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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝

❝ i don’t know how to move on from you. ❞

❝ everything reminds me of what we used to be. ❞

❝ i still sleep on one side of the bed, just in case. ❞

❝ how do i stop missing someone who doesn’t miss me? ❞

❝ i think part of me is still waiting for you. ❞

❝ you promised you wouldn’t leave… and then you did. ❞

❝ i can’t unlove you, no matter how hard i try. ❞

❝ it hurts that you’re fine without me. ❞

❝ do you ever think about me at all? ❞

❝ i see your face in everyone but it’s never you. ❞

❝ loving you broke something in me. ❞

❝ i gave you everything, and you still walked away. ❞

❝ i’d do it all over again, even knowing how it ends. ❞

❝ i thought we were forever. i really did. ❞

❝ i’m not angry, i’m just… tired. so tired. ❞

❝ maybe i was never what you wanted. ❞

❝ i still talk to you like you’re here. ❞

❝ it’s not that i want you back. i just want the pain to stop. ❞

❝ the worst part is knowing you’re happier now. ❞

❝ i wish i could hate you, but all i feel is empty. ❞

❝ i miss the way you made me feel like i mattered. ❞

❝ i’m not over you. i don’t know if i ever will be. ❞

❝ i told everyone i was fine... i lied. ❞

❝ please tell me it meant something to you. anything. ❞

❝ you left, and it’s like i stopped being real. ❞

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open to : any of these

muse : elizabeth 'effy' stonem

content/trigger warnings : suicidal ideations, suicide, poor mental health, drugs, alcohol

Effy doesn't believe that she has issues—what mentally ill people do, though? She's already planned her death down to the last detail, but now she has to say her goodbyes. Or, well, her goodbye.

There's only one single person that she actually wants to say goodbye to, and it's her love. She's pretty sure that they're the only person she's ever truly loved, and it's ironic that she's just realized it. She's literally going to kill herself within the next two to four business days.

"I don't want this night to end. I don't want this moment to end, because I'm not ready to leave you yet." She whispers into the night air, her eyes glued to the stars in the sky. She can't look at their face and watch them put together what she means. She just can't. It would make her want to kill herself more.

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˖ ࣪ . ࿐ ♡ ˚ .  eternal sunshine plots part i // plots based off ariana grande's album eternal sunshine

intro (end of the world) // muse a contemplates the nature of their relationship with muse b. the internal struggle of deciphering the authenticity of their connection becomes a lingering question. muse a confronts muse b about the feelings they are facing. muse a and muse b must face the reality of their connection, they must decide if they want to continue their journey together. muse a and muse b engage in a deep, moonlit conversation where both share their fears, insecurities, and dreams. the vulnerability of this exchange reveals the cracks in their relationship. whether they decide to continue or part ways, they both find solace in the honesty shared and the growth that comes from facing difficult questions about love, connection, and the uncertainties that tomorrow may bring. bye //  muse a bravely ends a tumultuous relationship with their ex. gathering their belongings, muse a declares the closure, affirming it's over. resolute and emotionally drained, they resist succumbing to sadness, drowning out the sorrow with music. leaving their ex behind in the driveway, muse a walks towards their friend, muse b ,and embraces the bittersweet moment, marking the beginning of a journey toward self-discovery and healing. don't wanna break up again //  muse a and muse b confront the recurring pain in their strained relationship. muse a, recognizing their own intensity, decides to end the toxic situationship to spare them both from further heartache. despite the initial resistance, muse b eventually agrees. muse a and muse b lay with the bittersweet acknowledgment of breaking up to protect each other's hearts. As they part ways, the weight of the decision lingers, marking the inevitable end of their tumultuous connection. saturn returns interlude //  muse a, living a carefree life, and muse b, a more grounded individual, face a pivotal moment as they approach their late twenties. the saturn cycle, symbolizing a wake-up call to reality, hits muse a hard. muse b, embodying saturn's wisdom, confronts muse a about the need to get real about life and discover their true self. This symbolic clash between carefree optimism and saturn's influence becomes a transformative moment, prompting muse a and muse b to embark on a journey of self-discovery and confront the challenges of adulthood. eternal sunshine //  muse a expresses frustration with muse b's repeated lies, acknowledging the toxic loop they're caught in. both play out separate scenes with new partners, highlighting the aftermath of their broken bond. muse a apologizes for their faults, finding solace in a new relationship, yet muse b's presence remains a haunting eternal sunshine. the emotional turmoil intensifies, with both grappling with the weight of the past. despite the pain, muse a finds themselves wanting to get back with muse b, leaving both their new partners in the dark.  supernatural //  muse a and muse b have been coworkers for a bit and share a captivating moment on a starlit rooftop during a company party. muse a expresses a longing for a unique connection, and muse b is equally captivated. the enchanting atmosphere intensifies their emotions, making their bond feel supernatural.

