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pros of adhd meds: not eating

cons of adhd meds: insomnia

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they never tell you how beautiful losing weight makes you feel

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hunger feels like winning

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i hate gaining on a fast like fuck you

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been having a good fast, kinda mad i might have to break it tmrrw since I have to go out

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d&d is on wednesday, I have a day to lose 1.2 kg. Idek if that’s possible

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almost at my first gw, i just need to ⭐️ve more

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I just want to be skinny for christmas

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Repost since my blog got taken down but still so real.

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said this then did three 40 hour fasts this week why am i like this😭

going to add fasting for at least 40 hours once a week to my routine. I felt lighter than I had in a while, it’s so…. Nice to be hungry

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today is weigh-in day🤞🏾

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y’all does anyone know any cure for like people with sensory issues who hate the taste of aspartame and water😭😭😭 like i keep forcing myself to keep it down but it’s hard as hell to stay hydrated😭😭

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going to add fasting for at least 40 hours once a week to my routine. I felt lighter than I had in a while, it’s so…. Nice to be hungry

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🎀meal log for the week🎀

Brief warning: I tried to have a metab weekend which was… such a bad idea, I highkey regret it. This week was a loss of self control.

Saturday: couldn’t eat a lot bc my brain wouldn’t let me so lunch was 300 calories and dinner 540 calories. Total of 840 calories, and my fat ass didn’t exercise any of it off because I was with family.

Sunday: bought ice cream which was such a bad idea… It was like 240 calories, also had lunch (620 calories) and dinner which was 420 calories. Total of 1280 calories which freaked me out so I went for a walk and burnt off 318 calories for a net total of 962 calories (which is still a lot but is not 4 digits)

Monday: Stupidly ate multiple mayo and beef sandwiches for breakfast which ended up being 1,120 calories. And had an ice cream bad of 240 calories which was… a lot. Total calories was 1,360 and I only burnt off 319 which led to a net total of 1,041 calories. I hate myself.

Tuesday: Lunch was 723 calories but also had a banana and also another ice cream bar (honestly those are my weakness especially during summer i hate the heat) which was a total of 1076 calories. Still over my budget but I exercised off 337 calories which led to a net of 739 calories.

Wednesday: Lunch was 720 calories and had a freezepop of 70 calories (larger than I would like but back to normal for me.) Total calories was 790 calories. Exercised off 335 calories. Net calories of 645.

Thursday was a lunch of 510 calories and shared a snack with my sister which was 350 calories. Total was 860, exercised off 348 calories which led to a net total of 512 calories.

Friday was a fast day because I’ve been such a pig this week. I did have a glass of fruit juice which was 86 calories. Exercised off 331 calories which led to a net total of -245 calories.

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i feel like such a failure because I’ve been eating over 500 cals lately.