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i dreamt i was in a Slavic country with my drug addict husband and i didnt want to take care of the baby alone anymore so i escaped out of the window and on to the street . as i was trying to adjust to driving over grass traffic laws, i met an asian looking guy who asked me if I speak english. I did and we snuck up back into my apartment as 2 alternative girls followed close behind. When I got upstairs I tried to shapeshift my face back to normal, (i was an older methy girl with an eyebrown piercing) and i accidentally gave myself extra eyes and stuff. Had to look up a reference to get it right.

Later went to the beach with 2 other friends. Skipped the busy part and went to this marshy area where we were rolling bowling balls down a hill into baby stroller. I realized my pubes were crazy grown out and I didn’t shave.

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zoe dream. Dreamt she was like peeling open or she was almost sliced in half. poured some liquid on her and it made her dhed and get healthy again. Watched my mom walk over and punch her in the head twice until she died afterwords. stressful.

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i dreamt i went back to my old work and there were trans ppl and people with bisexual and pan flqgs walking around the office and i sat in on a hiring meeting and i got really upset

i also dreamt me and mid shift were cleaning tays moms house

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dreamt nick and i ran into his ex he used to play minecraft with and they almost kissed and i was like wtf and then we all went camping together and a thing that i originally thought was a dog but had the body of a mountain lion and the face of a hyena kinda and it was coming towards us with a bunch of meat in its mouth so i pretended to throw a ball and nick and i ran back to the tent. He was acting like he knew what to do and i didn’t believe him. I was trying to look the animal up on google and i saw he was using my phone to try and buy drugs from like 2 different dealers. later in the dream i had children and the ex girlfriend wanted our kids to fall in love.

the dream before was there was a caterpillar on the ceiling and i was trying to catch it and it fell into my cup and i freaked out but it started slurping up my water very cutely so i went to look up what foods caterpillars eat and j got it cucumbers

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dreamt i stopped by a homeless shelter to rest but everyone could tell i wasnt homeless especially this one guy who kept trying to steal my stuff and yelling at me so i left with a grocery cart and began walking down the street and this large animal that seemed like a rhino was hiding in a tree and when it came out it had a huge missing horn with a gorey gash in the middle of its nose. it began fighting me for my food and groceries, eventually stealing some out of the cart and using these long tusk like teeth to grab a hold on the cart and not let go. i left the cart behind and seemed to bike or skate away, yelling at another biker not to go that way. i stoped by an outdoor mini ski adventure place, kind of like a skate rink but bigger. They were out of almost all skis cause an employee accidentally bought wax instead of skis but i remembered a display pair i had found earlier. It was weirdly a combo of skiing and roller blading but i picked it up p fast. i wanted to compete but i missed the window cause i assumed you had to prove urself inside. i watched the race which finished with each contestants mom pulling a rope that pushed them through the end. Losing mom was so defeated and shaking and crying.

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dreamt i became a mew after being stuck under an unescapable pool that was super dark but my friends found me and got me out and once i was out i could fly and once i could fly i became mew and i flew around my office

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1000 clay buddhas protesting for native americans

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deeamt me n this girl chloe had sex n a bathroom cause she kept peeking into it to see wtf i was on cause i was exploring an abandoned mcdonalds in this like super mansions top floor and she was the only person up cause she was in the mcdonalds gross bathroom so i went to hide in this like bedroom bathroom w a short door and a curtain and she kept poking her head through so i started making out w her and she fingered me im p sure i ate her out and then i passed out in the 2nd floor bedroom n someone was mad at me for not being in bed i think it was jackie and sofia got the vibe me and this girl who i found outs name was chloe were fucking cause when breakfast time was happening she was just rlly chipper and i was tryna act all cool also her hair was longer during breakfast and for breakfast it was like confetti sweetbread and i found a confetti sprinkle sweetbread marshmellow sandwich slice

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dream where Recxa is overstimulated so we go through columbia until we find a cove in a mediteranian resturaunt and sit basically under floor level and lay around

then were on a walk in a neighborhood and a huge gust of clouds are pouring in and i sheild her with my body as the wind blows

im walking around topless in a bowling alley and Recxa is naked and wants the other team i interacted with to play with us but im insecure about sucking at bowling then security is mad about us smoking but its actually not security theyre robbers and i give this guy all the cash in my wallet and he starts crying and thanking me and i tell him its ok then as im trying to talk secretly with this gay looking girl about getting robbed an annoying older white woman walks in and keeps interrupting so i snap at her and she turns evil and her tongue gets super long

later or around that time im being chased by pillow monsters who im fighting and i rip one open and a stuffed animal snake is inside ready to bite so i grab its neck and force it to bite the other pillow monster whos internal snake bites me but not hard enough to poison or kill

