat and vapour, pressed together and coming closer. Close: It was true. They were close, as friends and as women. “Hah, I'm close… Kaminashi-chan…”. “Me, too, Miyata-chan…”. “Let's do it together” Sayaka rushed, her anatomy quivering in the teeter to ultimate bliss. Then, in a singular time, a singular place and a singular feeling, the girls experienced a resounding liberty- A climax, a modern representation of sexuality and desire. Millennia of relationships had been exemplified in this universal bond, shared only by the two. From the consummation of old to the enactments of the present, lust and love bequeathed had appeared before them, their bodies collapsing against each other to announce their fulfilment. Sayaka kissed Nozomi on the mouth, her breath still rapid yet steadying, contaminating her mouth with the fluids that she had just secreted. “Can we do this again, Kaminashi-chan?”. “Yes, I love you, Miyata-chan… As a friend…” Nozomi replied, smiling. She would have to smile to look at Sayaka; They were together, after all. “I'll be by your side, always. Count on me”. She stood up, slightly laboriously, before pulling up Sayaka with her hand. “Anyway, I saw this really cool rickshaw earlier. Want to ride together? We can invite Aoba-chan and Toyoguchi-chan, too, if you'd like. I heard they go super fast! They're probably kinda worried about us, huh? Or we could even play a bit more in the arcade. Maybe I could win some candy for us!” Nozomi waffled with enthusiasm, her usual self. Still, Sayaka had seen a side of her unbeknownst to anyone, not even her, something intimate that she had always wanted. With mirth, she confessed, “Yes, Kaminashi-chan. I'd love to do everything with you. We still have some time left, too: An hour of free time”.
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An Introduction (My First Post)
Greetings, Tumblr users, I am DocileChagrin by username! I did think for a while about which name to use for this account, and it simply fit. Some may argue that the combination of two words I happen to be fond of should not be a determining factor of what I decidedly choose for my username, but the coalescence of chagrin with docility is such an interesting concept. I personally think of it as chagrin expressed within the docile context, as in a willing embracement of humiliation, yet still with feelings of loathing or distress. In other words, it is almost symbolically masochistic, portraying my willingness to convey such intense emotions through my writing while also experiencing the sheer anxiety of sharing my thoughts and emotions so closely with others. Well, I highly doubt that more than a few people will even set their eyes upon my blog, but that fails to make it any less embarrassing! Nevertheless, if I cease to write with passion for that reason, I would only miss out on the true value of the art. Therefore, I invite you, reader, to delve into the inner workings of my own docile chagrin as demonstrated via the brilliance of language... If I decide to post. I cannot at all promise I will have the courage to put any material out there, but if I do, then please enjoy it wholeheartedly! Also, for those wondering why I chose Vladi Gasper as my blog's icon, I have to declare that he really does suit the "Docile" part of the username, and even the "Chagrin" part to an extent! Also, he happens to be one of my favourite anime characters that I have come across, so I only must put him in the spotlight. By the way, I chose the same username for my Sporcle account, yet decided on a different profile picture. If you know who it happens to be, I admire you. Anyway, I shall link it here. Again, I do not post much, nor do I make many Sporcle quizzes, so do not expect to find much except a few anime soundtrack quizzes.
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