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UPDATE - life is great I’m not losing lbs but I’m losing inches so win win won’t be giving out cals for a while or food diary’s due to I had surgery and I’m under 300cals ;)

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I find it funny how I discipline myself and now I only eat about 5 bites and full ☠️gotta love life not complaining tho

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Haven’t posted in ages but guys this is my year full of lost love and hope so nothing to hold be back lost 14lbs already this month

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the feminine urge to lose 20 kgs, grow my hair out, dye it black and buy a cute pearl necklace all within the next 15 minutes

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I’ve finally got to the point where I have no feeling to eat could go days I feel and I just want to see it and hear it again that I’m finally enough that I’m finally worth it

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I feel like I did good today 😏

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Late upload this is for myself and myself only

Breakfast- 0 didn’t wake up till 5pm

Lunch - 200 egg wrap w Spinach and chipotle

Dinner - 300 vegan nuggies and fries

Snack -60 Apple sauce

Total 560

I know I barely counted my calories burned so could be less but I feel really good about myself 😅

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I really think this year is my year you guys I haven’t been hungry and only eat once a day and have a snack under 100 Cals 😌

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So I’m going to start posting again daily. My eating so I can be held accountable for my actions:(

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I’m a failure, I’m trash, I'm cold, I’m a bitch, I'm ugly, I'm disgusting, I’m a slut I’m dirty, I’m spoiled, I’m a monster and, I don’t deserve love and can’t forgive myself

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This song just speaks to me this is really how I feel about my problem

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This is definitely going to be my motivation pic for the next month 😩

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Wish me luck this is for me and me only I only do this once a year and yeah be safe 😘

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HELLO MY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE ☀️🌙TW

It’s okay not to be okay sometimes it’s okay to not love sometimes it’s okay to be yourself it’s okay to be angry and anything you want to be tonight after being 7 months sober into sh I finally gave in and might go forward with the process xoxo DB

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Haven’t posted in awhile remember everything I post is for me only just a place to get away I’m tired of saying I’m going to do something and don’t so I made a rona diet (FOR MYSELF)

Because I recently fasted my stomach has gotten smaller and not all that hungry (I’m huge as in 184 completely safe w my body type)

So I drink a gallon of cucumber & strawberry detox water added a little cinnamon,Acv and green tea sure good

I usually eat around 5 and I’ll have a huge salad or sushi maybe even cauliflower rice w beans and vegan sausages

Also I use Vick’s Vapor rub really been helping you put it on your stomach then put a waist trainer on then I walk for 2 hours 1 in the morning 1 at night

My ways are not healthy and they say you can’t have a eating disorder because you aka to big but I promise you that’s not true at all because words push me through it btw I was 230lbs a month ago so progress

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This was yesterday- Food Diary 😕 Im trying to do better

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