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I just self-sabotaged someone because i thought i was ready and confident enough for a relationship. Whole time im just insecure and feel overwhelmed with closure. Intimacy just scared the hell out of me. I feel like I am not good enough anymore. I haven’t aten all day and been losing appetite through this whole week. Because my thoughts are eating me alive. I can’t concentrate anymore and genuinely feel like I am bothering. What a horrible feeling.

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You know what hurts a lot. Is being happily single for such a long time and just working on your own happiness. To suddenly have someone who has yet to resolve some issues come into your life and make you actually want to fight for something you never wanted it. I hate how we are at a stage where they are possibly in broken pieces and I come to pick them up, just to end up in pieces again. Gosh it torments me. It takes guts to accept this new version of myself that I had not experience. I tell myself that I should just enjoy the moment but it’s insufferable feeling like you’re a place holder. Fuck my life.

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me genuinely tweaking out when i see my fictional man with his canonical love interest

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When the age gap is older than me. 30 years apart.

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I drove today and I think I want to die. Why???? I hate driving, I just want a chuffer for life. Oh to have Joel Miller drive me round his truck.

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OMGGG THE NEW PICTURES SOMEONE MAKE A FIC ALRWADY WITH 10 billion scenarios 😝😝😝😝

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Omg domesticated Papi Joel 😛😛 I need the writers to do number with a dbsf Joel fic

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Love my necklace 😍😍Pedrito the fan service

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Rihanna the woman you are🧎‍♀️‍➡️

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*fics for me

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Me on any good thing I have happening because I’m alone.

Im crying

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This is so 🥹💗‼️

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What do you mean I can't just get pretty and do girly stuff for the rest of my life and have effortless mysterious income? You mean to tell me have to get a mortgage, license, a degree, and health insurance? Ugh

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I just saw someone write a dad Joel x reader fanfic like incest. THAT IS SICKKKK YA DISGUST MEEEEEEEEEEE. Pedro would be so disappointed. That Ian no damn kink that’s just crazy. Why is there so many incest fics??? Genuinely concerned

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Me with my reading glasses

My cat has asended to his true form: an old blind man