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Pls help.

Does anyone know of an informative video or article that talks about adhd in women specifically and also goes over all aspects. Like how at the beginning one can seem to be a good student but in later life start to do bad. And every other thing like time blindness, hyperfixation, executive dysfunction, burnout, anxiety, rsd, poor short term memory, inability to organize big tasks, the pressure influenced hyperfixation (like studying only when exam is near or deadline is near), how its genetically related and every other small and big aspects of it. Or most of it at least and unbiased .

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I miss this place.

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Hi

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I dunno if I’d be alive without maladaptive daydreaming but at the same time it’s ruined my life so badly.

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Random things about my 25+ years with my best friend/husband to hopefully make you smile:

We met in an AOL RPG chat room in 1998 when I was 15 and he was 16. It was called The Red Dragon Inn.

I knew I was gonna marry him by the age of 17.

We met face to face when I was 19. He paid for me.

Our first kiss was in a gazebo in a park. Our teeth clacked together.

We got married when I was 20. Our wedding rings are handmade by him.

This December is our 20th wedding anniversary. He still gives me butterflies in my tummy when I see him.

I first figured out he truly loved me when I was 19 and the dietary changes between countries made me sick. He held back my hair while I was ill. No one had never done that for me since I was a small child, and I knew he loved me more than anything in that moment.

He makes me feel safe.

He sends me memes and some of them are dad joke-level bad, but he's so proud of them.

He strokes back my hair after a meltdown and calls me his peanut.

We've gotten closer since my autism diagnosis because he says he understands me even better now.

I want to share everything with him. He's my home.

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This site is so rewarding to me like I get to say random shit that pops into my mind and people either don't care or like it you don't get to do that in real life I just get yelled at when I do that

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Head In The Clouds

Between blurred lines of truth and lie

-series of short poems

First series of poems on my blog. I do not know what I am going for exactly but let's see<3

I will explain the concept behind this somewhere along the way.

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yoongi removing his gloves is reaaally interesting..(cr. @/jung-koook)

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do you ever get too tired to even daydream?

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Okay i need to get this out to know if anyone else ever felt smth similar. Its related to madd

Smtimes when im stressed i crave touch like for example hugs.. head massage.. or just sm1 caressing my back like a baby. Well smtimes i crave it so much it becomes unbearable but there is usually no one i can ask it for except my mom but she was asleep.

I started daydreaming about sm1 caressing my hair and giving head message.. and bruh. It kinda worked? Its so weird? I felt it and didn't feel it at the same time. For few secs the craving only increased but then smhow it started working and i feel asleep. It didnt take long. Idek how. Usually i see my daydream characters hugging or comforting eachother but it doesnt usually work cause with a stressrd mind its hard to come up with a proper plot.

Also once i suddenly got this craving while in a long night journey and damn it made me feel naseous at one point. I cant really explain how i feel in those moments but it feels like i want to throw my hands all around and knock off things or smth.

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The pain i feel when i realize i forgot the plots and scenes and amazing dialogues and relationships from those daydream plots which I'm very emotionally attached to

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Prompt #1 🧸

"he is still the same,he still loves cookies and still keeps falling asleep on me"

[A talking about B about how he was as a 5 year old and at present as a 22 year old, A and B were friends when they were kids (A-9 year old B-5 year old) but they got seperated and meet again as roomates but B doesn't know its A]

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Prompt #2 & #3 🧸

[emoji represents a particular series]

1. "you know how we became friends? i was crying when he came and hugged me and then said his mom does it to him"

[B's bestfriend at present saying how they became besties when they were 5 years old]

2. "that kid is weird..he came and asked me to marry him with a ring chip"

[A talking about B when B was 5 years old and A was 9 years old (B sees a couple proposing on a TV show his mom watches) ]

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Writing Prompts

[Dialogue version]

"it makes me want to have things I can't, no matter how much I scream"

"you can't breakdown now, he needs you"

"don't talk to me like that, it makes me feel like a stranger"

"that was the first time he asked me to stay through actual words"

"i feel scared thinking if you would ever leave me"

"i want to live like others too, I want to have someone to rely on too"

"if you think ignoring your emotions makes you strong, you are wrong, it makes you sick"

These are dialogues from my story [Wishes] that I will never really write lmao. Might have a part 2. If you use them please give credits and if you post on Tumblr, tag me I will love to read it<3

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hello dear cat

Meow🥺