ecstaticwaters

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its crazy how teeth problems can fucking kill you and not only are dental services not free they cost a ludicrous amount and require an entirely different type of insurance than the rest of ur body. aside from the eyes, of course, which need a third type of insurance. What are we even doing man

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being alive is so fucking scary but god do i love to love!!!! i love to love!!! i was put here to love. so much of life is so uncertain and unpredictable. but my love will be constant if i let it.

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My pronouns are we/us because we’re in this together. Hold my hand

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healthy love is eye opening.

healthy love is feeling at home.

healthy love is not fearing your next move.

healthy love is talking through things.

healthy love is a support system.

healthy love is knowing you’re safe.

healthy love is feeling seen.

healthy love is real and you deserve it whether it’s romantic or platonic or familial, etc.

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In honor of the upcoming holiday, some highlights from past years. I am excited for the costume of 2024. I am hard at work crafting yet another head accessory.

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yeah I will never get over that fact that there's so much to see in this world and yet I'm stuck working 5 days a week, evil evil life

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my favorite emotion is when someone does something kinda foolish and all you can say is “i love you” in response

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I love reassurance and gentle reminders bc baby I am traumatized lmfao

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There’s something interesting about going back to a place you were in when you were a different person, but still the same

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what the fuck is a salesforce. we're briefly alive for a few violent decades

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they should invent a doctor that actually helps you

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i am extremely well-adjusted and mentally healthy as long as nothing goes wrong ever at all even a little bit

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shoutout to the girls who talk too much. to the girls who get overly excited at the opportunity to speak to someone. to the girls who love too quick. to the girls who give all of themselves to everyone they meet. to the girls who are always scared of making a bad impression. to the girls who’s only dream is to have friends like the other girls. to the girls who will do anything to be good for people. to the girls who are scared they won’t ever receive the love they give out so eagerly. shoutout to the girls who are filled with love for everything around them, even though they’re scared of what it may bring. i love you. you are loved and will find the love you need. <3

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actually the princess bride had it wrong. true love does happen every day because love is a constant choice. You fall in love with someone and then you wake up every day and choose to love them again, still, forever.

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the ressurection account is full of fearful, trembling men and women. full of doubt, weak of faith. fear in the garden, fear at the cross, fear at the tomb, fear at the ressurection, fear even in the face of the greatest of news.

jesus loves well his fearful, doubting saints. he comforts them, he thinks of them, he cares for them, he cooks for them, he greets them by name.

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i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy

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the grind NEVER starts. i am sleeping