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the worst person you know has found god list (updated):

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kittens mom did NOT do porn but she did look like this in the 90s

this is lambs mom

this is bunnys mom

foxys mom (mind u she was a teen mom shsjsj)

pups mom

kais mom

bambis mom

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youll pry the soa x obx au out of my cold dead hands

anywhomst this is samcro!reader who’s family has been in it since the beginning but her issue is her family is all girls, shes the oldest, parents are locked up or hooked on something so her dad begrudgingly taught her everything but shes not a full member of the club even though realistically she should be. bitter over it and very machiavellian so shes always in jjs ear like a silent partner telling him what she thinks he should do.

problem is hes pigheaded and frequently does the exact opposite. leads to a lot of “i told you so” moments and shes even sets him up to prove a point. despite all that he still trusts her and hes the only one, everyone else sees her as a snake who they keep at arms length due to her dreams reaching far above her station.

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Raccoon tells her grandpa everything, maybe too much at a time. When she and Topper started dating, she would talk to her grandpa about him and how she thought he was a bit boring; her grandpa, being the #player he was back in the day, told her to get a second boyfriend. She obviously thought he was crazy, but nonetheless, she considered it heavily. Then she remembered how sweet Rafe had been to her before she and Top got together and started seeking him out. Thus began the relationship of Sneaky Link!Rafe and Raccoon!!!

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!!!!!

HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH😁

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john b will do shit like this then wonder why puppy crashes out when he says he’s getting back with sarah:

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i like to think that if jj’s ended up with a women parent figure instead of a male parent figure, it’d be like fezco and his grandmas relationship, am i the only one or no

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ooooooo NO I SEE THIS like idk i think jj doesnt have a very big mother wound like at all idk what they was doing in s4 but a female parent figure would have softened him a lot i feel! esp if she was tough one who really nurtured jj itd be so interesting to see him be fuckin wild running the streets w his friends but coming home to like his aunt or grandma like “haiiii 😁”

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raccoon!reader

inspired by the one and only @hrryp0thead i love raccoon!reader. can't wait to see what she'll get into.

not really a pogue because she goes to the kook academy but not really a kook because her parents business is on the cut.

she's bigger than than the other girls at school so the only attention she really got was from creepy older men. once she grew out of her awkward phase (she kept the raccoon hair) and traded the minecraft hoodie in for a mini skirt, she became the torturous image that most guys at the kook academy jerked off to.

how could they not? she's the image of femininity and softness when she wears a dress or a short skirt. thighs they could use as leverage while they plowed her into oblivion. skin just waiting to be marked and bruised. plush lips that would feel so good kissing them all over. but it's not like they would ever admit it.

it wasn't until rafe cameron started being sweet on her that she realized people had actually been paying attention to her. she knew rafe wasn't completely real with her, that he'd never call her his girlfriend. that he would never fight for her with the people most important to him when they inevitably said "she's a sweet girl but..." that doesn't mean she doesn't like the attention. no, she loves it. she knows what she's getting herself into.

this whole time, she doesn't realize that topper has been pining after her for years. topper doesn't realize it either. he's a nice guy. he never treats anyone from figure 8 terribly and until the whole drama with the pogues, he was trying to be civil with them. he tried to be cool with everyone which is why he couldn't understand why his stomach churned at the sight of her grinding on his best friend.

"i'm gonna get us a drink." rafe moves some hair from her ear and leans in close.

she leans back and looks at him with a smile. "okay."

as soon as rafe is gone, topper swoops in.

"hey, you." he stood behind her, close enough to feel her body heat but far enough not to come off as creepy.

it was a pleasant surprise when she danced her way closer to him. "hey topper." she was drunk already, cheeks all red and makeup slightly smudged. "what's up?"

he places his hands on the soft curve of her waist and leans into her ear. "don't do anything with rafe. he's using you."

it catches her completely off guard and now she's flushing with embarrassment and all the insecurities she had managed to push away before topper had it all come rushing back. "why're you saying that?"

"because he doesn't deserve you. i don't want to see you get hurt." as topper is saying this, he locks eyes with rafe across the floor. his grip on her tightens and he watches his hands sink into the flesh on her hips.

