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I can't wait to write again.

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Havent heard from you in a bit, hope you're doing well friend!

Hey nonny!

Yeah, things have been stressful lately, and I was more or less staying off Tumblr for a bit for the TV series (I'm waiting for a crappy weekend or maybe after finals).

I forgor about my bullet journal for a couple of weeks so I'm gonna basically skip the rest of April and go right into May. Not how I planned for this month, but that's alright.

Other than that, I've been doing well for the most part. I'm hoping I can get into the writing groove soon and get Stimpaks updated.

Thank you for checking in on me! I very much appreciate it! 💜

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I got tagged to use this picrew by @robogenko ! Thank you!

I'll tag with no pressure @kharonion , @bigbraincel , and @baddmintonsart!

Two you might recognize, the last one is new! But pictured are Em, Mars (from Far Cry 5) and introducing Veronica Sherman, from a very very self indulgent fandom. Veronica is wearing army fatigues :)

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I'm with you! Currently dealing with a fear of bad weather and sirens due to a bad panic attack and its really tough during storm season

Nonny I get that so hard.

I'm more okay when I'm with other people. So if weather hits while I'm at work, I'm usually fine if everyone else is. It's when I'm by myself that it hits the fan.

Especially when these squalls come through.

I used to be okay with storms but ever since that first squall, I've been a mess. I am at least hoping this year will be better.

We can do this, nonners!

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A health update. I am sad but hopeful. I'll toss it under the cut. Mental and physical health below!

Positives and negatives are abound. A positive is that I've been on antidepressants for about four months now, and I can say that I feel myself again mentally. There's obviously bad days still, but I feel they aren't as extreme. I still get anxious but it's not lasting as long as it used to, and I'm really happy about it. I'm not saying I'm putting it to the test when it comes to storms, since I've recently developed an aversion or fear of bad weather, but I'm hoping it's not as bad once it gets less snowy and more rainy.

I've also finally been brave enough to schedule my first massage and it was life changing. I can't wait to go back soon!

Physically, though, I'm in a lot of pain a lot of the time. It does get to me sometimes, but I am trying to find ways to keep it down and do more self care than I have been, and listening to my body. I see a doctor soon who specializes in helping people lose weight with health issues and medications that prevent them from doing so, and since I have both of those things, I'm hoping this doctor can help me.

But because I'm not as active as I used to be, my body has suffered pain wise. Reading articles, blogs, and other tidbits of info helps me in the mindset that I'm not alone, but it's very frustrating to work so hard and only lose a little bit of weight.

I haven't given up yet though. I'm waiting for this appointment and then things will finally move forward.

I'm not looking for tips or tricks, I'm here to just kinda yell into the void. If people want to yell with me, I'm okay with that.

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please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.

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I finished out February today for the bullet journal (which will just be shortened to bujo from here on). I will even add a separate post on which themes I have picked for the year. I was really happy with the space theme, and had some fun with it. As the month will draw to a close soon, so will the theme. But here are the last two spreads that I did to round out

I don't like to include other months (like March) when it's a February theme. It helps separate the months out for me and I get to modify my spreads for a partial week.

If you want to see the theme for March, you'll have to stick around cause soon I shall reveal what it is!

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Those page spreads look amazing! I would be much too terrified to use my supplies, stickers already seem like such a commitment 😅

If you like, I can give some advice, nonners.

One of the things I do when I have a blank spread is to kinda map out where I want things before I start cutting/peeling/ etc. So, if I have a sticker I want to use but I'm a tad nervous as to whether or not it'll look okay, I'll just pretend it's paper for a minute and put it where I think I want it. Usually I change my mind about three times or so, and then by the time I'm ready to actually stick it on, it's there and I'm happy with it.

The other thing I've learned while doing this (I've done bullet journaling before, it's just been a few years), is that while yeah, a pretty journal where everything looks perfect and cute is great, it is okay to mess up. It's okay to try spreads out and find out you don't like them. Doodling is absolutely not my forte. But I drew a plant for the reading page where I have the bookshelves. I don't like how that plant turned out, and if I wanted to make it perfect, I would have found a sticker instead. Also if you want to know a secret: the calendar with the planets that I hand drew, I actually had some ghosting on the other side that I ended up covering up with some die cuts and a couple of opaque stickers.

So I guess the two big things with this is to: play with your stuff before you stick, and just have fun. Your journal is the best place to try stuff out to find what you like and don't like! I hope this helps a little, nonners!

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Is the bullet journaling going well?

Nonnnnyyyyyy

Yes, the journaling is going well. My book is getting BULK, which is funny most of the time. I went with a dark celestial spacey theme which is really fun. I got some stickers and some vintage scraps to really add to the vibe.