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plot where our muses are both actors/actresses that land a gig as co-stars. for muse a, it's the opportunity of a lifetime. they're just starting out in their career (maybe this is even their first real role.) muse b, however, is a big time celebrity with a horrific reputation for being erratic, unreliable, and a nightmare to work with.

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—  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

"I’ve tried to hide it, but my heart betrays me every time you’re near—I’m completely, hopelessly in love with you."

"I want to be the reason you look at your phone and smile."

"Loving you is like breathing… and I’ve been holding my breath for so long, I can’t do it any longer."

"Every time I look at you, I realise I don’t want to spend another moment of my life without you."

"I don’t know how or when it happened, but you’ve completely stolen my heart."

"I used to wonder if love was real… and then you came along and made it the only thing I believe in."

"Every part of me aches to tell you how much I love you, even if it’s terrifying."

"Loving you is both the easiest and hardest thing I’ve ever done."

"I keep pretending I’m fine, but the truth is I’m in love with you, and it scares me."

"I don’t know if you feel the same way, but I had to say it—I’m in love with you."

"The truth is, every part of me belongs to you."

"I tried to deny it, tried to push it away, but I can’t—I’m hopelessly in love with you."

"You’re my first thought every morning and my last before I sleep."

"I think about you more than I’d like to admit. I think… maybe I’m in love with you."

"There’s a quiet peace in my heart every time I think of you, and it feels like love."

"I never expected to feel this way, but here I am, confessing that I’m in love with you."

"My heart races, my hands shake, and all I want to say is ‘I love you’."

"You’re the reason I believe in love, and I don’t know how to keep that to myself any longer."

"All I know is that life feels brighter, warmer, and more alive whenever I’m with you. I think I’m in love with you."

"I’ve tried to act normal, but the truth is, you’ve captured my heart."

"I think I’ve fallen in love with you, and every day I fall a little more."

"Loving you feels as natural as breathing, and it’s taken me far too long to say it."

"You’re my heart’s greatest wish, and it’s time you knew—I’m in love with you."

"I feel a warmth in my heart every time you’re near… it’s love, isn’t it?"

"I don’t know how to say it gently, so here it is: I love you. I think I always have."

"If I don’t tell you this now, I’m afraid I never will—I’m in love with you."

"There’s no one else I think about like this, no one else I feel so deeply for. It has to be love."

"I don’t need you to say it back; I just needed you to know... I’m in love with you."

"Every moment we’re together feels like magic, and that magic is love, isn’t it?"

"I’d rather risk everything and tell you the truth—I’m in love with you."

"I was fine on my own, but now that I’ve met you, I can’t imagine a life without you."

"I’d move mountains if it meant I could tell you every day how much I love you."

"Loving you feels like the most honest thing I’ve ever done."

"The truth is, my heart has belonged to you from the very first moment we met."

"I can’t promise that I won’t be afraid, but I can promise that I love you."

"Every day without you feels like a day wasted. I’m in love with you, and I want the world to know."

"If there’s one thing I’m certain of, it’s that I love you with everything I am."

"You’ve woven yourself into my heart, and there’s no turning back—I love you."

"Loving you is like coming home to a place I never knew I missed until I met you."

"It feels like my whole life has been leading up to this moment—to tell you that I love you."

"I’m scared, I’m nervous, but more than anything, I’m in love with you."

