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Big flames

I got fired today.

I could give you a million reasons why i don't deserve it, but you don't know me so it doesn't matter. What matters is that a spent 8 years in a company working my ass off, moved across the country to help open a new location working 102 hours on my first week. Yet today I got let go. I had an altercation with another girl awhile back over small tedious things. I could care less what she thinks of me in the long run but when it comes down to it my boss cares too much of what she thinks. She's under me by title and has had it out for my job for some time. The type to carry around with such an elitist mindset towards anything she can get her hands onto. My opinion became nothing short after our disagreement.

The words he said to me when he let me go just replay in my head as I sit alone with nowhere to go.

"it's the way you carry yourself"

"you know what you need to do to be a better person'

I'm not a bad person, I work really hard and was tired of the favoritism he had towards her and began to speak up about it. And as the script always goes, the favorite got protected. After working the same amount of hours as me, sitting in the office with the boss for at least 75% of those hours making just below me an hour. How else am i to feel but betrayed and left behind? Call it jealousy because i'm a woman, or blame me in whatever what you want to without knowing the entire story. All i know now is that i'm lost and alone. I'm angry and hungry. Nobody ever hears me anyways.

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me: *overthinks everything and cries*

*5 minutes later*

also me: *sees funny post and laughs* oh okay im back

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*crushes my emotions with my bare hands* as I was saying,

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I used to care so much about the wrong things, until I realised that they thrived off distracting me from my purpose. I immediately let go.

My thoughts are solely focused on love and growth, and my spirit only aligns with those who reflect these qualities.

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“Got the morbs” should be a thing.

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How do I feel so unwanted when they all say they love and want me...

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It's so impossible living things some days...

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Dang it, band...

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I think I'm drowning

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Limit your time around toxic family members.

- Lalah Delia

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Part of my sisters art bulletin. 💕

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❤️👌🏻😇😍🔥

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Right now.

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How can feeling depressed make me more depressed. :(