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Okay I know this isn’t my usual post but anxiety is eating me alive and I don’t know what to do.

I’m scared of war, I don’t want to suffer, I don’t want to die. Stuff about Us and Iran is everywhere on the news and it’s literally making me panic.

For as much as I hate this reality and my life here, it’s only human to feel the need and will to stay alive.

So please, if anyone has tips to deal with this type of anxiety let me know.

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My manifestion getting too good, I just said something I wanted this morning and it manifested

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everyone talks about pining for their dr s/o, but no one talks about pining for their dr friend group, so

DR friend group ideas:

group baking at someone's house

going to the mall

skipping school together

sneaking out to the aesthetic woods near the neighborhood and finding an old abandoned house behind a bunch of plants and turning it into a secret hideout

all wearing cool/cute outfits to school together you could never wear in your cr and no one can tease you over it cause all your friends got your back if they try anything

going to an abandoned park/playground at night together

sleepovers!!!!

going to pride parades together

going to some trashy fast food restaurant at the middle of the night as a group

those fun places you see on tiktok and want to go to but can't in your cr

being a team in a contest

getting revenge on anyone who messes with one of your friends, together

going to the movie theater

amusement parks

those places with obstacle courses and trampolines and those foam block pits

playing pranks on annoying teachers/classmates

having inside jokes

group cosplays

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People who have shifted to their dr and currently still do, can y’all tell me how and if shifting became a hobby/part of your routine?

(I’m just curious and a bit hopeless as well)

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something today that reaffirmed my belief that shifting is real :)

i was babysitting the sweetest little girl and her brother earlier today and the girl and I were talking about dreams and such. She's five, by the way. We're chatting and she suddenly tells me "I don't actually sleep much at night because I spend the night fighting in battles". I laughed and said "oh like in your imagination?" (stupid of me to assume that but whatever) and she replied very firmly, "no, no". So I ask her again, if maybe she meant she has dreams about fighting in battles, and she says "no, not dreaming, It's real". She was so sure about her answer. So I ask her, what is it that you fight? She started telling me about these insect-shaped monsters, showed me the size of them and described how she fought them in the streets at night. Then when she finally wins the battle, she can actually sleep. Her brother came into conversation so we stopped talking about it but multiple children I've babysat or talked to always tell me about these sort of stories. They always make it very clear that it's not a dream, that it's different.I feel like children, who barely have any limiting beliefs, can very easily slip out of reality as they wish. english is not my first language so maybe I didn't explain it really well but ugh the synchronicities are crazy

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okay no if ***I*** managed to manifest a fucking Iphone 16 then you can manifest anything you want.

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This post is for the people who are procrastinating on applying the law or for those who need a wake up call. ‼️

what if you had never found the law?

Or let's say there's a parallel reality where you never stumbled upon the law of assumption. That you with the same circumstances but without the knowledge of the law, how would they have felt? For many, it would feel like their horrible reality would never change, how helpless they must be feeling, thinking about all the hardwork they need to do in order to achieve something, thinking that there's no shortcut to life and they've to do far more than just lifting a finger, they've to chase after life relentlessly just to live their dreams and the list goes on...all this just because they're limited in their mind, they're not aware of just how powerful their mind and their assumptions are, just because they're not aware that they can have absolutely anything and everything just by assuming they have it. They would have lived their entire life feeling like they've no control over their life, having that hope that maybe one day it would all change but unfortunately it never does. You come to your last stage of life with nothing but regrets because you wanted to do so many things but either didn't have the time or you just didn't have the courage to "take action" on them.

Seems horrifying? It is.

Now let's flip the script!

GOOD NEWS!

YOUR LIFE IS NOT THE WAY I DESCRIBED ABOVE.

You're blessed and lucky enough to have the knowledge about the law of assumption. I would have certainly felt helpless and hopeless if i didn't know about the law of assumption with my circumstances, i would've felt like giving up but this is not the case, I know about the law, i know it IS possible to have the life of my dreams and more, oh how blessed i am. Then why the hell am i procrastinating on doing the bare minimum?! imagine the things you would have to do in order to achieve those dreams if you didn't know about the law? Damn I'm exhausted even thinking about it! But guess what? With the law, u know all you have to do is just assume it's already done and persist! You don't have to even lift a finger let alone doing anything more than that. It's this easy.

