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emotional neglect didnt even affect me that much. it was the being born inherently without value that did most of the work
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in my last life i was a silverfish and in my next life i will be that same silverfish due to a clerical error but after that i bet its gonna be smooth sailing
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I am a huge fan of retiring to my quarters
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doomscrolling is terrible for your soul, and id even go as far as say one of the most terrible things you can do to your soul. i could start smoking meth again and watching IG reels 4+ hours a day would still do more damage all things considered.
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I think im going schitzo i actually have to stop smoking weed
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Follow ur hearts people the answer is always what u think it is
forever grateful i was simply too lazy to let the makeup industrial complex get its hooks in me. I was just like im not doing all of that. in fact. im doing none of that
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Tbh the fact they all ended up in the woods... and everything else on tv rn is abt returning to the fucking woods (yellowjackets, httyd live action)... and wwiii just started- i predict were gonna have to go back to the woods guys...

he did not need to be this cunty
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I manifested getting nosebleeds at like age12 and then it became a problem
when I was a kid I wished I had nosebleeds. I had some friends who had them and I was like. that looks so fucking cool. you're just sitting there and suddenly you're covered in blood. it looks so dramatic. it looks so... and here my language failed me. at such a humble age I did not have the vocabulary to describe the sublime. I just sat in incomprehensible jealousy. I turned out totally normal by the way
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Hua Cheng gives me cuteness aggression like I know canonically he’s this big scary dude and it owns but also he has little butterflies and his name is flower and the prime motivation for all his actions is love and he pushes the veggies on his plate into a smiley face when he’s bored. He’s like a Disney princess to me
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People dont realise how fucking scary it is to be in a lucid state of depersonalition from being trans. My body is moving but i am three dimensions/perspectives/layers inside myself watching this other person that i hate and am deathly afraid of move your body and make decisions for you. It feels like im strapped to a table like that girl in chucky that gets injected with syrup so you cant move but can still feel pain and an evil female clone of myself is laughing and cutting my body open and i can never die.
#trans posting#body dysmorphia#what body dysmorphia feels like and its the deep fried bart simpson walking around#autistic#autism#trans#the trans experience#should i kill myself chat
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