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Out of Lifestream: So, I found out how to revamp my old Aerith blog after what happen to my personal account. Yeah, the reason why I made this new account is because when I logged in to @carnationfloral​, I found it was closed as sensitive blog / contain sensitive medias. My personal blog is more important because I run 9 fansite / fanblogs there, and I’ve had had my account since 2011. How could Tumblr be mistaken their loyal user like me?

So, I use the same method to contact them. Actually, it’s just simple and in 5 minutes, my account is back!

A friend of mine invited me to RP in Twitter yesterday and it works to bring back my muse back! The limited letter doesn’t overwhelm me, and guess what? I dont want to make it literate. Twitter isn’t suitable platform to RP that way, it’s better in tumblr. So, I just treat it as  "what if" Aerith had a twitter account she operates from Lifestream. You know in AC/ACC, she could leave voicemail in Cloud's mobile phone and contact all children around Edge by phone afterall.

I want to use my old blog and archive this one. That’s all.

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The Rain Falls

When the rain stops, where do I return to? If I want to see you again, how do I call out for you? For whom and for what, do I want to be strong? Will you help me resolve this contradiction of fighting to protect?

The rain falls; the rainbow awaits; bring me to your sky. The rain falls; bring me out of this never ending dream. This is the scenery I've been searching for, my one and only miracle. Hey, just like this, you are changing me.

Though we will meet again soon, your goodbye... It's softer than usual, almost sounds a little like eternity.

Please don't say it, hold it till the end. I want your embrace, not words. It hurts, it hurts, but keep embracing me until I break. With just one single kiss, I can be more free. Don't let this irreplaceable moment run away.   

The dew drops break up and disappear behind my steps. They look like miniature falling stars.

The rain falls; the rainbow awaits; bring me to your sky. The rain falls; bring me out of this never ending dream. With just one single kiss, I can be more free. Don't let this irreplaceable moment run away.

I will overcome reality and imagination to fly with you. I will surpass limitations and boundaries to fly with you. This is the scenery I've been searching for, my one and only miracle. Hey, just like this, you are changing me.

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Farewell Letter, lyrics translation:

Today, I will be leaving this town. The book I borrowed is on the desk. The orange knit is for my little sister. The fish need to be fed twice a day.

I'm sorry for selfishly deciding all this on my own but today was the time to leave, not yesterday, and not tomorrow

Here, I've always been surrounded by wonderful people who've loved me There will no replacement for and no equivalent of this town which I will be leaving today

I've got to go before the church bells ring Take care, everyone.

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Aerti Week - Day 4: After Death

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Out of Lifestream: People may disagree how Nojima described her as “She values freedom, value being alive.” I explored and focused on CC timeline (especially when Zack is missing) when I RPed her 8-9 years ago; a verse that made me try to understand why she behave this way between CC and OG/Remake... and somehow I get why Nojima said that.

Despite the tragedies, she’s a kind of person who keep moving forward, looking up to better future---not pining on the past like Cloud, Tifa, and Barret. Can we list the tragedies she got?

She lost her parents, gladly she’s adopted by a good woman.

She had a childhood friend who grew apart due to her weirdness; but she still opens up herself to everyone. Then she met Zack, Cloud, Tifa and the rest of AVALANCHE.

Even if she was so broken that her boyfriend never came back, she still want to fall in love again.

She spent 7 years since birth in Shin-Ra; but she still said it isn’t her main enemy.

Being trapped in her whole life in Shin-Ra and under the slum... sure, she wants freedom but she’s also scared to do, to try something new she never saw and imagined before. How to reach it? Don’t you feel related sometimes? But isn’t a bravery made when we could cope with it? Especially when she’s not alone? Zack promised her, initiated her to be more brave. But he’s gone and left it unfulfilled until accompanied by her friends she never had before eventually, she bravely embrace freedom: Leaving Midgar and set new adventure to know her race more. 

And about valuing being alive? Well, no matter how short it is, it’s the way we live to the fullest, to enjoy, to achieve our dream and goals..... that all the matter. 

It’s her character.

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Aerith and Tseng || Final Fantasy VII Remake

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"Final Fantasy VII Remake World Preview", a book containing an overview of the game world, the characters, the combat system, as well as an unpublished story written by Kazushige Nojima ... 