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third dream went to sleep understanding i may be undergoing werewolf transformation instead of death and let some semblence of a gardian take me through many complicated random beautiful scenes. First i entered the white room, my dreamless room and there was a sound but i assumed it was one if the ringing noises and when it revealed itself i devoured it and understood my desire for control must be matched by chaos as well. I got a test after that, my body was like a giant circus tent and a cat or white wolf entered. he layed 10 lights on the ground. they had to be put in the ceiling first attempt he throws and it falls n bounces on the ground. I was allowed to play out every scenario i wanted, second time i let it shatter, third time i let it shatter on him and kill him, fourth time i let it work and then i chose that. green light allowed me to proceed in a way that felt both calming and also a bit of a let down, like im not a real werewolf. I was then thrown into several random scenes, matrix style on a gray machine wall with people, indie bedroom blue eyed brown hair preteen girl green sweater, i think i ask her the point and she says do u want to go back to the nightmare u were having? and i say yes and physically feel the entirety of my body in real life light up with sparks and energy and adrenaline and i go in but i cant find anyone and i cant get my form right and its too hard to do but then i find my dog self. (in an earlier dream i am raped and brutally tortured and traumatized so excessively that i become dogified all i could do is say woof and my body became unnatural wirh paws with 7 or 9 toes and black claws and a strangely malnourished body with dog nipples and floppy dog ears and half lidded eyes and messy dried blood and cum hair thats frizzy and matted, in that dream i had a crazy poem i dont remember) I find my dog self and i approach her and i realize i am wolfie and she is emily and we hold each other and kind of like the earlier dream i can see us maybe merging together through a strange psychosexual psychedelic sequence or perhaps just hugging but it doesnt feel right and without thought i open my muzzle and put emilys head in it gently as a sign of love before biting down and eating her face off i then work my way down eating her heart and skipping past the various weak organs. I start inspecting her for better parts and when i find none i turn her back and eat whats left of her brain. I thank her for her heart and mind and decide there is nothing left to do and wake up.

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dreamt semi lucidly i found a set up made by pyrrha but then i realized it was a representational setup of feelings i had for her in my mind which made it semi lucid so i took a picture and i was like she would love this in real life how do i connect my mind to a printer so i literally moved the entire dream into a lets play sized screen and tried to control my mech into getting up and drawing this based on the photo i had in my dream but then someone knocked on the door and i realized i was being guided by someone to leave my body and i was freaking out so i ran back into it and woke up.

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kidnapped by a bunxh of guys in crazy custumes huge gang of creeeps and they were explaining to me that basically they got me through hacking me and Jackies phones to pick a resturaunt thats new and suggest it thats a fusion of things we like a lot ( korean and something?) and they got all our info and since our keys not a fob it was easy to make a copy and they broke in and got everything like all the information. the guy explaining this was like kissing me on the stomach occassionally too so i left out to look around the house majorly freaked out and upset and i guess there were guys in there who had befriended me to kidnap me and i saw them and i was screaming at them and crying saying “you guys know im gonna get raped right?!” and they looked at each orhwr and laughed and went “duh” (i had this known feeling in my head they were gonna all rape me in front of jackie) and then bunny suit guy and (maybe?) jumper man were leaving the house everyone was kind of leavinf the house so i was thinking i could start to escape. originally i was like ok they left the knives out but lms if theres any other exits here cause its the ghallagers house and i kind rememver sneakout points but it get very stairy and labrynthy at the top and the guy got up to look for me so i snuck back down and met his daughter who was a musician furry and i was like shit idk if i can kill her dad. and while im talking to the daughter my phones blowing up and its raining inside outside kind were in a garage porch ish area now somehowand i finally look and rabbit guy is live streaming and im getting notifications like “I SEE ACTIVITY ON HER PHONE! KEEP IT UP GUYS SHES JOINING SOON!” and i get this really sickening feeling so i run in and open the phone and its a livestream of miles paralyzed from being beaten getting buckets of water poured on him until he drowns to death so i start freaking out and hyperventilating and i cant watch so i close my phone and i realize im not hyperventilating im in a weird trap room where jake is drowning too like hes stuck in this weird water enclosure he cant leave and im trying to deactivate it but the control panel on the wall is a thermostat and im mouthing to him that i cant buf hes begging me to try so i just sit there and pretend and theni get a notif on my phone to which i open it and pyrrha is walking into my apartment and her phones tapped and im cryijg and screaminf at her through the phone because i know whats going to happen and then i wake up.

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dreamt i was working as admin for this juvenile prison for kids with special powers and one of them who kills girls i was tight with but hes also a chronic liar so he kept lying about his age but i kind of liked him

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dreamt i was helping someone run from a dog and we ran to petco where they caught it and this corporate man wouldnt let someone by a rabbit so i was trying to help them argue for it but the corporate guy was being a jerk about it and super cocky too and the table of people was so huge and i eventually said “i can always offer you more” and he brushed it off until pushing me further and said “what did you mean by that?” and to cover my ass i said “i meant i could work for you for free or something im not fucking you you worm of a man.” and i started hysterically laughing

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dreamt konig was hunting me down and people were keeping me safe and as i was running through this house this lobby hotel woman we throwing konig off qnd i escaped eventually through the hotel window where my tracks were obvious in the snow and ghost took a shot of whiskey with konig and slit the hotel ladys neck.

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dream ab a giant cosplay thanksgiving where like 100 ppl are in homestuck cosplay in a room

im bathing this hairless monkey dog who everyone loves

im hanging with this girl and aiden and the girl is really cute messy brown hair white tee fuzzy white leg warmers cool y2k gym shoes

cute girl gets expelled for putting faggot on her shirt but she is too autistic to defend herself or know why ppl r mad

zombie apocalypse with matt jackie and misha but mishas chilling in the car and the zombies are coming.

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dreamt i was so famous people were following me home and i was running up and round the hallways in my building and the paparazzi were following me until rachel pretended to sneak in and we did a tiktok where she was trying to spit water at my dad

also dreamt i was trapped on the moon and david oriley was there and he asked if i had seen his creatures (they were hot pink and ai generated) and if they ever evolved to art therapy but i said they all got stuck going to art school