"that's nice and all topper but i don't care." she pushes herself away from him, temper starting to boil with help from the alcohol. she and rafe meet in the middle, exchange a few words and then he's leading her upstairs and the two aren't seen for the rest of the night.

topper goes and presses his ear against every door until he hears the sounds of her squealing and rafe grunting and skin smacking together as rafe fucks her silly. he could have stayed there all night just listening but people kept walking through the halls and he didn't want to look like a weirdo. still, he doesn't trust rafe with her and is making it his mission to get her away from him (so he can have her for himself).

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bunny if she was with jj instead

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oh he for SURE is showing you how a man should treat a woman and making you cry from eating you out.

dont let john b be a single dad with a beer belly and a full beard bc i'll fuck him

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and do NAWT let john b see my boyfriend dropping me off because he will give me a long winded lecture about boys and men and being a good girl which ends with his tongue down my throat again.

dont let john b be a single dad with a beer belly and a full beard bc i'll fuck him

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lamb learned how to block her family and church members so now she doesn't know how to act.

lamb!reader's insta

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lamb is so obsessed with bambi like literally she always think somebody wants her gf when literally nb want that psycho girl but her … like mf gets wet just looking at bambi in her sleep

i was telling weathyr this but what makes this so funny is bambi is absolutely disgusted by lamb. she loves calling her a "freak" and a "thing" like "barry get this thing away from me im doin somethin" but shes so horny when she says it. she thinks shes disgusting with her big wet eyes and mewling little voice she loves her. she looks down and sees this squirming little thing still covered in amniotic fluid clinging and suckling at her and she loves it.

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this is how sarah kisses lamb

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he also gets super pissed off if he comes home and finds you in his clothes because you're a fucking lady so act and dress like it. he buys you so much clothes and does not give a shit if you think it's cute or comforting. go put on that slip dress and if you're lucky he'll think about buying you a VS pj set.

he still thinks its too "masculine" though.

how rafe dresses you: loungewear/underwear

again with this hyper feminine ideal. he believes so starkly in gender roles that even in whats supposed to be the comfort of your own home you have to look perfect. matching sets only, lace, soft colors but its still simple he doesnt like fussy shit. no pajamas only slips you may get lucky with those skims onesies on your period. you want to wear flannels and an old t shirt so bad.

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Raw, next question.

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i definitely lean towards the first theory as to why ward is #likethat. i feel like throughout the series ward has kind of cast her into the "little wife" role and if the writers weren't pussies they would have expanded on that. i mean he has a strong role in all her relationships. approving, disapproving, and defending her (i.e. when topper calls her a whore). so i can definitely see him chasing a ghost because sarah looks just like their mom but rafe is the one who acts like her.

like when rafe breaks down in the bahamas, i think ward tells him to man up and stop crying because when he looks at him in the right light, all he sees is his late wife who had very similar breakdowns. rose calling out rafe's behavior and saying there was always something wrong with him and ward defending him? ward takes it as rose insulting his late wife rather than pointing out a concern.

maybe their mom had a habit which makes it that much harder to look at rafe and that much easier to bail him out to barry. he wants to protect rafe but he also can't go through it again. he chooses to not acknowledge rafe's crumbling mental state because in his head it would be like looking right at the thing that killed his wife.

so between sarah reminding him of their mom with her looks (and needing to groom her into the perfect little wife) and rafe being the manifestation of her spirit, wheezie is just an afterthought.

ward can't project his memories and fantasies onto wheezie and he can't hate her because she's not like rafe, so she just falls through the cracks the same as the middle child.

maybe wheezie, louisa, was named after their mother and they can't even say her name anymore so they just call her wheezie.

I’m here with another “think piece” bc I don’t think I’ve ever been quiet a day if my life. Anyways this is abt the Cameron family dynamic bc the more I think abt them the more complex they are and I hate how the OBX writers haven’t dived into this.

Okay so my thought is that Ward doesn’t favor Sarah over his other children bc she’s “his sweet baby girl” or some shit like that. Bc yeah that might work in regards to why he treats Rafe different from Sarah but it doesn’t for Wheezie. Like it’s not like Wheezie acts like Rafe or really gets in the way or anything. So my theory or more of a fucked up headcanon is that it’s bc Sarah looks exactly like their mom. And when I mean exactly I mean EXACTLY LIKE THEIR MOM. Like one of Wards old friends from high school asked how he got such a clear picture of his late wife when she was younger and Ward just stares at the picture for a second and goes “Oh no- no that’s Sarah, my daughter.”