𝗦𝗣𝗢𝗜𝗟𝗘𝗥 The book contains a short story focusing on Aerith's childhood.  Here we find that, in the period spent at Shinra headquarters, little Aerith was forced by Professor Hojo to draw the Promised Land.  In fact, the scientist wanted to try, through the drawings of the small half Cetra, to discover the way to reach the mythical "Promised Land", an infinite reservoir of mako energy.  Among the images contained in the book there is also that of a mural painted by Aerith during a kind of trance.

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How many promises are broken? She fulfilled it, wearing this pink dress like what he wanted for their next meeting. It was unspoken as she teased him back, but she still considered it as a promise nevertheless. But did he keep his one? Promise to come home? Promise to see the sky together? 

Easy to make promise, wasn’t it? People often make unrealistic promises, based on wishful thinking, rather than carefully considering matters. Or, they act impulsively. But we’re all human and fallible, and if in retrospect it becomes clear that a promise should not have been made, should we also accept it does not have to be kept? 

Whatever it is, she’s probably just still unable to deal with.

“I won’t doubt you,” she giggled. “But what if someone couldn’t keep the promise they made with you? Would you make promise again?”

eageinz says: “Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”

too lazy to find meme.  && no longer accepting.

❛ well, you know me. i keep the promises i can make.  ❜ tifa wasn’t the kind of person to make promises if she thinks or believes she’ll break it in a matter of time. that would make her out to be a liar and she isn’t that sort of person. who in the right mind will make promises if they don’t well know they won’t make it come true for that person anyways ? she has no idea, really. it is something she rather not think about.

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Translation:

More, I want to be stronger More, I want to change to a gentler person To become just like you are I want to change more and more

Always, I always think about some question Always, I always search for the answers in myself I wonder what would you say about it Always... always

Whatever I’m going to lose I’ll keep living on, right? How hard the sadness will be, I will always overstep it But when we take an oath for our love A special promise is going to be made.

After that winter is going to an end It makes my sorrow even heavier The season for me to fall for you Everything seems to be recapped as they’re going by As I stay the way I am.... the way I am

Today, a warm rain softly pours I seem to hear a voice from somewhere Softly, softly

Each of lives has its own way of living But then the two of us choose the same one way After sharing the same happiness for each other The two of us make a promise.

And so, I’ll keep moving forward As holding my pride close to my heart The world you used to love is going to an end And the next world is the one I’m going to head with you I stay the way I am.... the way i am

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"I see. You’re doing a good job then.” What she meant is... if he was stuck just doing patrol though. But if this job could cause her to meet him more often, instead of being working in Shin-Ra building for example, or worse, like Zack, who was sent abroad for mission... then it would make her less worry, also it meant she could spend more time with the person. Cloud included. 

“Nothing wrong,” she shook her head. “I just wanted to show you something. Not far from here, would you like to go with me?”

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      “Patrol is more walking in a sector and not just standing in one place,” the cadet said clarifying what he meant by patrol. Luckily today he didn’t have his rifle to carry and only his billy-club. The last thing Cloud wanted to do was to make the girl uneasy.

      “Is something wrong?” Unsure of what other reason Aerith might need him for, Cloud was concerned. He couldn’t imagine what trouble the brunette could have gotten in. Still this was what Cloud was trained for. Steeling him emotions, or try to, he would look more determined to help.

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Noctis simply focused on the other while he allowed her to absorb in all the information that he had just provided her with. His arms were crossed and his mind drifted in and out of his thoughts for a moment or two. Then he was caught by surprise when she spoke to him. “Hm?” 

He looked straight at her in response to the others words. He wondered exactly what she was talking about or what she was thinking. He wondered if she didn’t quite understand the situation possibly and he hadn’t explained as well as he thought he had.

“What do you mean by summon Holy? What’s Holy? An item from your previous world?”

Previous world?

Aerith was fully aware that she was probably not in the same realm she stood before. She had ears to listen, putting aside her sense of confusion of this strange place and perhaps ... a fear, too (something she had tried to fight against by daring to face Sephiroth only by herself). But if that guy wasn’t a Cetra and this place wasn’t even a Promise Land, then what is it?

Well, she just needed to explain it, right? ‘Cause she still held his words to help her, hope it wasn’t only about guiding her to live here.

