ellascreams
ellascreams
I Swear On My Life I Don't Know What I'm Doing
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She/They, girlflux, lesbian, and asexual. In truth, I don't have a clue what I'm doing. I just wanted a good place to throw my random thoughts, writing, art and characters. If you like it then uh, cool. I suppose. I'm also on Ao3.
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ellascreams · 17 hours ago
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If I was any good at writing Tim Drake I’d write a fic where a pre-Robin Tim is doing his thing stalking Batman, when suddenly he runs into Wes, who is also stalking Batman. Then they become friends and/or rivals and they discuss how obvious the secret identities of superheroes are. I just think it would be funny
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .
for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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writing tip #3827:
start
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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Hey! All of your drawings do not need to be completely unique from one another. Do you know how many versions and replicas of his Sunflowers Van Gogh actually did? Just draw that naked guy ten times. Reuse that colour palette. Do that pose again. Follow your heart for real, no one can care as much as you do.
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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the suffering never ends
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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My OCs have developed THEMES without ASKING ME
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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kids deserve so much more respect and it turns out that saying that is a great way to locate the horrible people in any community <3
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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i found a ship tag on ao3 with 77 fics and 76 of them were by one person 
be the change you want to see in the world
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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@wholesome-animal-images
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ellascreams · 24 hours ago
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The problem w writing fiction is that you'll be like tee-hee I'm going to write a story about a fucked up little scenario that's got nothing to do with anything in real life, just some pure messed up nonsense, and then you finish it and take a step back and go aw rats I made a metaphor again
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ellascreams · 2 days ago
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”Writing fight scenes and dialogue are so difficult” I complain, and then I immediately start yet another fic that includes fight scenes and lots of dialogue
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ellascreams · 3 days ago
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bad guy: *lowering me into a pit of piranhas*
me: just so you know that pool is not big enough for them at all and they also don't have any foliage to hide within in order to feel safe and by the way you obviously haven't been feeding them enough if they're ready to rend the flesh from my bone, the water looks scummy, and your pulley system looks extremely unsafe and none of your goons are wearing PPE despite the jagged spikes and open leaky pipes and-
bad guy: *frantically lowering the crank faster* please just die
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ellascreams · 3 days ago
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ideal living situation is what i call the 'sitcom special' : having all your closest friends live in the same apartment building or neighborhood where you each have your own space but can wander in and out of eachothers homes at will, seemingly always welcome and never at bad times. and also all of you only have jobs when its important to the plot.
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ellascreams · 3 days ago
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i hate knowing things. and not knowing things? not a fan of that either
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ellascreams · 3 days ago
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Im good at being strange and ignored
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ellascreams · 3 days ago
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"came back wrong" sure yeah that's cool i guess "came back suicidal" now you're talking
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