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the first time I ever tasted you —

it was like a melting sunset

your lips stood on mine

tattooing your name on the inside —

so i’d never forget

and every time i spoke of love,

i’d say your name instead.

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A Late Night Walk

Dreams of you are coming more frequently. And not just glimpses of you but dreams where you're the sole focus. Since December in 2016 I've been a big believer in signs and omens, and I can't tell if this is a sign that something is coming, or just tricks my mind is playing on me. Every dream is different but always centralized on one thing. You. One night I could dream about the past and memories of you that I still cherish, other times they're more nightmarish and end badly for either of us. But the dreams I have like the one from last night make me question my path. I dreamt that I ran into you in the oddest of places, walking down the street. You looked a lot more more world weary so I could tell thus dream was years into the future. I asked what you were doing here and you told me you were following the path God set for you. And that path surprisingly intersected with mine. We walked together for the rest of this dream and talked about how much our lives had changed over the past years and all that we had learned. The dream ended with you giving me a reassuring smile as we continued walking together. I dont know what this means for us but it made me realize how much I still care about you. It made me remember all the feelings inside when I looked into your eyes, the chills down my spine whenever you touched me, and even the sound of your voice which I thought I had forgotten. Whether this is a dream or a vision I'll never know, but I hope that whatever path either of us go down will lead us to whatever weve been searching for.

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STAY It's true that all that you know is all that you are You said that it's all that you want and more Fuck off and pour another drink And tell me what you think You know that I'm too drunk to talk right now You put your cigarette out on my face So beautiful, please woman Don't break your back for me I'll put you out of your misery Tell me that it's all okay (tell me that it's all okay) I've been waitin' on this all damn day (waitin' on this all damn day) Call me in the mornin', tell me how last night went I'm here, but don't count on me to... Stay a little longer if you convince me You tell me all the things that you have against me Every time we make up, the truth is faded Everybody's blind when the view's amazin' Damn, who are we right now? Can we have a little conversation? Figure it out with no intoxication We carry on, what is our motivation? We're never wrong, how the hell we gonna make it? Maybe we're used to this Tell me, what are we to do It's like we only play to lose Chasin' pain with an excuse I love that shit and so do you But don't break your back for me I'll put you out of your misery Tell me that it's all okay (tell me that it's all okay) I've been waitin' on this all damn day (waitin' on this all damn day) Call me in the mornin', tell me how last night went I'm here, but don't count on me to stay Tell me that it's all okay (tell me that it's all okay) I've been waitin' on this all damn day (waitin' on this all damn day) Call me in the mornin', tell me how last night went I'm here, but don't count on me to stay

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Ive been dreaming of you more and more. And every dream is more vivid than the next.

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I visited the place where we last met.

Nothing was changed, the gardens were well-tended,

The fountains sprayed their usual steady jet;

There was no sign that anything had ended

And nothing to instruct me to forget.

The thoughtless birds that shook out of the trees,

Singing an ecstasy I could not share,

Played cunning in my thoughts. Surely in these

Pleasures there could not be a pain to bear

Or any discord shake the level breeze.

It was because the place was just the same

That made your absence seem a savage force,

For under all the gentleness there came

An earthquake tremor: Fountain, birds and grass

Were shaken by my thinking of your name.

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I had another dream about you last night. This one wasnt as good. But boy was it vivid. It was like i was reliving the past, but it wasnt anything that happened to us. You and i werent on speaking terms, but we were living in the same house. Every time i looked at you, you turned around and walked away. And all i wanted was to make things right. We never did make up, but the feeling still lingers. I want to make things right and be a friend. Because at least then i could still have you be a part of my life. I know it's stupid and it most likely wont ever happen, but I still hope.

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Everything's Going Good

When we fight, it doesn't help to counteract the stress,

We're a light but we stack this mess,

I try to glue it all together I'll do anything to pass this test,

The frown upon your face implies that i dont act the best,

But I get it,

It all started when you were independent,

Got messages you supposedly never wanted sending,

It seems youre other romances were coming to an ending,

So i packed my shit, moved back in the town you were living

Given the circumstances I'm livid, it hurts this damage I'm living with,

Urks me dammit, just cuts me without a bandage,

Fucks me and the it vanished no love for me took advantage,

Everything you say goes right through me its like in Spanish,

I sit a lot, think about clenching up my fist a lot,

How much longer will all this take to stop,

I fake a smile, matter fact i fake my whole entire personality because i cant take the shit it makes me watch.

