noyaroki

[noyaroki]

Your birthday is here. But you aren't. Not a day goes by that I dont think about you and I miss you more and more every day, but I know you're in a better place now, you're finally happy and you can rest well. It's okay. I know someday I'm gonna be with you. You dont have any idea how much it hurts. The days get hard when I realize that you are not around. Most of the time I break into tears and I sink, missing you, like now. Sometimes I can't with myself and I fall deeply. But I dont know how, always at the end of the day, you are the one I think about to stop crying. I truly miss you every single day. Happy 29th birthday to the best person in the world, who make me the happiest. I love you more than anything, I love you more than words can describe, you mean the whole world to me. You're the most talented, sweetest, inspiring, awesome and amazing person ever. Our poet, our pride who shine so brighter than the sun. The person who taught us that's okay to hurt. To the man who expressed and showed us his talent through art, thank you for everything. You've done so well and we are always going to be so damn proud of you. I hope you are happy up there. Please look over us, until the day we can meet again. We will never forget you. Definitely I will never forget you. 사랑해 🖤 #jonghyun #jonghyunedit #happyjonghyunday #jjong #jonghyunday🎂 #jonghyuncnblue #jonghyun948 #jonghyuninspiration #jonghyuninspired #jonghyunforever https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv9g1EJp4fZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17d1une8ib5c9

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ugly face + ugly voice + ugly hair + ugly smile + ugly body = ME

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Interrumpo la melancolía de su tumblr para mostrarle este tierno elefante bebé haciendo burbujas con su trompita.

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Alguien que cuando me vea llorar,

no pregunte,

que abrace.

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con 10 kilos menos me conformo

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La mitad de mis problemas son por tomarme todo en serio y la otra mitad por no tomarme nada en serio.

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Escríbeme alguna cosa bonita, anda. O cógeme o algo.

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vamos a drogarnos y manosearnos por ahi

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Aveces me quiero rendir, por intentar todo para ser delgada y aún así seguir gorda.

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Hice algo de ejercicio.

Quiero creer que con fuerza de voluntad puedo lograrlo.

Quiero creer que algún día tendré el cuerpo que quiero.

Quiero creer que llegará la ocasión en la que me pueda ver a un espejo sin odiar el reflejo.

Quiero creer que algún día usaré la ropa que siempre he querido usar.

Quiero creer que llegará el día en que ame mi cuerpo.

Quiero creer…

[noyaroki]

Sabes que una persona está teniendo un día duro cuando suena su canción favorita y no la canta.

[noyaroki]

Puedo decirte todos los defectos que tengo porque no encuentro una puta virtud en mi.

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Perdón por el desorden, estoy intentando volver a ser yo.

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“I wrote about you all the time to try to make the world understand what I saw when I looked at you. Over the years, though, I have realized no one will ever understand. Despite my best efforts at storytelling, I will never be able to put you into words.”

— @sixwordssayitall

[noyaroki]

I wanna be free, I wanna be loved.