"I didn’t know it was possible to feel so deeply until you walked into my life."

"I could search the world and never find someone who makes me feel like you do. I love you."

"I never believed in fate until I realised how perfectly you fit into my life."

"I could wait forever to say it, but I don’t want to anymore—I love you."

"Loving you feels like the answer to a question I didn’t even know I had."

"I love you, (name)."

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( a collection of drunken confessions dialogue prompts. adjust phrasing as necessary.) feel free to make edits to better suit your muse, but please don’t edit or add on to the original post <3 if you like, please consider supporting me through tips

"You know, I always look for you in every crowd. Even when I pretend I don’t care, I do. So much."

"If I fall off this roof, it'll be your fault. Because you keep making my heart do stupid things."

"You know, I only came here tonight because I heard you’d be here. How ridiculous is that?"

"No, no, you don’t understand. I would actually choose you over fries. And I really love fries."

"I might regret this after the hangover, but right now, I need you to know that… being with you feels like home."

"This is probably just the drinks, but if I don’t say it now, I might never. You mean everything to me."

"You’re like… my favorite person to get in trouble with. I don’t want to do it with anyone else."

"I only come to these late-night study sessions because I know you’ll be here. Pathetic, right?"

"I know this isn’t the place, and I might not even remember this tomorrow, but… I like you. Like, a lot."

"The real reason I never bring anyone else to these things? Because they’re not you."

"I’ve had enough of watching you talk to everyone else. Maybe I want all your attention tonight."

"I might be a little tipsy, but I’m not too drunk to know that I want you… in a way I probably shouldn’t."

"I don’t want this night to end. I don’t want this moment to end, because I’m not ready to leave you yet."

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cheryl blossom's ships

cheryl blossom × toni topaz

cheryl blossom × veronica lodge

cheryl blossom × betty cooper

cheryl blossom × archie andrews

cheryl blossom × oc

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lilly evan's ships

lilly evans × james potter

lilly evans × regulus black

lilly evans × james potter × regulus black

lilly evans × marlene mckinnon

lilly evans × mary macdonald

lilly evans × barty crouch jr.

lilly evans × evan rosier

lilly evans × barty crouch jr. × evan rosiee

lilly evans × pandora rosier

lilly evans × sybil trelawney

lilly evans × oc

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richard 'rich' hardbeck's ships

rich hardbeck × grace blood

rich hardbeck × alo creevey

rich hardbeck × mini mcguinness

rich hardbeck × oc

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anthony 'tony' stonem's ships

tony stonem × michelle richardson

tony stonem × chris miles

tony stonem × maxxie oliver

tony stonem × abigail stock

tony stonem × josh stock

tony stonem × oc

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♡ effy stonem . SKINS UK . pansexual . KAYA SCODELARIO . #muse: effy stonem

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♡ cassie ainsworth . SKINS UK . pansexual . HANNAH MURRAY . #muse: cassie ainsworth

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♡ michelle richardson . SKINS UK . bisexual . APRIL PEARSON . #muse: michelle richardson

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♡ tony stonem . SKINS UK . bicurious/bisexual . NICHOLAS HOULT . #muse: tony stonem

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♡ pandora moon . SKINS UK . pansexual . LISA BACKWELL . #muse: pandora moon

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♡ katie fitch . SKINS UK . pansexual . MEGAN PRESCOTT . #muse: katie fitch

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♡ grace blood . SKINS UK . pansexual . JESSICA SULA . #muse: grace blood

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♡ rich hardbeck . SKINS UK . bisexual . ALEXANDER ARNOLD . #muse: rich hardbeck

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♡ mini mcguinness . SKINS UK . bisexual . FREYA MAVOR . #muse: mini mcguinness

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♡ regulus black . MARAUDERS ERA . gay . TIMOTHEE CHALAMET . #muse: regulus black

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♡ sirius black . MARAUDERS ERA . bisexual . CONAN GRAY . #muse: sirius black

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♡ james potter . MARAUDERS ERA . pansexual . JAHED.GMD . #muse: james potter

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♡ pandora rosier . MARAUDERS ERA . pansexual . LEX DAKOTA . #muse: pandora rosier

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♡ barty crouch jr. . MARAUDERS ERA . pansexual . BRADYVATKINS . #muse: barty crouch jr.

