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Anaïs Nin, Clarice Lispector, Eileen Chang, Marguerite Duras—I like to sit with them, time travel, receive advice and perspective and pleasure and also remember the chimerical powers of words and how they fit together—with these gorgeous lines of hypnotic black text I am happy.

I am not curled up in my mother’s world anymore. I am no longer anyone’s day-to-day worry. It hurts to want anything, especially basic things, for so long, and not get them, but I have found that wanting has not killed me, in fact it has made what is essential to me more potent: crystal clear. Still, like anyone, I would choose to have a little more of something. Something. 

In a way, my direction is pleasure, but not the fleeting kind. 

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June 1909 Aleksandr Blok (1880-1921), Selected Poems

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sala de psicopatología, alejandra pizarnik

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interact if you have no idea what you’re doing in life but you’re doing it anyway. i need proof that i am not alone in this.

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women who are going nowhere in life i love you with all my heart

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When summer evenings feel like this gif it’s beautiful and it’s worth it

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https://open.spotify.com/track/4mvb2QrG9ea14U9BQ8U9Q0?si=Fc4xUeLZQFSVc_3PKVjKFw

Tanto mar

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Tanto mar

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200 CIGARETTES, dir. Risa Bramon Garcia (1999)

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Rachel Weisz as Evelyn Carnahan and Brendan Fraser as Rick O'Connell THE MUMMY 1999 | dir. Stephen Sommers

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thinking about when my friend found a book from the 70s in a church office with truly some of the most insane prayers I have ever heard

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don't go where I can't follow

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Jewish lgbt pride flags at pride marches 💖🧡💛💚💙✡️

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“I want to infect you with the tremendous excitement of living, because I believe that you have the strength to bear it.”

— Tennessee Williams, The Selected Letters: 1920-1945

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this post is dedicated to my mutuals who are still my mutuals despite the horrors

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you are NOT my “passenger princess” get off your phone we are Under attack!!!!!!!! you are my gunner; man the weapons and defend our vehicle with your life!!!