And everything's going good thats one way you could put it,

Couldnt take the mistake so you shoved a stake and you made sure its wooden,

Because I'm a monster and you know that, I told you that,

Don't you act like you heart wasnt gonna get broken back,

This mold we have is old and looking like some broken glass,

So hunched over with all this weight and it keeps getting stacked,

This and that, bitching at me "cant you learn to give me slack?"

Not so much that i get tangled up, catch my angle?

What happened to the spark? Happy from the start?

You keep looking at me with this dark, cold gaze and slap me in the heart,

I slap you back, and cause a massive attack,

I see your teardrop fall, on top of our love,

Plastic and fake, sad in the face but happy on the mouth,

I can tell you will break and start to scream it out,

But i don't wanna see you fall so i let it go,

No point in hiding it so i just thought I'd let you know.

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Her cheek brushes against mine,

Smooth on stubble for a moment,

And then its gone,

She walks along the platform as if in a dream,

Every fiber in me wants to shout and scream, "STOP",

To run across to her, take her in my arms,

To tell her "I love you, you silly, silly girl I love you."

But instead i stand still, heart cracking,

Those whisps of hair on the back of her head bouncing, as she steps out of my life, forever.

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Vision

I saw you in a dream last night,

You came to me dazzling as ever,

You were the sweetest apparition,

The most beautiful vision,

There was no reason,

No explaination for why you came,

But there you were,

The perfect hallucination,

And I stood there in awe,

Wondering how I ever got so lucky.

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Memory Flashes

As i sit in this chair, not ten feet from where it used to sit, all the memories come back in a wave of dizzying emotion. I can see you vividly, sitting next to me just as nervous as i was. Its funny how after all these years, it still feels like yesterday. Everything feels so familiar, yet so foreign, like walking into an old school as a graduate. Just from sitting here my heart is beating just as fast as it was almost 3 years ago. The feeling is so odd. But the memories are crystal clear. Like im watching an old movie in real time.

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Hello all! Im still alive! Its been way too long since ive posed so i thought I'd leave you with some WIP Batman Armor pics! Most of these hace never been seen so you guys are in for a treat! Enjoy! . P.s.: I'm still working super hard on Iron Man, but I'm waiting until i have a bit more armir done to show it off. . . #batman #batmanvsuperman #dawnofjustice #Batfleck #batmanarmor #cosplay #Pepakura #heroesworkshop #theherotutorials #foamsiah #evilted #thebobrossoffoam #dalidiy #dalilomo #cosplaychris #cosplayersdoitbest #seanxieng #itsjustcosplaybro #cosplayersofinstagram #wip #downtownfx (at The Batcave)

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COSPLAY GLOW UP TIME . The helmets you see are my 3rd and 5th attempts on making this helmet. The first 2 you can find deep in my instagram page, the first being extremely inacurate and my first time trying out bondo and resin (we dont talk about this) and the second still being extremely inaccurate and way oversized. The 3rd was my next attempt with the amazing pep file by @e60_fx and my redemption in the bondo and resin world. And while it was great for its time, it was also extremely big and bulky for my liking. I tried again a 4th time but that pep got destroyed before i could strengthen it. And now we have my 5th version which is not only scaled perfectly, but it's lightweight, perfectly proportioned with the rest of the suit, and so far, its a tad more accurate than the other. If you all ever feel like you can improve on something, do it! Make it better, never stop trying to grow and improve! . . Josh Brown Downtown FX . . #batman #batmanvsuperman #dawnofjustice #armoredbatman #Batfleck #cosplayglowup #glowup #pepakura #cosplay #heroesworkshop #theherotutorials #foamsiah #dalidiy #dalilomo #cosplayer #cosplayersofinstagram #cosplayersdoitbest #downtownfx (at The Batcave)

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Ps, youre unblocked on everything 😂😂😂😂