Just think about it.

It's that easy so why are you procrastinating or why are you not taking accountability and changing your life? YOU LITERALLY CANNOT BE MORE BLESSED THAN THIS. Like imagine getting whatever you want with just your assumptions?! Even a fairytale falls short of what cheat code we know now. You're not realising just HOW FREAKING LUCKY AND POWERFUL YOU ARE.

This is not just a post to motivate you, this is a WAKE UP CALL, I'm calling you out rn and telling you to end this cycle, NOW. I need you to step aside from ur phone or Tumblr after you've read this post and just think about it, what are you doing? You could be living ur dream life by now if u had just applied the law and stayed consistent with it but here you are, consuming more loa content as if it's all not just the same information you've read a hundred times. The law is simple, too simple actually.

DECIDE YOU HAVE IT & PERSIST. THAT'S IT.

There's no other magical information out there, you WILL NOT get your desires if you don't apply the law. It cannot get easier than this. There are people who don't have ANY idea about the law, they're living a limited life, but you? You know about the thing people would sell their souls just to find out about it, and here you are still procrastinating as if you don't actually hold the power of the whole universe inside your mind and all you need is a decision and commitment to that decision.

It's either you decide to CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND FINALLY END THIS CYCLE or GET THIS LOOP GOING FOREVER. It's upto you. No one's coming to save you and it doesn't have to be scary, no one's coming to save you because you're enough to save yourself. You've all the power you'll ever need. Stop doubting your power. Actually applying the law and being consistent is scary and hard because your mind is too familiar living in hell that even heaven starts to feel uncomfortable but trust me, once you come out of that comfort bubble, you'll see that you were living in a tunnel all your life when there was a whole universe outside waiting for you to come out.

You can do it. Now, GO DO IT.

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Would you yap about your pjsk dr? Or even your crk dr?

HELL YEAH

I’ve already made a post about my pjsk dr, you can see it by clicking here :)

I still haven’t made a post about my crk dr, so lets fix this rq;

Introducing my Cookie Run Kingdom dr!

First of all, there’s a major plot point I changed. (Also spoiler alert for Beast-Yeast story)

So, first of all I added another Beast, though she isn’t technically a beast…

Let’s just say she had the soul jam of Hope, but died trying to fight her friends who got corrupted, the Witches then took her soul jam and kept it to themselves since they didn’t want the Beasts to get a hold of it. The Beasts then went on a “if we can’t have the soul jam then no one can” route and just destroyed every single proof of the existence of a sixth soul jam. The rest of the lore remains the same.

My backstory

I’m from the Hollyberry kingdom and I have my own theatre there, now I won’t go into details on how tf I have my own theatre at 21 years old because this is the second time I wrote this post but then it got deleted for some reason and I had to write it all over again. (But you can ask in the comments if you wanna know)

I also know how to fight since I have this cool ahh scythe weapon and like crystal power? Ugh idk how to explain so here’s a reference from Wuwa:

Anyway I’m really known in the Hollyberry kingdom, to the point where Hollyberry herself wants me to participate in the expedition to Beast Yeast, at first I don’t want to go like bro I’m not gonna die ty, but then I hear a Frozen 2 style voice (spoiler: it’s the light of Hope) and then I’m like “ok sure let’s go.”

What will happen after? I have no idea 😌, I just scripted it’ll be fine and I won’t get traumas cuz yknow

I’ll be present during episode 1-2, 7-8, 9-10, 11-12 of Beast Yeast because Mystic Flour and Burning Spice scare me and would turn me white/destroy my bloodline in one second.

“But elala! All the Beast-Yeast episodes are canonically happening at the same time so how can you simultaneously be-“ IDK BRO ILL FIND A WAY.

I don’t have a s/o for this dr, idk what will happen.

