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#20

I know.. you did have a tough time,, when you experienced pain,, pure pain.. and in this hard time you made a lot of decisions to make it easier for yourself ..

now.. you become stronger.. independent.. seeking learning, hope and insights!

you are in a different place in the world .. I know it is still hard.. I know it's unpredictable.. and maybe sometimes dangerous..

But All you need now in this new road is accepting your doubts, to question your old decisions again, to value your own self, to have faith in yourself.. and to trust your new spiritual navigation system..

all you need is new answers,, answers that are honest, kind, healthy and useful for your new life..

all you need is a fresh restart.. and just make one decision at a time.

استراحة مستحقة.

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#19

At some point in man's maturity he escapes from his loneliness to the other..

He runs away from his established rules into doubt..

From his safe rest to life with its contradictions and ambiguities..

The individual sacrifices a narcissistic idea that tells him that the universe revolves around him and seeks to satisfy his desires, to the dilemma of the world mocking him / indifferent to him, changing with him/ continuing without him.

The process of maturation is accompanied by constant pain, and man is created ready to endure that pain, go through it, and then overcome it, a preparation that may turn backwards in moments of fragility and humanity that only an experienced person can understand..

Our escape from loneliness is in itself mature, and if it is called an escape, I call it a transgression and a crossing..

The question lies in the ability to make a safe choice.. Or admit a mistake and then correct it.. Or standing in the middle of the road, honorably alone, because all the choices of company available lead to the loss of your self.

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#18

It's annoying to realise that your life is being recorded in front of you and you're reading it like you're reading a book of your goods and bads.

I think that the nature of life is by transcending it, we first live it and then transcend it, by growing up, by learning, by soaking, by doing, by sinning, by forgiving, by forgetting, by thinking, and so on..

The idea that you can return to your old self*literally* from two years ago, while you are literally a new human being now, for me it is a terrifying thought, because I am not the same person but at the same time it's my name and it's my words !

And maybe it's exactly what make us worried all the time and that's why we are striving for perfection and idealization, because we know that what we are doing here and now being recorded on us, sounds and images can be recorded, so we do not want our image that we are trying to be, at the moment be shaky or not good enough, so the world and people remind us with later..

we forget that in the end of the day we are human beings and it is impossible to be Shorthand in one snapshot ..

We forget the fact that we are always moving , but the nature of virtual life is fixation.

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#17

There is no pure whiteness in humans, there is also a shade of gray that you will see whitish only if compared to what is darker than it, do not point to them from a high place, as a dirty shirt is originally a clean but it's an infected shirt, and we are all infected in one way or another dear!

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#16

Some decisions are so painful that you wish you hadn't had to make them at all ..

But when you stick to the principle and value behind those decisions and take responsibility for them and their consequences, the pain will inevitably pass, and you will look back for the moment of making this decision.. And you will be very proud of yourself..

Oh, my god.. How proud you will be, And full of love for yourself

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#15

There is a certain level of fear, if you reach it, all your fears fade away and no longer have an acceptable justification

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"People like Cassidy won't tell you when they're not okay.. You'll find out the hard way."

This is us

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#14

Bubbling eyes of anxiety, perhaps with his eyeballs he will one day see relief.

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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#13

Gather your pains before the day ends, as the wounds of the night will not be merciful.

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#12

Addiction is your brain's shortcut to answer All questions.

One answer and forever, so your brain's said.. And so you've believed it.

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#11

If you don't have mercy on me while you bandage my wound, it would be better for me to live with a bleeding wound until I find someone who won't make it worse.

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#10

The Choice of the person will remain incomplete anyway.

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9#

Realizing the illogicality of the dream forces us to wake up from it.

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8#

With every victory over fleeting lust, a light unfolds from afar.

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7#

There is no pure whiteness in humans, just as there is a degree of gray that you will not see whitish unless compared to what is darker than it, do not point to them from a high place, for a dirty shirt is originally a clean shirt, but it is infected, and we are all infected in one way or another.

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6#

One continuous note does not make a great piece of music no matter what its quality..

The silence between the tones, their diversity, and the sense of their highs and lows and their harmony together does.