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By this point art block is merciless, but I'm trying to start drawing again sooooooooooo

If anyone would like me to doodle a bsd character, just say so. :3

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Dancing Queen 💃

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“i’m not a king. i just have a trump card”

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Sushi, honey, I think you should close it.

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You’re not stupid for writing that love, you have the right to share your feelings and thoughts. It’s not like you were trying to degrade someone.

I'm aware of that, thank you. Honestly I think it's stupid because it doesn't really align with my beliefs and I'm ashamed because it is literally superstition.... Also I don't want people to think I'm insane because of this slip.

Either way, I need to think about why am I like this currently and what is my mind trying to tell me. Thought I'd get some advice here but I guess all these people who follow me don't even seee on their dash (or they just don't care about my posts, which I assume is more likely, hell I even stopped drawing and posting for this reason)

Yeah. Sorry I sent off like this, but at this point I don't even feel sorry for what I'll post on here anymore. :D

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Ok I have the strangest feels right now and this is kinda the only fandom I can share it with and (hopefully) don't get tagged as a loon.

I think it's not a secret that Dazai is one of my least favourite characters in the series, but the thing is I absolutely, passionately hate the real writer. A person that is even older than my great grandfather. A dead man. With that "Mark Twain towards Jane Austen" type of hate, only for slightly different reasons.

Now weirdness kicks in. In a lot of my dreams I see that person, same guy who I think represents everything wrong with people in the world, as my protective...um...thing. In a few of my early dreams he was a literal father (the first one was so funny tho that I just laughed it out) and in most others he was possessing animals and acted as a guidance and soothing of a sort.

And I have no idea why this happens because I genuinely don't think I'm a horrible person, in fact I'd like to be the "karma" for horrible people, bringing them misery, but instead I get this.

Either way, usually in my dreams, the cat is either black or a calico and tends to bump my shoulder and then rest/purr on my arm rather than the lap.

The thing is, this same behaviour appeared in a cat from a few days ago. I was having a complete meltdown in the park when I was approached by a white and ginger cat (which I haven't even seen in my neighborhood before) that literally tried to make me follow it somewhere and then gave up, bumped my shoulder a few times and settled on my arm until I stopped crying.

Of course, I know it's a coincidence, but the thing that got me thinking about this after it all happened was the fact that right before I actually sat down I was approached by a dog (that I have also haven't seen in my neighborhood before) whih looked exacty like my deceased dog I used to have for years....and it also seemed like it eanted me to follow it (but I didn't).

I feel stupid for writing all of this (especially since I'm not usually superstitious nor religious) but I had to get it off my mind.

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listen, it was just asking to be made

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Kunikida: It’s Christmas time, you know what that means!

Atsushi: The happiness I haven’t felt for like 50 years?

Yosano: Everyone trying to kill each other on the dinner table?

Dazai: The sweet release of death?

Ranpo: The fact that I will only get coal from Santa?

Kunikida:

Kunikida: I was going to say “ugly Christmas sweaters competition” but you know what, we’re going to therapy now.

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Beneath the pressure of torments such as these, the feeble remnant of the good within me succumbed. Evil thoughts became my sole intimates — the darkest and most evil of thoughts.

Edgar Allan Poe, “The Black Cat”

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I am absolutely living for the art in the BSD Beast manga

I mean just look at this masterpiece:

soukoku be lookin' hella good

also the way the characters are drawn makes it look like they're wearing eyeliner and I am all for that

Dazai:

pls feed me more mafia boss!dazai

Akutagawa:

he looks oddly adorable like this

Atsushi:

he looks so badass uwu

Bonus Soukoku:

ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏ⁻

you can just feel the sexual tension

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Chuuatsu is GOOD and i will STAND BY THIS no i DOnT care that they haven’t interacted in canon

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“Permission?

I’m not asking for permission, Chuuya. You are an executive, and I am the boss.”

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To observe attentively is to remember distinctly.

Edgar Allan Poe, “The Murders in the Rue Morgue”

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kuniaku for the soul 💌🌷

the process videos for this are on twitter <3

https://twitter.com/hyaciinths/status/1253013004871925760?s=20

https://twitter.com/hyaciinths/status/1253017152334041096?s=20

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In Malinovka and the neighborhood there were tragic memories connected with this precipice… None of the servants went down to the precipice, and the peasants from the outskirts of the town and from Malinovka made a detour to avoid it… Yet he was attracted by the mysterious darkness of the tangled wood to the precipice, to the lovely view…

Ivan Goncharov, The Precipice

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Rin 6 — Hello, again winter dreams. by Pyaa

Raws:  strcysouls-archive (tumblr) Translation: @ce-la Typesetting: @awkwardbsd

One more! Awk typeset this at record speed.

Fitzy is one of the faves.

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🥳 Today is our 2nd birthday!🎉

In celebration, our members have been working on a special project for your enjoyment! We hope you enjoy Game On!, a free BSD mini zine! Thank you for your continued support! Click the link to dl!

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