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Safe foods

Egg white- 17 cals Watermelon, 1cup- 46 cals Popcorn (air popped 1 cup)- 31 cals Celery- 6 cals PB2 (2Tbsp)- 45 cals Salsa 1 Tbsp- 5 cals Almond milk 1 cup- 30 cals Apple- 95 cals Cherry- 4 cals each Carrot- 25 cals Spinach 1 cup- 7 cals Dill pickle- 8 cals Parmesan 1 Tbsp- 21 cals Sauerkraut 1 cup- 46 cals

add your safe foods to this list 😊

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So hard to fall asleep. So hard to wake up.

Me

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in love

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My fav thinspo - milk and honey ~

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

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If you want to be friends with me you don’t have to be “Hi, um, can, ya know, we be friends?”

It is 1000000000000000000000% percent ok if you just go into my inbox can go. “Man, I am so fucking pissed off at fucking Michael.” And I’ll most likely respond with, “Oh shit! What did Michael do now?“ 

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reblog if UR NOT tumblr famous bu t U ARE tired nd kinda gay

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Food Diary 17.06.2019

(from hell) 

lol today was not a good day.. I got off work at 07 am today and went straight to the store, and I really wish I hadn’t.

I have only eaten from around 07:30 to 11:00 when I went to bed, but I managed to cram 2129 cals in there sooo.. Fuck me am I right?

So I had:

💔  a taste from a salad which was approximately 102 calories. 💔  a beef stroganof dinner for 487 calories 💔 a bag of cinnamonbuns (which is what killed me lol) for 1036 calories (!!!) 💔 two (!!!) chocolatebars that are like KitKat which ended up being 504 calories

So it’s now 00:20 on the 17th and I have not eaten anything since. I plan on going to sleep at like 4 am because I am working tomorrow night. Because I need to ease into a diet again, I’ll probably eat something before sleeping, not much though.. 

Anyways I hope to keep doing these food diaries if not everyday then at least once a week. Let me know if you find them annoying lol

- Love, Elle <3

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I got 99 problems and they’re all because

✨I’m fat✨

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Random ED things nobody really talks about

Being jealous of friends or people who have been severely underweight/ hospitalized

Hundreds of awkward angle body checking photos

Looking at the size of your legs/body in every mirror, reflection, shop window

Being disgusted at watching people eat

Comparing people’s body size and weight to yours before noticing anything else about them

Being obsessed with cooking/dieting/food programmes

The pain of hitting your hip bone on a table

Hating yourself for judging anyone who is healthy or overweight

Being proud of your lowest weight once recovered/weight restored

Eye rolls when anyone without an ED discusses their new diet/weight loss

Eating every tiny bit of a specific calorie portioned food because damn if you’ve counted those calories you are gonna enjoy them

Feeling embarrassed for eating ‘unhealthy’ foods because people assume you eat nothing/survive on lettuce

‘Wow you’re actually eating’ kill me

Not enjoying excercise or wanting to work out

Alternating between being scared of all food and wanting to consume everything in sight

Really horrific awful bad breath (like seriously bad)

One day you’re too scared to eat a tomato the next you eat chocolate without worrying about it

Looking in the mirror after eating and feeling like you gained 20lbs

The anxiety and embarrassment of buying laxatives/diet pills

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Hello, I regret to inform you that we are no longer accepting applications for the position of

Friend Who Will Only Talk To You When They’re Bored or They Need Something Regardless Of Anything That’s Going On With You

on account of having way too fucking many of those for some reason

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lettuce hem mini dress

click source if ur interested!

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Can I skip to the part of my life where my ribs show and people call me petite