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Hey

Same anon

I know that you must feel guilty for not spending time with him or being there for him.

Believe me I know how it feels but please you have to remind yourself that whatever time you did spend with him was Golden.

He is ALWAYS going to be there with you.

You're not looking at the pictures alone, he is out there somewhere looking at them with you.

Believe me I know it hurts and it must seem unreal and it's painful and you're hurting BUT you'll heal and you healing *doesn't* mean that you're forgetting about him.

Your grandpa sounds like such a lovely man! Please try to remember that earth's loss is heaven's gain.

I wish you peace

I wish you comfort

I wish the courage to face the upcoming days.

You'll be okay and you'll heal

Your grandpa is there looking at you, smiling and feeling soo sooo proud.

Ps: this is your account and you get to rant as much as you need! You're going through a hard time and we're here for you❤

Thank you so much, again.

We did have a lot of fun together. I do have a lot of very fond memories of him. He was always quite quiet but he did have that glimpse in his eyes and we went on some adventures together in my childhood. He was a very lovely man. The kindest ever.

Thank you for your time, it means a lot. I wish you peace and comfort too anything you might need it for.

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Heyy

I read about your grandpa and I just wanna say I'm sorry for your loss. I hope he rests in peace.

It's horrible to lose someone close to you. I hope you and your family recovers soon.

I know things seem bad and you feel like you'll never be okay again. But i promise you will be.

You'll be okay.

It's gonna hurt a lot but one day you'll wake up and it'll hurt a little less I promise ans you'll start to feel better.

He's there with you and I'm sure he is so so so incredibly proud of you.

I hope this is some consolation to you❤

Thank you so much for this message. Rationally I know you're right but it doesn't feel that way right now so that you for reminding me.

It's just so horrible. In one way I'm happy for him because I know he was lonely and sad in the end, since my grandma died. But I lived abroad this fall for university studies (it was something I had wanted to do for a many years) so I didn't get to see him for half a year until two last times during christmas. I told him that I'd see him soon when I was at his place for a coffee a week ago. He asked about me all the time I was gone and I hadn't told him about everything yet. The day after I saw him the last time I got the pictures back from my film camera I had with me and I was going to show them to him the next time I saw him. But now I'm just staring at them alone instead.

He was just the sweetest soul and so quietly humble and calm and so thankful for everything, even little things that most people just forget about.

But he had a good life and I try to think about that. He had a lot of people who cared about him, me and my cousins and my aunts and my mum and dad came to visit often.

I know that it will hurt less in a while, but I also don't want to not think about him as much, you know? But at the same time I have to to live normally.

I try to remember him and my grandma together amongst the flowers of their garden, with their cat who died a few years ago. It helps.

Thank you so much for this kind message and sorry for the rambling

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“I’m still that skinny kid from Brooklyn…”

STEVE ROGERS

- Captain America: The First Avenger (2011) - What If…? (2021)

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he’s gone now, since this afternoon

i don’t know if i’ll ever recover from this

and i don’t think i’ll ever meet someone with a purer heart than his. i don’t think i have met anyone else so kind and selfless and i don’t think i ever will

there was no one like him and there never will be and i’m absolutely broken

i am losing my grandpa right at this moment and i don’t know what to do but to tell someone about it

i’ve never lost someone slowly before. my grandma died suddenly

i don’t know how to live right now

he is so special to me

i love him so much

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i am losing my grandpa right at this moment and i don’t know what to do but to tell someone about it

i’ve never lost someone slowly before. my grandma died suddenly

i don’t know how to live right now

he is so special to me

i love him so much

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When you write something for AO3 and then see people chatting about it on Tumblr >:) Especially when you don’t have to same username so no one knows that it was you 

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Omg thank you so, so much! This is so sweet!! You are definitely one of my follow forever too! Please go ahead and check out this lovely human’s blog! It’s great, and there’s a lot more content over there than here hahaha

So 2020 was some year huh? 

Despite all the crap going on seeing these lovely people of my dash always brightens my dash! Whether we’re good friends, new friends, mutuals or blogs I admire from a far! Here’s my (kinda late) follow forever! Hope you all have a brighter and better 2021! 

Keep reading

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i know the new year won’t magically erase everything bad happening in the world but i hope 2021 is kinder to you all and that it brings brighter moments and healing 

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Life’s changing

So I’m moving out from my parents’ house officially tomorrow :-)

Feels very strange, much bittersweet

Pros:

- finally feeling like the adult I’ve been for a while

- living much closer to my friends

- closer to pretty much everything

- getting the full university experience (minus the bloody pandemic)

- living my own life

- being independent

- decorating!!

- it sorta needs to happen sooner or later

- a lot of my childhood friends have moved away already so it’s a bit unsettling/sad to walk around and see the houses where they used to live

- the apartment is cosy and nice

Cons:

- I’m close with my family so I’ll miss hanging out with them everyday

- MY CAT :((( My bby, I don’t even remember not having him, my best bro

- my cat is kinda sad, he knows what’s happening

- my dad’s amazing food

- just ✨memories✨, i’m sooo nostalgic and I’ve pretty much lived in the same house for most of my life and i’ve had such a good time here (thankfully), like i just keep thinking about old times and the fact that my childhood is officially over but yeah, i’m fine (-:

Conclusion: 

It mostly feels good but I’m probably going to cry for a few days once I’ve moved. Currently not trying to think about good old times and looking forward to the future instead

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Imagine a buzzfeed unsolved and harry potter cross over where Shane is the chosen one and does not believe in magic.

"Hey there death eaters, it's me, ya boy"

"FUCK YOU VOLDEMORT"

"I'm dancing in your forest. It's my forest now! If you want me out you're gonna have to kill me"

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HANNAH AND OWEN HAS MY HEART!

DANI AND JAMIE HAS MY HEART!!

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Choose your fighter

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THE HAUNTING OF BLY MANOR

SPEECHLESS. 

It’s bloody amazing, I flippin love it

I loved Haunting of Hill House too so it’s unsurprising but perhaps I love this a little bit more

Less scary, and a bit less heartbreaking in my opinion. It was warmer, I think although this series will always by so emotional.

I just have such a weak spot for stories that follow the characters for a long time, over decades (like Forrest Gump or the Butler) and the way this show handles life and death and time passing!!!! It so so so amazing. I am so inspired right now!! The QUOTES! The SCENERY! THE STORY TELLING! 

PERFECTLY SPLENDID

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Please do this personality test!!

It tells you which characters you are most alike (I dunno how well-known this is I just saw it on twitter just now)

Basically, I feel like I know myself so much better

https://openpsychometrics.org/tests/characters/

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The characters I’m most alike in Harry Potter, personality wise

One instance in which I like statistics (basically anytime I don’t have to make them)

But like THIS IS SO MUCH FUN! Really really interesting

https://openpsychometrics.org/tests/characters/results.php?data=T8rt97jNHy

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also trying to apply for an exchange term but it’s currently looking like i either have to retake the courses I’ve already read here at home but in English and in a foreign country or switch to cellular biology or something when my major really is political science >:(((((

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i absolutely despise studying statistics