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[efyke]

What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you used to know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you want it to be?

[efyke]

Smashed up my sanity Smashed up my integrity Smashed up what I believed in Smashed up what's left of me

[efyke]

i was thinking of you

[efyke]

if you’ve a lesson to teach me,

i’m listening, ready to learn

there’s no one here to police me,

i’m sinking in, until you return

[efyke]

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and i feel sad

[efyke]

I seemed always on the verge of some wonderful experience; And then it never happened.

T.S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party (via the-book-diaries)

[efyke]

I wanted “peace”, to be left alone in my…world. Real life oppressed me with its novelty so much that I could hardly breathe.

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from the Underground (via the-book-diaries)

[efyke]

no, thanx

[efyke]

Twisting and turning Your feelings are burning You're breaking the girl She meant you no harm Think you're so clever But now you must sever You're breaking the girl He loves no one else

[efyke]

I know, you want the sin without the sinner.

[efyke]

never

[efyke]

not anymore

[efyke]

I wanna…

[efyke]

something in you

[efyke]

I felt myself still reliving a past which was no longer anything more than the history of another person.

Marcel Proust, In search of lost time

[efyke]

― On the Beach at Night Alone (2017) “I’m the kind of person who needs to live alone.” #ithinkthereforesowhat

[efyke]

Deine Gewalt ist nur ein stummer Schrei nach Liebe Deine Springerstiefel sehnen sich nach Zärtlichkeit Du hast nie gelernt dich zu artikulieren Und deine Eltern hatten niemals für dich Zeit