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♡ evan rosier . MARAUDERS ERA . gay . CASPER VON BÜLOW . #muse: evan rosier

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♡ lilly evans . MARAUDERS ERA . bisexual . CHAPPELL ROAN/BUSEKSC . #muse: lilly evans

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♡ elena gilbert . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . bisexual . NINA DOBREV . #muse: elena gilbert

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♡ jeremy gilbert . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . bisexual . STEVEN R. MCQUEEN . #muse: jeremy gilbert

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♡ caroline forbes . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . bisexual . CANDICE KING . #muse: caroline forbes

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♡ hayley marshall . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . bisexual . PHOEBE TONKIN . #muse: hayley marshall

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♡ rebekah mikaelson . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . pansexual . CLAIRE HOLT . #muse: rebekah mikaelson

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♡ klaus mikaelson . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . bisexual . JOSEPH MORGAN . #muse: klaus mikaelson

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♡ katherine pierce . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . pansexual . NINA DOBREV . #muse: katherine pierce

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♡ olivia parker . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . pansexual . WHOSTORIE . #muse: olivia parker

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♡ hope mikaelson . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . pansexual . DANIELLE ROSE RUSSELL . #muse: hope mikaelson

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♡ lizzie saltzman . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . bisexual . JENNY BOYD . #muse: lizzie saltzman

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♡ josie saltzman . THE VAMPIRE DIARIES . pansexual . KAYLEE KANESHIRO . #muse: josie saltzman

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♡ charlie swan . TWILIGHT . bisexual . BILLY BURKE . #muse: charlie swan

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♡ jane volturi . TWILIGHT . lesbian . DAKOTA FANNING . #muse: jane volturi

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♡ rosalie hale . TWILIGHT . pansexual . SYDNEY SWEENEY . #muse: rosalie hale

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♡ alice cullen . TWILIGHT . lesbian . ASHLEY GREENE . #muse: alice cullen

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♡ jacob black . TWILIGHT . bisexual . TAYLOR LAUTNER . #muse: jacob black

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♡ bella swan . TWILIGHT . bisexual . KRISTEN STEWART . #muse: bella swan

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♡ john b routledge . OUTERBANKS . bisexual . CHASE STOKES . #muse: john b routledge

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♡ sarah cameron . OUTERBANKS . bisexual . MADELYN CLINE . #muse: sarah cameron

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♡ jj maybank . OUTERBANKS . pansexual . RUDY PANKOW . #muse: jj maybank

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♡ rafe cameron . OUTERBANKS . bicurious . DREW STARKEY . #muse: rafe cameron

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♡ cheryl blossom . RIVERDALE . bisexual . MADELAINE PETSCH . #muse: cheryl blossom

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♡ betty cooper . RIVERDALE . bisexual . LILY REINHART . #muse: betty cooper

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♡ jughead jones . RIVERDALE . pansexual . COLE SPROUSE . #muse: jughead jones

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♡ buffy summers . BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER . bisexual . SARAH MICHELLE GELLER . #muse: buffy summers

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♡ willow rosenberg . BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER . bisexual . ALYSON HANNIGAN . #muse: willow rosenberg

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♡ cordelia chase . BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER . lesbian . CHARISMA CARPENTER . #muse: cordelia chase

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grace violet blood's ships

grace blood × rich hardbeck

grace blood × mini mcguinness

grace blood × liv malone

grace blood × oc

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minerva 'mini' mcguinness' ships

mini mcguinness × alo creevey

mini mcguinness × nick levan

mini mcguinness × liv malone

mini mcguinness × franky fitzgerald

mini mcguinness × grace blood

mini mcguinness × oc

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michelle 'shell' richardson's ships

michelle richardson × tony stonem

michelle richardson × sid jenkins

michelle richardson × cassie ainsworth

michelle richardson × jal fazer

michelle richardson × josh stock

michelle richardson × oc