dusk1dawn

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unable to have clear thoughts. just a screen looking at me

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sobered up. that was catastrophic (in my mind). more like an unwanted cathaclist for trauma dumping.

fuck off - I say - to the big bad woolf who made me turn a 180. Because let the books show I was a happy drunk. maybe a little bit touchy and needy, but well enough.

so, i reapeat - fuck you dude

just got drunk (maybe for tje first time in my life) around casual friends (only friends in my life??) and started crying

am I doomed to a life of misery? maybe. we have classes toghether on monday

[dusk1dawn]

just got drunk (maybe for tje first time in my life) around casual friends (only friends in my life??) and started crying

am I doomed to a life of misery? maybe. we have classes toghether on monday

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I see apple trees and buzzing bees Let's plant a garden in the middle of the street See the kid in the corner, it's stepping its feet When you're around me, it's so good to be me

Let's just lay here Let's just lay here 'Cause we feel so alive Let's turn the minutes into hours Let's turn today into a song

Apple Trees & Buzzing Bees

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it’s monday i’m in the labyrinth

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feeling sad again. friends went out without me to karaoke (although i was invited, just couldnt come) just irrationaly sad

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It was a good day! You haven't made a fool of yourself. Give yourself grace. It was fine, and most importantly it will be fine. You did good.

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I want to be you To do the things you do And you want to be me Because you think I'm free

I Want 2 Be U. The The

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Workin' nine to five, what a way to make a livin' Barely gettin' by, it's all takin' and no givin' They just use your mind and they never give you credit It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it !

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There's a room where the light won't find you Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down When they do, I'll be right behind you So glad we've almost made it So sad they had to fade it Everybody wants to rule the world

Everybody Wants to Rule the World. Tears for Fears

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You can't always get what you want You can't always get what you want But if you try sometimes, well, you might find You get what you need

You Can't Always Get What You Want. The Rolling Stones

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Smokin' cigarettes in the last seat

Tryin' to hide my sorrow from the people I meet

And get along with it all

Go down where the people say "y'all"

Feed the pigeons some clay

Turn the night into day

And start talkin' again

When I know what to say

Clay Pigeons. Michael Cera

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what the duck, I always just say the worst possible thing to say. WHY. god help this wrethed soul

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In the land of the pig the butcher is king

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I'll do you one better (tells oneself) i go where i wanted to go most and chose to from the begining, but i started to hesitate and feel bad about nice old ladies who were nice

Please please i want my aplication to be accepted. Any of them please. Idk what I'll do if it's not 🫠

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Well I know that I'm damned if I never get out And maybe I'm damned if I do But with every other beat I've got left in my heart You know I'd rather be damned with you Well, if I gotta be damned, you know I want to be damned Dancing through the night with you

Bat Out of Hell. Meat Loaf