So really the point I’m trying to make is I think it’s less abt Sarah and more abt what she represents. He idolizes her bc of WHO he’s made her out to be. So like he holds her up on a pedestal bc of that. I also believe it’s bc he feels guilt from how he treated their mom and so he wants to make it up with Sarah bc that’s like a mini her in his head yk? (I have no idea if this makes sense and I really wish their mom had a name bc I’m GRASPING at straws trying to figure out what to call her without it being confusing)

Okay so here’s where how it affects Ward’s relationship with Wheezie and Rafe. Well two theories. (One seems like it makes Ward less fucked but it lowk doesn’t)

I would like to preface that despite me enjoying both of these theories the consensus is that Sarah might look like her mom but she doesn’t act like her at all.

So my first theory is that Rafe actually acts a lot like his mom. Not only bc I headcanon him as being a huge mamas boy and he just picked up on her mannerisms but like he acts JUST LIKE HER. He got all of her, good and bad. He also fully inherited her mental illness. And I feel like that same mental illness is the same reason she died whether it was by her own hands or not. And Ward RESENTS Rafe for it. So to Ward, everything Rafe is representative of everything bad with his mom. (Even if he does exhibit her good traits too.) So Ward subconsciously treats him like shit bc hurting Rafe is like hurting the illness. And if he beats the illness (Rafe) down enough then maybe it’ll bring justice to his late wife. He also just resents Rafe bc of how close he was to his mother. Almost like he believes Rafe spent so much time with her that he soaked up all her goodness, leaving her the shell of a woman she was before she died, indirectly killing her. And how does Wheezie fit into this you may ask? Well Wards too busy loving Sarah and hating Rafe to remember she’s there.

Second theory time. Okay so this theory essentially flips it. Bc in this one Wheezie is the one that acts just like her mother. Like down to a motherfucking T. Even her voice sounds so much like her that at times Rafe will turn around with a soft voice and a slightly dazed look and go “..mom?” Just to see Wheezie behind him. (It kills all the siblings a little bit inside when it happens) Ward will just stare at her for long periods of time after she says things. It only gets worse as Wheezie gets older bc now she REALLY sounds like mom and it drives Rafe crazy. I feel like if anything Wheezie sounding like their mom comforts Sarah tho. Bc Ward has diminished her recollection of her mom to her looks in a sad roundabout way. So knowing that even just a small part of her mom won’t die helps her heal. Anyways I think bc Wheezie acts like her mom Ward flat out ignores her. It’s like constantly reopening a wound. Bc even though Sarah looks like her, she acts nothing like her so he can separate them in that way. But with Wheezie he can close his eyes and it’s almost like his late wife never died. So yk in regular Ward fashion, instead of yk healing and cherishing his child and loving her, he pretends her existence isn’t real bc he doesn’t want to confront those feelings.

The second theory if you couldn’t tell is the one where it seems like Ward is less fucked but he is lowk worse. (At least imo) but it does get worse. Bc in this theory Ward just treats Rafe the way he does for no apparent reason. I mean it could be bc that’s how his parents treated him when he was a kid, and he just never broke generational curses (tho it still raises the question on why he could break the curse with the girls but not Rafe) or whatever textbook reason you can come up with that explains abuse. But like there’s really no direct link that can be traced back in Rafe’s timeline. And THATS what makes it worse. Bc atp he’s just hurting Rafe bc he can and he wants to. And it’s that fucked to think abt?

(This is even worse when you pull this of out the context of the theories and think abt it on the show alone. Bc at least canonically we see some of the reasons why Luke hits JJ. ie the alcohol, drugs, etc. But Ward isn’t on drugs or alcohol. Bc if he was the writers would have shown it. Ward isn’t still grappling with the grief of his late wife. I mean we can assume he is but like there’s no real evidence of that in the show. If anything we can just take from the show that he’s pushed those feelings down. Bc from what we can infer Rose has been around for some time now. So it’s been years since the kids mom has been around. So why does Ward treat Rafe like he does??? We just really don’t know.)

Regardless I like to think all of the kids have something of their moms. Which would be really cute and wholesome like “aww she never really does bc of her kids keeping her alive.” But Ward is fucked and has messed up the wholesomeness.