dudosha

[dudosha]

[dudosha]

Had a dream of him last night now I got the biggest crush on him 😔✋

[dudosha]

🧩 Time for headcanon

Suguru Geto

• His love was demanding, almost predatory, restrained by chains of gentleness and tact.

• He didn’t need words. They didn’t move him. Declarations, promises, tender speeches — all of it was just noise to him, like the rustling of leaves on a scorching summer day. Suguru wanted to feel the cooling relief that soothed burning doubts.

• For him, love was a living, visible phenomenon. It showed itself in how tension left his partner’s body as soon as he drew near. How the tremble in their voice disappeared the moment he spoke. How a restless gaze gradually calmed, finding refuge in his eyes.

• He wanted to see someone's confidence dissolve in him, to watch their tension break apart in his presence, like a storm meeting a quiet harbor.

"Don't look away. Look at me, in my eyes."

• His love was selfish, but not out of malice. It was a desperate attempt to prove to himself that he was needed. Suguru wanted his partner to find salvation in him, a foundation, to breathe easier with him. He sought strength — the kind that seems unshakable on the surface but, in his embrace, softened like a sea breeze quieting at the shore. Suguru longed to witness his partner unfolding in his presence.

"I'm here for you."

• To him, this was the ultimate expression of love: sensing someone finding peace beside him, like a forest taming the wind. He waited for it to happen naturally — or at least to appear so.

• And yet, this yearning was insatiable. He consumed this love the way a curse absorbs others' pain. But no matter how much there was, he always felt a void. Somehow, he believed it wasn’t enough. That *he* wasn’t enough. For Suguru, love was a battle. Not with his partner, but with himself. A battle to believe he deserved it.

Two feet

- don't bring me down

Yo, I'm finally awake. Consider this the preface to the sfw alphabet, which I will try to post in the morning.

[dudosha]

Geto Suguru as the Fallen Angel after Alexandre Cabanel (1847)

I started working on this in December... Then put it in the slow cooker. More details and the print under the cut!

If you're interested in a print, you can find it here!

[dudosha]

oh!

[dudosha]

I do not pretend to the accuracy of the information. These are my observations and knowledge of the topic under discussion. I will be sincerely glad if you complete or correct me!

What are your fish for? What other hidden meanings are there in the ending? The two-second moment with the snail is our everything. I never cease to be amazed at how thoughtful everything is from start to finish in "jjk". Wherever you poke, you can dig and find interesting details and references. Even the rain is not just in the ending, you know? In general, it turns out that Suguru's totem "animal" is a snail. Now live with it.

In general, the pictures in the first and last slides should be animated, but TG eats up the quality so much that I had to leave them static, so don't blame me.

Thanks for reading!

[dudosha]

I managed to edit a little, change the font (and even add something) so that the text became readable. I apologize for not noticing the problem right away. Since I was designing it on a tablet, it seemed to me that everything was readable, and then I looked at it from my phone and said, "Oh, it's awful." But I can't enlarge the text anymore, since I broke it in terms of atmosphere and meaning, and there are too many pages.

Please, if you are interested, use a translator. I was very afraid to translate, since I do not have the necessary level of knowledge to do this. Sorry.

➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖

Time to reason🙏

As for me, the Geto family is structured, even like a model Japanese family, but only from the outside, of course. Father Suguru, as the true head of the house, is at the helm. He appears to be a strict and reserved man. It is fundamentally important to him that everything works like clockwork. No mistakes (and if he made a mistake, then this mistake was made by him). The man raised his son with the same mania for perfectionism.

On the opposite side was Suguru's mother, who was always comforting the child after yet another conversation or strict lesson from his father. To entertain her son, the woman taught him to cook or quietly played with him.

This terribly irritated Suguru's father. How does he raise a man, a worthy successor, if his mother is always coddling him?! Because quarrels in the house were not uncommon. The boy blamed himself for this every time and vowed to one day become big and significant, as his father wanted, but only in order to protect his mother. It is necessary and follows that the sorcerer's self-criticism and tendency to withdraw into himself.

