dont-mind-my-brain

[dont-mind-my-brain]

Don’t let your spirit die

This is just a conflict of the mind

Is your heart alive?

You’ll overcome a conflict of the mind

[dont-mind-my-brain]

I don’t really read the endings of books.

Maybe just a while after last reading it, so I don’t feel too attached to the story. But sometimes I just don’t read the ending at all.

[dont-mind-my-brain]

how am I supposed to handle other people’s emotions

when I can’t even handle my own

[dont-mind-my-brain]

there’s something weird about existence

ehm

everything?

[dont-mind-my-brain]

the feeling when you see something so very beautiful yet you find yourself feeling nothing

and then you start telling yourself how extraordinarily beautiful it is

you start convincing yourself about it

like if you didn’t already know how beautiful it is

there’s still this piece missing

the most important piece

actually feeling it

so all that just makes you feel worse and so very disappointed

[dont-mind-my-brain]

I don’t know why but I absolutely love climbing on trees.

[dont-mind-my-brain]

Sometimes I just hate everything. All the sounds are too loud, everything I see is just too much, all the feelings are terrible. All I want is to have just a moment of quietness of complete darkness. Of nothing. I just want to disappear for a moment. I want to rest. I want to breath in and feel just my surrounding and because there is nothing around me. I don’t feel anything. And then I could try calmly getting back to real life. Which would probably be quite disappointing.

I don’t know