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SUICIDE

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it's likemy mother has moments of mom mode being switched on where she goes to both of us and be angry for me esp for just laying around and then she goes offline for HOURS. after that one moment

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idont want to be alive please

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But like in a chill way

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I'm suicidal

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i shouldn't be alive

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i want to kms so badddd lol I can't dot his I can't do this I can't do this

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I don't want to be a grown up around my mother but I have to

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I want to die my mother wants to die my father wants to die let's just kill ourselves all together I hate living I hate it I don't want anything to do with living fuck off fuck off leave me alone I hope I die and it hurts. LOL

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depression

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i think therapy would help me because i just want to talk things out my anxiety is overbearing and talking about it with anyone irl is uncomfortable and i make my mum mad when i confess to being stuck in a cycle i am so tired i am also close to my period but i want to die i just want to stop thinking

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I'm such a bad person this thng in brain is making me a bad person I am so rotten and disgusting and I hate myself so much

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please i just want to die i have no friends my family is a mess i am.making all the wrong Decisions i feel stupid and dumb and i dont know or want to learn anything more I'm done I want to kill myself please how do I get out of here I don't want to feel responsible for their happiness I just want to die and have them forget about me I fucking hate it I hate everything about this I want to die I want to kill myself I'd jump of the balcony if I could it would be so easy but I can't because of these fucking tumors attached to me I hope I die and I hope it hurts me I deserve it I hope I kill myself

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I want to kill myself so badly. I cant believe how much i fucked jt all up..i cant etay in my head..i hate myself. I cant stand it jn here.

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how do i get my mother out of here

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depression. one almost dead and one injured in the brain

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wish i could give my brother a better smarter sister