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My art for the HeisenbergZINE !

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KARL HEISENBERG in BIOHAZARD VILLAGE PACHISLOT

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THE FOUR LORDS OF THE VILLAGE in BIOHAZARD VILLAGE PACHISLOT

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Do you want hugs? With my legs? Around your waist and your cock deep inside me ?

Just asking

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lying on his chest and stroking his dick while we have a sloppy make out session

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.... no ... no please dear whatever god in whatever abandoned strip mall we still call heaven, please tell me i'm not getting some kind of gross stomach thing right on the tail end of this gross upper respiratory thing i've had for like 2 weeks please god of gods you wouldn't be so cruel, would You? even to a saint such as myself, have i not earned my sainthood enough? god why please

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Date your partner. Compliment your partner. Don’t ever get comfortable because it’s been awhile. Quickest way to lose someone is to stop doing the things you did to get them. Keep the love going from the start.

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I know I’m a lesbian but- Karl Heisenberg could bag me if he lovebombed me

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sorry to say the heisenberg brainrott is real and taking over my brain, so i'll be writing for him for a bit before jumping back to the miguel i promised. sorry.

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Lady Dimitrescu

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me, incorrect: everyone is probably sick of me drawing this character by now...

my inner voice, wise: ah, but this cannot be... because I am part of "everyone"... and until I am sick of drawing them... it will not be everyone

me, opening a new blank canvas: ur so right

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Thank FUCK I’m so ready for me I’m drooling! 💕🙏 wishing you a steady incline for your meds and stuff tho, I went through a bunch of different meds for over ten years, I get it! Thank you for still thinking of us on hereee

So is YSLT over? Cause bro I’m salivating here. Obsessed with the beautiful writing and story telling, it’s so well written and noticeably distinct in your writing style. Gorgeous, truly. 💕🙏

But yeah I gotta know because I still love my boy.

Oh it's definitely not over, I've just been stuck on this next chapter for months because my meds have been in flux and I'm struggling IRL. Every time I feel like I'm getting my footing back and a sense of equilibrium, something happens. Honestly I won't say any more about it because at this point I'm scared I'll jinx it.

But no, it ain't over till its over, we're not even at the midpoint.

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the whole show

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Fly Me to the Moon

Summary: Blurb about a fight with Miguel leading to your realization about your feelings.

TW: Fighting, motorcycles

A/N: Literally a dream I had aside for a few strange details that didn't match.

The night was dark, but the city buildings were beautiful. All lit up with cheer for the spooky season and Halloween feelings. You and Miguel were walking through the mall when you happened to get into some argument. Something about being too serious and the relationship. You don’t even know how it happened, all you know is that you were charging out of the double doors with him on your heels and he was shouting your name. 

“Answer me, damnit! What did I even say?!” He hollered and you shook your head, willing the angry tears to stay in your tear ducts and narrowing your eyes at a group of young adults standing around something. 

“Hey.” You called out and Miguel stopped cold. “What’s that?” 

“The new electric motorcycle sky bike.” Your eyes found it as the stranger answered and you were stunned. You’d been in his universe so many times, but flying cars still shocked you and this was even cooler. 

“Do not even think about-“ he began to say and you stepped towards the group. 

“Can I get a ride?” You blurted out and two of the boys looked between each other before nodding you over. You rushed towards them and immediately swung your leg around. 

“Hey, you- let me talk to my girlfriend.” Miguel glared down at the boys and as they cowarded nervously, you snapped on a helmet. 

“He’s all bark and no bite, it’s fine. Plus, it’s not that serious, right?” You shot back and at that exact moment, the bike lit up before you instinctively grabbed onto the girl driving and held her tight. 

“That’s- that isn’t what I-“ he stuttered before you zoomed away, turning to see him grab one of those poor boys by the collar, slam his fists on something, and rush to his own motorcycle to follow you. As you flew through the air, it was like a magic you’d never felt. You were truly flying! Nothing beat the feeling of moving against the wind and looking down to see thousands below you. Obviously being a spider was similar, but this was dangerous and new. You shouldn’t be here, but you were and that was fun. A heavy, loud speeding sound broke your thoughts, and you looked to see Miguel catching up to you, but you frowned and pouted. His temper blew even more when he saw your expression and he growled. “Would you please think about what you’re doing?! You’re riding on a sky bike with a complete stranger just to spite me!” 

“Not everything I do is about you!” You shouted back. It was definitely about him. 

“It’s not even legal to drive a sky bike at night!” He continued and you got a thrill once more. 

“Really?” You couldn’t help but smile and he just huffed, trying not to fly into anything as he tailed you. 

You pulled your hair free and basked in the moonlight as everything felt so peaceful... until the sound of Miguel’s skybike dulled, which made you open your eyes and look around. You felt a part of you empty and numb a bit, like the best part was gone and you felt your chest shudder a bit. Was he the best part? That sounded like you might… you may love him? No no no, it was too soon, and he wasn’t ready for serious, as he made abundantly clear today from his snarky attitude and bitter comments. 

Biting your lip, you sighed as the warning lights in your heads began to blare and flash as you try to calm down and think straight, before the bike comes to a stop and you hop off at the mall parking lot. 

You wave off the girl and look around, but Miguel isn’t there anymore and you shake your head. You made a mistake, you need to apologize. Swinging through the sky once more, you flip and thread through buildings like you had a million times before and swung into his apartment through the open, waiting window. You watched his tense figure standing by a glass of wine, white t-shirt and gray sweats telling you he was clearly about to go to bed, but you froze. As his eyes met yours, you couldn’t even speak. The reality of your feelings hit you like a ton of bricks and your world was swirling your brain, your palms now sweating. Were you even breathing? You were perched on his kitchen island, the impeccable white marble all over making you feel dirty and gross, like you were an outsider or a bacteria. You pounding chest gave you a heaviness that nothing could overtop and the noise of your own blood moving in your body made you dizzy with a headache. 

This was a mistake. Coming here was a mistake. You love him, and he isn’t ready for this. For you. Your stomach lurched and you thought you might throw up right here on his stunning clean countertop, before turning fast and launching yourself out his window once more. 

“Wait!” He shouted and rushed to follow suit, also flying through the cool air of the night and latching his web to you before pulling your body to him. His hand found the back of your neck and pulled you in for a harsh, needy kiss and that sealed it all for you. The wind whipping your hair in every direction, the cold against your cheeks, his hands in your hair, on your waist, made you practically giddy with overwhelming love and emotion. You opened your eyes slowly and he stared back before slinging you both to a stop and catching both of your bodies in a safety web. “Stop running for us.” 

You nod and tuck your head into his chest before just pulling him close once more. You could handle a little longer, and you were hoping for something more serious from him, but you could be casual for… truthfully? However long it took… because you loved him, and that’s all that mattered.

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“I think I’ll keep you” Ch. 3 flashback

for @twwcs my sweet 💖 this brought me back from not having drawn all summer long so thank you 🙏 Reblogs and comments appreciated!

any other scenes I should draw?? ✍️