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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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Billie Eilish playing a sold out Sydney, Australia show.

Instagram: @siantakesphotos

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i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

i haven’t seen her in a few months

she lives in another state. she’ll be living on a different continent soon.

i don’t want to see her.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

i’ve known her since i was two.

we were friends, back then.

two year olds aren’t picky about who they make friends with.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

i call her my friend because it’s easier to say “that’s my friend” than it is to say

“that girl is a close family friend, she’s supposed to be one of my best friends, but she scares me and i hate her.”

it’s easier to pretend than it is to explain

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

and here’s the reason why:

she’s homophobic.

i’m gay.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

she doesn’t know that i’m gay, but i know how she’d react if she did

i can tell,

from the things she says, “i wouldn’t want a lesbian friend because you’d never know when they’re perving on you.”

“this is a queer-free zone”

“i’d want a gay guy best friend to go shopping with, but lesbians are just gross”

“i don’t get people who are trans but also gay. what’s the point?”

and every time she said something like that

all i did

was

nod.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

because when i’m around her,

i’m no longer the me that speaks up, the me that calls people out, the me that openly disagrees, the me that i like.

i’m just an empty shell who nods and plays along, who pretends that there is no shame churning in her gut,

no fear she has to keep from reaching her voice,

no nausea she has to hold in.

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i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

i haven’t seen her in a few months

she lives in another state. she’ll be living on a different continent soon.

i don’t want to see her.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

i’ve known her since i was two.

we were friends, back then.

two year olds aren’t picky about who they make friends with.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

i call her my friend because it’s easier to say “that’s my friend” than it is to say

“that girl is a close family friend, she’s supposed to be one of my best friends, but she scares me and i hate her.”

it’s easier to pretend than it is to explain

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

and here’s the reason why:

she’s homophobic.

i’m gay.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

she doesn’t know that i’m gay, but i know how she’d react if she did

i can tell,

from the things she says, “i wouldn’t want a lesbian friend because you’d never know when they’re perving on you.”

“this is a queer-free zone”

“i’d want a gay guy best friend to go shopping with, but lesbians are just gross”

“i don’t get people who are trans but also gay. what’s the point?”

and every time she said something like that

all i did

was

nod.

i have a friend, who isn’t really my friend.

because when i’m around her,

i’m no longer the me that speaks up, the me that calls people out, the me that openly disagrees, the me that i like.

i’m just an empty shell who nods and plays along, who pretends that there is no shame churning in her gut,

no fear she has to keep from reaching her voice,

no nausea she has to hold in.

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billie eilish and her middle finger

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packs billie eilish + the neighbourhood

headers: @marteheaders @iconsrutherford @sanjuniperror

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BITCH

IT IS BILLIE EILISH’S 16TH BDAY TODAY AAAGAGHGHGGHH

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oh shit

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I love herrrr

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How did you hear about Billie?

hmm i think i heard one of her songs on spotify and i checked her out and here i am…

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Billie Eilish | COPYCAT (Acoustic) | Mahogany Session

weave snatched. anxiety cured. stress relieved. my ears have been blessed.

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You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger finger's mine

Billie Eilish (COPYCAT)

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can’t stop thinking of your ocean eyes

(via kindnessxlove)

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RARES

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billie eilish + headers collage

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^^^^^