I really like the idea of ​​Suguru's parents being different. Considering how sensitive he grew up. After all, living on "tectonic plates", they learn to adapt and determine by just one rustle. However, do not think that I am exaggerating and painting Suguru's childhood as dark. No, but it is a problem. I would very much like independence to show some codependency between the hot-tempered and melancholic personalities. And between their types, opposite in his emotional spectrum, Suguru was squeezed. It is not that adults did not care about their son's condition after their skirmishes, rather they themselves could not find an emotional balance, and therefore did not attach special significance. "A quarrel and a quarrel. Not the first and not the last. Others have worse." But the most interesting thing was how Suguru saw his parents when he decided to kill them. If they were more caring and thought about the consequences of their thoughts then in the child, this would have been a "stop" lever for the broken Suguru. He could not find anything in the "monkeys" except ignorance. Even in natural parents.

• Father as the embodiment of ignorance. A man's anger and inability to control himself as his "sins", for which the son will judge.

• Mother as a "victim" who will be a victim at the heart of the new world.

It is especially interesting that this concept looks like this in the twentieth year after Suguru put on his monk's robes after all this.

- You always protected me. So do it one last time. Let me protect myself from you

These are how I imagine Suguru's last words to his mother.

➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖

That's all. I don't know what kind of impulse carried me away, but I'm glad that I was finally able to finish this part of my reasoning about the Geto family. In the process of writing my story about how parents learned about the way their son was raised. I'll try to format it and make it READABLE🫂

(Well, what can you expect from me, an ignorant monkey)

[dudosha]

just think what a scary technique it must actually be... The concentration of all curses, negative and vile human emotions. Br, I'm looking forward to the screen version of Kenjaku's territory expansion, which will be the epitome of the peak of the Suguru technique.

Cursed Spirit Manipulation - Maximum Technique: Uzumaki

[dudosha]

🧩Random headcanon:

Suguru Geto...

•had excellent handwriting. Suguru's father often pestered his son after work and personally tested his knowledge of kanji. Thanks to this, the boy has a good memory.

[[Remember how you did homework with your mom? It's exactly the same here, only dad.]]

•loved listening to his mother's fairy tales. He told many of them to Mimiko and Nanako before bed and recalled his childhood with an awkward smile.

•was not accepted by some of his classmates. Due to the fact that Suguru could see some "monsters", the children considered him strange and abnormal. Not to mention the pressure on the boy's parents, like, your son is intimidating children. Visits to a psychologist, conversations with parents, comments from teachers, and over time, Suguru learned to pretend that he didn't see any "curses" at all, that these were all childhood pranks, now he's normal, like everyone else.

[[I'm in the process of writing a story about Suguru's childhood, and this moment will be revealed in more detail. So for now, catch this little spoiler for my thoughts]]

• wasn't an excellent student, although he studied very well and knew a lot thanks to his natural curiosity. At random moments, he could turn on the "actually🤓..." mode. But Suguru did this not because he was tedious, but simply because he wanted to look at the puzzled faces of those he corrected. Therefore, it is not surprising that some of the guys from the class turned to Suguru for help with their homework. And he was glad, because his mother taught him to help, because this is how you can win the favor of your peers and be one of them.

•before transferring to Tokyo Jujutsu High, he was a member of the school basketball club, but he was a real "miss" and couldn't hit the hoop. However, thanks to his observation and analytical skills, Suguru was content with the role of point guard.

[[This is quite interesting. It turns out that basketball is widespread in Japan, which surprised me. So I thought about it and came to the conclusion, why not. In the end, there was a cool scene between Suguru and Satoru in the gym during a basketball game. Just imagine little Suguru running with a ball and knocking down members of the enemy team. Considering what a little rebel he is inside, this sport is perfect for him.]]

•showed a special interest in history and literature.

•couldn't stand biology lessons, because bacteria, protozoa and insects looked like curses.

[["Why is this real, but what I see isn't?!"]]

•dreamed of working in law enforcement when he grew up, or becoming a detective. The boy was inspired to do this by the anime "Detective Conan". Even as a teenager, Suguru continued to watch it, and Satoru only made fun of his friend's "childish" preferences.

limerence - yves tumor

[dudosha]

Drawing Geto is my default

[dudosha]

There was a cute trend going around on Twitter and TikTok recently: "every moon should have its own sun." However, I was confused by the fact that in many, if not most, edits/arts, Suguru is the Moon and Satoru is the Sun. I want to argue with this a little and reason with you. To more accurately convey my feeling and vision of the character's aesthetics, I made a small collage. It would be nice if you shared it in the comments~

For me, without a doubt, Suguru Geto has always evoked and evokes associations with early morning, when the Sun has not yet risen, and its rays are already dissipating in the cool fog. The darkness melts, spreading across the sky in purple and pink colors, and the gold of light continues to decorate the firmament. This is a moment of contemplation, when the boundary between sleep, serenity and anticipation of the coming day is violated. His ghost slowly approaches, lazily descending the stairs of rays, and each of his steps is heavier than the other, trampling all the uncertainty and obscurity of the night. The clarity of the day will reveal new paths to the gaze and lead along them until the onset of darkness. However, the morning is gloomy, it can only set the direction in the pre-dawn twilight.

〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️

Such a dawn for many was Suguru. He guided Satoru, became his guide from the lonely world of "you are the strongest" to "you are our friend", the world of feelings that the latter learned to understand. It is obvious that Suguru united Shoko, Nanami, Satoru and Haibara, guiding and balancing each (especially his beste). He was that very dawn, uncertain and foggy, cool and stuffy, light and soft, but, most importantly, cutting through the darkness (the darkness of Satoru and Shoko's loneliness, yes, let's not forget about her. She suffers too because of her weak empathy or imaginary alienation). Suguru Geto is not only about depression and the difficulty of choice or lack thereof, "dark times", no, it is about "finding yourself", choosing your path and meeting the dawn of a new day, a new beginning in your life (now we are not talking about how correct this choice was, I am talking about the "exit" from the state of uncertainty and self-identification).

It is especially noteworthy that at night an incident occurred in the village, when Geto broke out of the oppressive shell of a "convenient sorcerer" and sprouted at dawn, like a flower revealing his "beauty" to the world in the form of an idea of ​​​​a paradise for sorcerers. However, this flower was not destined to bloom...

Murasaki Shikibu

The obscurity is disturbing:

What really happened?

In the deceptive gloom

Of the pre-dawn sky, the flower "morning glory" looks out.

A most beautiful poem, which, in my opinion, is insanely suitable for Suguru Geto, reflecting his state at the time of the fateful night.

When Suguru left, "dark" times came for Satoru, he was again divided between worlds, because his "grounding" (oh, I really like to call Suguru that, as for me, it fits perfectly with his relationship with Satoru) was gone, his Sun did not rise, and the darkness of loneliness did not recede. All that was left for the strongest to do was to project, reflect the light of Suguru's morality, like the Moon, preventing the new generation of sorcerers from getting lost.

It would seem that such trivial things that do not require special immersion in the manga to find arguments and special details. You just need to calmly read, and not "bite" excerpts from the above-mentioned social networks in order to compare the images of the characters with each other. Of course, there are as many opinions as there are people, which I certainly respect if they have a basis. Perhaps I missed details somewhere or turned out to be too categorical - only you can judge. And as always, I will be glad to read your comments and opinions💜

Suguru imagined that he was able to illuminate the earth like the midday Sun, burning out his order, for which he eventually paid

bruh, i forgot to add the song that i associate with suguru

[dudosha]

“Do you know why we are called Special Grade, it’s because we have the power to destroy a nation!”

It’s ironic that in the world of jjk, power is measured not in terms of usefulness, or power is just power, but in terms of the threat that a particular sorcerer poses. He can be as kind and efficient as he likes, but for the authorities, a sorcerer of special rank is tantamount to a curse that must be kept at gunpoint.

Well, since we're talking about the strongest, I dug up some interesting answers from Gege for the Jump Giga Autumn magazine for 2022. Yes, even though so much time has passed, I can't help but add them to the channel. At the time of the interview, 202 chapters of the manga were released, the last one was dedicated to Kenjaku's battle with Choso.

I read it and immediately felt proud of Geto. Both his technique is awesome, and he has one of the strongest grips. Well, my baby. Moreover, this only confirms my headcanon that after the battle with Toji, Suguru began to kill himself with training so that no "monkey" would dare to pose a threat anymore(つ･･)つ

Kenjaku was just one of those who appreciated Suguru's grip, hee hee)))

pretends she doesn't want to either

[dudosha]

It seems to me that Gege created Suguru to the songs of Lana Del Rey, otherwise I cannot explain why they are so perfect for each other

tt: @aotics

[dudosha]

tfw "popular" fanon becomes so embedded in a fandom & discussions within fandom spaces that people just start treating it as the default and all interactions with others are coloured by this interpretation. have you considered that I actually don't subscribe to this take, which is nowhere in the source material? wait nvm, clearly not.

[dudosha]

Suguru 💔

[dudosha]

[dudosha]

for geto week 2022 day 4

prompts were: sacrifice / liminal spaces / psychological thriller / horror / "he simply wants to be dead. again."