“Holy is... A magic, ultimate magic. It’s summoned to prevent the calamity destroying planet. The item used to summon it is White Materia. Only I, as The Last Remaining Cetra, who could use it.” 

She steps closer, didn’t like the position that the guy just sitting in the throne, even if he was the ruler of this world. He looked young anyway.

“But Sephiroth killed me. That’s why I’m here, right?”

By the way, this guy ‘are’ cold.

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@overtxure

“Let’s save them all!”

have I mentioned my rare-pair otp…..

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      He was wandering, there was no other way to put it.

      He felt nothing for now, but Kunsel knew he was one stray thought away from breaking down. So he walked to clear his head, ignoring the pressure at the back of his skull and the clouds that slowly overtook Midgar’s skyline, threatening to storm.

      Four years of hoping, of waiting and nothing to show for it. His birthday was coming up, and yet again Kunsel felt like he’d be the only one celebrating it outside of Zack’s scattered fanclub.

      Delving into despair was the only thing he felt he could do in that moment, but instead, the sound of a crash had caught his attention.

      At the center of it was a wagon, flowers, and a braid decorated by a bow.

      Before he was aware of it, Kunsel made his way over to young woman, kneeling by the busted wagon as he helped her gather what lilies they could salvage.

      “Aerith?” The name escapes him before Kunsel can even process it, almost forgotten but not. Of course he’d meet her today, the fates no doubt trying to mock him. Would she even remember him, a faceless SOLDIER that had crossed her path only once.  “Are you alright?” A dumb question, maybe, considering that he could very well see her barely concealed tears.

Aerith looked up at the sound, not really paying attention to someone in the SOLDIER uniform reaching out to pick up the flowers. There was still a kind person. And immediately she wiped tears that had not fallen yet, supposedly, especially because the person knew her.

"I'm okay, thanks," she replied ... sounded a little lie when it was clear she was having trouble. Perhaps, she just didn’t know how to lift this wagon and drag it back to church, because it would feel heavy for her little hands ... make her speechless. But finally she was moved to clean the streets from the straggled flowers with him.

With flowers in hand, she crouched down to her busted wagon, rearranging it inside. "Funny, what a coincidence that we meet here. Looks like I will bother you..."

Her attention then directed back to the SOLDIER, it was not difficult to recognize the person behind the helmet. Aerith has no SOLDIER acquaintances apart from someone who eventually became her missing boyfriend and ....

"... Kunsel." She didn’t forget his name. Why not, that sounds like karma ... because she remembered well when he paid a visit to the church at the first time, he had offered to fix a wheel that had cracked off of her flower cart, but she refused. And now, she needed his help to bring it home?

...broken wagon

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So keep your distance

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...broken wagon

starter for @coscuvilheiro​

This morning, Aerith went to Church with an anxious feeling overwhelming her mind. She couldn’t take it calmly.

Last night. she found out that her paper was out of stock. She couldn’t describe whether she was afraid it would make her lost hope, or she was relieved because she factually didn’t need to send any hopeless letter anymore. That’s her who never believed the Shin-Ra KIA report in Midgar daily newspaper almost four years ago. It’s been a long time since she realized his phone number was blocked. And the only remained way that she thought she could kept contacting him is through the letter. That’s why Tseng was still always willing to deliver it, right? Kept saying that her boyfriend was on difficult mission.

But, it had bothered and been tiring her. Who could even guarantee if Turks’ statement was true?

And, here she was, spending a lonely time, lonely years, only back to be accompanied by her flowers she was used to talk to before she met him. Picking the lily stalks one by one to the wagon, she knew it was only a matter of time the cracked wheel would be totally broken up like how her heart was shattered. But she kept pushing it to the middle of Sector 5, ready to sell. Well, sometimes the smiles of her customer could heal her loneliness as their happiness conveyed to her. But, after all these years, she couldn’t lie that it was never enough. That despite the lack of customers, as long as he’s here next to her, she would’ve had a wonderful day. And finally, the wagon was really busted and spilled its content to the ground.

Bending to pick the flowers, she stopped as one lily being on her hand. She just stared at the wagon and kept sitting on the street, couldn’t save few of her babies were stepped on. It felt like the most terrible day she ever had since he’s gone. Oh no, no one should notice how she wept silently. But, do they really care?

What would I do now, Zack?

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