elbrigitte

[elbrigitte]

loving an addict was the worst and best thing I went through. I learned what I will no longer tolerate as a person. he took advantage of an empath and watched someone else’s world crumble while he crumbled his own. I have never gone through that type of worry and sickness for another human. It was horrendous. But I am stronger. And I am ready for love with someone who is not full of toxicity, whether sick or not.

[elbrigitte]

Where did you go? How could you be the person I love, yet at the same time, a complete stranger? I’m angry. I feel selfish that I feel so much anger towards someone that’s sick, but I do. How could you disappear from me? I don’t know what’s worse...the fact that you chose the drugs over me or the fact that it wasn’t even a hard decision.

[elbrigitte]

Loving an Addict

I watched you disappear in front of my eyes. I would not wish that type of loss on anyone. The loss of someone who is still in front of you but is a different person completely.