I forgot about some of the single sheets of paper I bought for the theme so I'll have to bring those out of storage. But the washi tape is so nice that I can't just stare at it.

I also received a gift of some washi tape and some stickers for an under the sea theme so I'm gonna include that pretty soon. I'm also thinking of making a poll for a few of the months or taking requests to make a theme out of, it would be fun.

Thank you for asking about it, I guess I forgor to update!

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Hope you are doing well!!

Hey nonny!

I've been doing okay lately. I'm still pretty busy with working, being in school, and trying to just balance everything with hobbies so I can have some self care. I even wrote a couple little things and showed a few friends.

I am planning on carving out some time this weekend to work on Stimpaks cause I do want to give it some attention. I've been feeling the itch again, y'know? The itch to write goes away from staring at textbooks and taking notes, but thankfully with a little bit of a lighter class load, I do have some time for myself this semester!

Thank you for checking in with me, nonny. 💜💜

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She boited my PEEPnis 😭

Who, and what now?

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Asks about your OTP

1. Who fell for the other one first?

2. Was it love at first sight?

3. Was it lust at first sight?

4. What do physical trait do they love the most about each other?

5. What personality trait do they love the most about each other?

6. What random everyday object/activity makes them think of each other?

7. What is something they’d want to change about the other if they could?

8. Do they get along with each other’s friends and family?

9. Do their friends and family like their significant other(s)?

10. Have they had romantic partners before?

11. Are they a healthy couple? If no, why not?

12. Do they have potential to be healthy if they’re usually toxic?

13. Do they have potential to be toxic if they’re usually healthy?

14. What song fits them perfectly?

15. Do they like the same music?

16. Do they like the same food?

17. What do they have in common?

18. What is their sex life like?

19. Would they ever lie to each other? Why or why not?

20. Are they interested in marriage? Why or why not?

21. Are they interested in having children? Why or why not?

22. Do you have other ships that resemble your OTP?

23. Is there top/dom and bottom/sub energy?

24. Are there any kinks or fetishes they share or don’t?

25. Are they sentimental about gifts they’ve received from each other?

26. What holidays do they like?

27. How do they feel about Valentine’s day?

28. Are they jealous/possessive of each other?

29. Do they like public display of affection?

30. Do they enjoy dancing?

31. What’s a perfect date for them?

32. How do they comfort each other?

33. Who is the big spoon and why?

34. What’s their favorite nonsexual activity together?

35. How do they deal with being away from each other for a long time?

36. What is their favorite place to kiss the other? (Cheek, hand, closed eyelid, neck, nose, etc.)

37. Have they ever hurt each other on accident?

38. Have they ever hurt each other deliberately?

39. Who gets hit on the most?

40. Who tries to distract the other when they’re trying to do something else?

41. Who is, overall, the smarter one?

42. Who is the sensible mature one?

43. Do they fight a lot?

44. How do they make up after a fight?

45. If one of them forgot to log out of their SoMe, what would their partner do?

46. How do they make each other laugh?

47. Are they extroverts/introverts?

48. Who would bring home a homeless animal?

49. Do they match outfits for special occasions?

50. Who would protect who in a dangerous situation?

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I'm very excited for February because I love the idea of a dreamscape/space/celestial theme. And the colors and patterns are really pretty

Project!

I've been trying to get back into bullet journaling again and I've started out strong. It lets me be artsy while still creating something functional. It also has like my life in it since balancing work, life, and school is increasingly difficult. So I have a place to keep myself organized and still brain dump some thoughts into it.

I have a green/floral theme for January. The classic blue themes are great but it's not for me.

It adds bulk to the journal, but this is also some THICC paper. It's only bled once but I was blending markers. So next time I'm not gonna blend so hard and find alternatives or just cover up the other side.

I'll do a reblog of February, since that's a celestial/space/dreamscape theme!

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Project!

I've been trying to get back into bullet journaling again and I've started out strong. It lets me be artsy while still creating something functional. It also has like my life in it since balancing work, life, and school is increasingly difficult. So I have a place to keep myself organized and still brain dump some thoughts into it.

I have a green/floral theme for January. The classic blue themes are great but it's not for me.

It adds bulk to the journal, but this is also some THICC paper. It's only bled once but I was blending markers. So next time I'm not gonna blend so hard and find alternatives or just cover up the other side.

I'll do a reblog of February, since that's a celestial/space/dreamscape theme!

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Do you want to see the project that I've been working on at my house?

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How does your OC handle conflict with someone else? Do they avoid fights, or are they aggressive? Or are they passive aggressive and only give the appearance of cooperation?