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Well, i hope so

I found these on Pinterest and I’m reblogging them together for (hopefully) double the luck

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Look how cute it is owo

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Listen carefully, I think this is what Eden would say to its kids🙏

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Very good questions will have very good answers

My English teacher

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Types of biologists

Zoologist - a huge ass nerd who wanted to learn about mammals but now is in absolute ecstasy when seeing a worm

Microbiologist - haven't seen sunlight in 4 years, resistant to bad smells, despises being outside

Botanist - secretly waits for you to ask them about what's that plant, lives through the herb life aesthetics

Plant physiologist - is tired from telling everyone they're not a botanist, neglected lab child no one wants to accept into the lab community

Ecologist - just wanted to be in the nature and now is crying over their statistical analysis

Physiologist - wants to recruit you for their research, bitches about hormones

Hydrobiologist - just chilling, sometimes goes on boat trips

Molecular biologist - puts different liquids in centrifuge for 5 hours and drinks coffee at that time and does it every day

Toxicologist - tells everyone they can poison you but really just finds out different ways how plastic is going to kill us all

Neuroscientist - that one girl you knew in highschool who was very quiet but now is still quiet runs a studyblr and posts anatomical drawings of brains

Forensic scientist - huge fan of Stephen King, still kind of questioning their life choices

Biotechnologist - the corporate scientist, we don't talk about them in here

Bioinformatician - can tell you about your dna and code a program for you

Geneticist - exactly what you would expect from people who started out with a dude looking at peas for a long time, in hate/love long term relationship with gel electrophoresis

Biochemist - laughs about inorganic chemists, ignores lab safety while working with concentrated acids of pH 2

[Insert overly specific field] scientist - bitching about how no one ever knows the thing they're studying

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Joker (2019) The Dark Knight (2008)

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Awful

It doesn't matter how much they say they understand you and how hard they are trying to help you and to support you, they will still know absolutely nothing about how you are feeling. They all say, well shit happens and you just need to move on. And that is the thing, you do understand that yeah alright i need to move on, but you just can't. You can't let all thouse memories and moments go. It is not even about the less you try the easier it'll be. You just can't. You see all thouse people who are doing okay and you just there crying every fucking evening wondering what the fuck you did so wrong. When was it when a person decided to go on without you. It is so fucking cringe i could never imagine myself being such a shit because of a person. And i dont want to even call that person shit because it is the person that gave me so many good memories and moments and all that good stuff and you just don't understand why the fuck it happened. Its like you have your own problems and shit but.. it is so bad and it fucking hurts so bad and all you have is just this stupid hope that only hurts you more. I really think that relationships that end with cheating or hating or with scolding is much more easier to deal with because firstly you know a fucking reason and dealing with a shitty person is so fucking more easier than dealing with a fucking good person who tried so fucking hard for your relationships and then one day just gave the fuck up without any fucking reasons and explanations.

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“I have made mysterious Nature my religion. I do not believe that a man is any nearer to God for being clad in priestly garments, nor that one place in a town is better adapted to meditation than another. When I gaze at a sunset sky and spend hours contemplating its marvelous ever-changing beauty, an extraordinary emotion overwhelms me. Nature in all its vastness is truthfully reflected in my sincere though feeble soul. Around me are the trees stretching up their branches to the skies, the perfumed flowers gladdening the meadow, the gentle grass-carpeted earth, …and my hands unconsciously assume an attitude of adoration. …To feel the supreme and moving beauty of the spectacle to which Nature invites her ephemeral guests! …that is what I call prayer.”

— Claude Debussy

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Relatives

(The main idea is in the last part)

Many of us claim that our family is the number one priority. I do not disagree, although I do not agree.

Every human being decides on their own what they would like to put on 1st place and it is absolutely free to choose. Some people choose their relationships, others their family, sports and so on. But here is a small detail and the detail is a verb "to choose".

You see, we choose to believe in something (even if we are taught from our childhood to believe, we still choose to believe when we get older). We choose who to call best friends, we choose the people who will surround us on our path, the one thing that we do not choose is our relatives (or parents to be more specific).

Let's imagine that at the begging of our journey (which we of course do not remember) we were not given the opportunity to choose thouse people who will raise us, so them being in our lives is most likely an accident. I understand that many people are unhappy with their relationship with parents and here is my theory why.

As I have already mentioned we have a choice to make when we meet people. Rather to let them stay in our lives or to let them be. So here is what I call ironically funny. If we don't like our co-worker, we most likely will not talk to them, right? If we don't like a friend of ours (because we suddenly realised that they are fake) we will end theese relationships. We choose people to surround us based on our views, interests, hobbies, expectations and psychology. But when it comes to our parents we may be completely different people and I don't mean things like "they do not understand me", I mean deeper.

Your parents may be the people who you would like to avoid being friends with in real life, because here you have a choice. You parents may be the people that you would never talk to and maybe, if they were not your parents you would even just pass through them without paying attention. And that is okay.

That is okay because we have a choice. And that is okay to feel that your parents and you are completely different from each other. And that is also okay to not be best buddies with your child. For instance, me and my mother agreed that if we ever met in real life without being relatives we would most likely never be friends, because of how different we are.‼️ But that does not mean that we fight every day and hate each other. That only means that we will try harder on our relationships and on our will to understand each other.

What is the most important, is that understanding should come from both sides. If you are a parent you can not wait until your child deigns to talk to you first and if you are that child you should not lock yourself from them. We should understand that we are human beings and nobody knows what they are doing and we are trying our best. We need to stop playing a game called "your parents know better" and instead let's start a game called "let's discuss this and find a solution". I think this small change in behaviour may help a lot with being good relatives and saving your relationships.

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Crazy right?

I just find it crazy how every morning we are waking up the same person, but actually absolutely different from yesterday.

What is "the same person" anyway? Is it your appearance? Is it your body or face? The answer may be whatever you would like it be, it is for you to decide. In my opinion even after a horrible accident not willing to move a person(mostly) stays the same person. So actually the answer may be "the brain". Brain decides who you are (and this is actually scary because it is hard to tell whenever you decide or your brain does or maybe you are actually only your brain)

So about waking up. You wake up and you see the same "person" in the mirror, but.. you may have changed. After a night you may have healed your yesterday's wounds. You may have gotten stronger than yesterday to finally face your problem. You may have finally realised that you are over something that has been upsetting you for a really long time. Maybe even one morning you will wake up exactly before the sun rises in clear sky and you will finally remember that life IS beautiful and you will get this feeling of "alright, exhale and everything is okay(not will be, but is)". I hope this day will come for you and I believe in you.

My main idea is GO TO FUCKING BED AND GIVE YOURSELF A REST BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT and don't stay up late.

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Okay

So, I have been here for some time and I find it quite enjoyable. I even have an idea what to do with this thing wich is pretty weird. But as long as I find life meaningless I may do whatever I find enjoyable and you should too. (I will write about this in some time)

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Okay, so I need to understand it first

I tried to dive into Tumblr for like 3 times already and I always gave it up for no reason, although first try was actually pretty cool, it was grunge and depressed, but still cool. I mean the fist blog which I have successfully lost.

The thing is I always subscribe to that tumblr feed on insta and fc but when it comes to real tumblr it just doesn't work for me.

So here I am trying for the 4 time in my life to make this motherfucker work.

Good luck