There’s also a lot of psychological traits about my drself that I didn’t add in this post simply because they’re personal so uhmmm yeah.

Thank you for reading! (The original post was a lot longer but as I said earlier tumblr said no and there’s no way I’m rewriting allat)

Bye<333

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Motivation dump!!

(from Reddit & Tumblr<3)

Credits to Tumblr users @girlberrie and @velvetbeeez for their posts 💕

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guess i won’t be making any more daily pjsk gameplays cuz tumblr doesn’t let me upload them 🔥🔥🔥

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I had so much to do today i forgot to post my daily pjsk gameplay, whoops 😬

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Day 2 of posting myself playing pjsk until I shift to my dr except I suck at this game

(Btw Eurovision was rigged sorry not sorry)

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Randomly decided that I’ll be paying pjsk and posting it every day till I shift idc

Day 1 then ig (I can’t play this thing)

Also, recently I’ve been so busy with school and I probably will be till June so I’m so sorry if I won’t post much beside these silly posts

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HERES THE POST I WAS TALKING ABOUT A FEW DAYS AGO

Experiencing death in your dr

This was absolutely very weird and I can't even explain how I felt at this moment....

I was in my fame reality and everything was going as how life would usually go. I was in a restaurant with my s/o and we were having a date night together and enjoying the view from the window we were sitted at, then suddenly we hear commotion and my s/o gets up and tells me that he thinks something is wrong we need to go, that's when the gun fire started so my bodyguards came to me and were leading both of us out that's when I see a masked person pointing a gun at me and firing it, the bullet hit my forehead head like I could feel it pierce it and then there was a ringing sound... Then darkness... It felt like I was in the void.... Like I was everything and everything was me...

My eyes open and I find myself in a room and guess what room was that?

My room in my K-pop reality. I felt like I was being yanked up and I opened my eyes to my members looking at me like I'm some kind of drug addict. I didn't even have the sike or energy to stay there so I said the safeword and woke up here to my friend telling me that her boyfriend cheated on her.

This made me realise that maybe we don't die at all and that has quited all the insecurities that I had around death.

It was weird, it was creepy and it happened so fast.....but I guess that means that we are immortal?🤷🏽‍♀️

~ No I didn't script this, why the hell would I even!!?!

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yesterday i saw a post talking about people that died in their dr and then came back here/shifted to other drs etc.

Just a second ago, i was scrolling through tiktok and found a video saying “I refuse to believe death is the end”

damn, it feels so powerful to know the answer.

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Hello. I've been manifesting my SP for almost 21 days now and I don't see much movement in the 3D. He's my classmate, he sees me as a friend and we hardly talk. I brought him a cookie today and we chatted yesterday. Today after class he didn't talk to me... I even found out he went out with a girl last year and what's more, I confessed to his friends that I think he's handsome. I texted him and he didn't answer. I really like him a lot. I don't even know if I'm his physical type or why he just doesn't chat with me or why he doesn't confess his love in so many manifestations. Thank you, I feel sad.

Aww I’m so sorry, I know how it feels like, it’s shitty..

But there’s a thing I don’t recommend doing which is look at the 3D for confirmation.

Once you know you have your desire, it’s done.

So stop looking around for confirmation because you already have it, it’s you. You’re the proof of your desire.

Hope this post was clear *\(^o^)/*

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TW: VENT, NEGATIVE POST

okay but sometimes I get so damn tired of believing in shifting.

I feel like I’m being delusional, that I should think about my academic career and not this shit, that I shouldn’t find a way to escape my problems because the way to escape doesn’t exist.

Every time I look at those storytime posts that are written like the most poetic piece of literature, I get a feeling that they’re not real, I don’t know why, I just feel like they’re not genuine.

I always go to sleep with the thought of shifting in the back of my mind, and I always tell myself I need nothing to shift, but every morning I open my eyes and see the ceiling of this house, not *my* house.

I keep on assuming that i’ll do it, that it’s easy, but my brain doesn’t seem to want to get it once and for all.

I feel like I’m crashing out tbh…

But on the other hand I feel like it’s part of every shifter’s journey, that does lift me up a lil.