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Theories of Happiness - Chapter One 

Remus abandoned his wolf pack and is now without a home or protection from Voldemort. Severus has been a secret Little for years and has been managing on his own just fine, thank you very much. However, when Remus shows up on his doorstep with Dumbledore, begging for a place to stay, Severus is put between a rock and a hard place. Unable to say no, he reluctantly opens his home for Remus for the Summer until they can return to Hogwarts, but how long can he hide his age regression and his dark mark?

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Severus hasn’t dropped into his little headspace in weeks, and Remus is tired of the snarky attitude. When Severus finally has an emotional outburst, Remus decides that’s enough, and that stern guidance is needed to set his little boy straight.

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So my AO3 account is gone...

I'd like to start off by apologizing to my readers. As someone who has been on the receiving end of having some of their liked fanfics deleted, I know it doesn't feel great.

I'll try to keep my reasonings short, but I want to impress that this was the last resort, and I didn't want it to end like this.

This is how it basically went down. Someone I knew IRL found my account, somehow. I was an idiot for using the same name on my Tumblr, Wattpad, and other blogging-type accounts. They found my stories and, these past few months, have been blackmailing me.

They threatened to show my stories to some of my family friends, and I knew my family would not approve of what I chose to write about. In fact, they'd be disgusted.

I did not feel safe. I tried dealing with it but met my breaking point. I didn't see another way out, and I had a bit of a breakdown and deleted everything off my computer, including most of my online presence, and changed usernames for quite a bit of my social media accounts.

I moved out of my house. I'm old enough so my parents were supportive of that decision (even though they don't know the reason.)

Even though I'm technically safe and out of that "friend's" reach, I don't feel very great. I don't know if they saved anything I've written, so I'm at a loss.

Good news. When deleting stories, AO3 sends you a PDF, so if anyone wants anything that I've written, I can send it.

I'm debating signing up for another AO3 account, but I'm not sure.

Thanks so much for all of the amazing support I've received and the kind comments. If I do decide to make another account, I'll let you know.

But I'm not sure if my Tumblr is safe, so I'll be lying low for a little while.

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When will you update you little Snape fan fic

Hi there!

I’m currently writing another fanfiction at the moment, however, I still have plans to finish The Secret of a Little Potions Professor. I’m still trying to figure out the plot, and it’s going a lot slower than I thought it would 😅

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I really hope I don’t have to explain myself

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Hi I just wanted to say your little!Snape fic is very comforting to me, you're an extremely talented writer and I'm always so!!! Delighted!!!! To see another chapter!!! I hope you have a wonderful day and thank you for writing in the series and I can't wait for the second installment :D!! (Also your friend makes gorgeous art for the series!!!!!)

Oh my goodness anon, you are making me blush! This is so sweet, thank you so much for sending this, it meant so much. 💕

And I’ll be sure to let Leerie know how much you like her art 🥰

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I just want to say you are a very talented writer!

This message made me feel so much better after my hard day! Ty anon 🥰

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I just binge read your age regression fanfic about little Severus the entire day and loved it so much! Uncle Sirius is the best, and I was just wondering if you could do a short drabble about Sirius and Severus cuddling together?

Of course! I kind of went a little over board with this, but since you actually asked the very first question to my blog, I wanted to make it good :)

One late autumn evening, Severus and Sirius sat on the worn leather couch, watching a muggle football game on the television while Remus was busy preparing dinner. A sense of discomfort was twinging in his stomach, but he couldn’t pinpoint where it was coming from.

Then, Severus felt a steady stream of warmth release in his diaper. He immediately tensed, causing Sirius to glance at him with concern.

“You okay, kid?”

Severus didn’t answer. Instead, he squeezed his eyes shut, pulling his legs up to his chest; his diaper crinkled with the movement and pressed against his backside. Severus made no noise as he emptied his bladder, and when the stream slowed to a stop, tears sprang to his eyes.

The worst part was Severus didn’t even realize he had to go.

Sirius then stretched his arm around his shoulders and pulled Severus against his side. At first, Severus stiffened against the contact, but then Sirius’ hand began to run down comfortingly along his back, and the cub couldn’t help but lean into the embrace, shivering at the touch. Pressing his face against Sirius’ chest, Severus breathed in the familiar scent of leather and the barest hint of cologne.

Sirius spoke, his eyes never leaving the television. “It’s okay, kid. You’ve done nothing wrong. Remus and I are so proud of you.”

Severus hummed a noncommittal response, too embarrassed to look his uncle in the eye, but he did curl up tighter against the man. In a wordless response, Sirius tightened his embrace, and the two of them went back to watching the football match on the screen.

Both were oblivious to Remus, who was standing in the entryway of the kitchen holding a platter of half-chopped potatoes, watching them with a soft smile curling on his lips.

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Remus: He’s my cub and he belongs by my side. I dare you to try and take him, then I can show you what these teeth of mine can do to your neck!

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Oh? What’s this? Perhaps a spoiler for the a possible future chapter? Also, on another note, Remus can get pretty feral when someone threatens Severus 👀💀

(Art by Leerie :3)

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Remus: Severus, honey, where on earth did your pants go?

Severus: unintelligible babbling 

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When Severus is in his little space, he has a habit of discarding his trousers, especially if it’s hot outside 

which Remus finds absolutely adorable

(art by Leerie :3)

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Bedtime stories with Remus 💖

Art by Leerie

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A sleepy and quiet moment just before dawn

(Also, Sirius is definitely the culprit regarding the giant teddy bear, the man does not know how to stop spoiling Remus’ little, Severus)

Another amazing art piece by Leerie, based on my age regression fanfic The Secret Classification of Severus Snape, you can find it on AO3 if you’re interested :)

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Severus refuses to admit he needs nap time after eating lunch...luckily Remus is a patient caregiver 🥰

(art by my friend Leerie❤️)

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A quick drawing of Severus having fun on a rainy day 💕

And guys, I do take prompts! So let me know what you would like to see Severus do next :):)

Art by my friend Leerie (she’s the very best)

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Mornings are difficult already so it’s a good thing Severus has Remus to remind him to brush his teeth before coffee :)

Also, for those wondering, a new chapter of my fanfic should be up by the end of next week, so stay tuned my patient readers ❤️

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Quiet nights are what Remus and Severus live for

And yes, despite his dislike physical contact, Severus WILL cuddle the nearest comfortable thing when he’s asleep

Most of the time, that thing just so happens to be Remus (not that he minds)

art by my friend Leerie, based on my fanfic <3

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Severus isn’t the best at listening to Remus when he’s in the middle of a book . . . and his Daddy isn’t too impressed with that 👀

(Art done by my friend Leerie ❤️)