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perhaps this is to document self love now

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I still want it (I drag its dead weight forward)

vs

I am letting go (I will not stop what has been set in motion)

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between Luke and Gabriel, Christopher and Gregor, I am amazed I made it through

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— Traci Brimhall, Dear Eros

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December 26

The more I am not with him, the more I crave a love that feels deep and divine and soul moving

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December

Things ended with him. But Life did not end. The world kept its turning. I will not be buried under the avalanche of my fears. I will not let this redirection kill me. I will not stop what has been set in motion. Only deeper love from here on out. Only deeper truths from here on out.

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December 26

Time will heal all wounds

And only deep and true love will bring flooding peace

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December 10

I know deep down he will not be the one to fix my problems. Only I am capable of that

But I walk a little lighter, move a little easier, knowing someone supports me so unconditionally as he does

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do you yearn

the question is — will I ever stop?

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Sarah Zuraiqi

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November 11

Sometimes my heart just swells at the thought of him!!!!

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November 9

So often I feel bent on finding the right words to show my love to my beloved.

When really what he craves is something words can’t do.

“I just want to hold you” he says,

when I ask him what’s wrong.

Sometimes it is more what is unsaid than what is said, I think.

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November 8

Some nights he gives me full body tingles

Just the thought of his touch is enough to make me tremble, raise the hair on my skin, make my lower half warm and restless.

I glow with wonder, I radiate excitement, just thinking about him touching me,

Lifting my chin, kissing me.

Cupping my face, holding me.

Making me feel so small and so wanted, so loved and so adored. Running his fingers through the back of my hair, feeling his warm breath against my skin, tasting his lips on mine. I want to wrap myself up in his thick biceps and melt between them. I want to be enveloped in his perfect chest and become one with him.

He makes me feel so wonderful. So real and true.

If only I could taste him now. Run my fingertips over his most sensitive parts, trail my fingers down his stomach, mark him with my nails, kiss his soft warm skin, cover every inch of him with my scent like he’s mine. I need him all to myself. I want to wrap my legs around his waist, pull him into me, make him feel so loved and like I’d never let go if I had the choice. I’d stay like this forever.

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If you’re serious about change, you have to go thru uncomfortable situations & stop trying to dodge the process. It’s the only way to grow.

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there is a love in which i will always know you, just incase you forget.

love elizabeth s.